It’s the first time my boyfriend left without saying goodbye and I’ve been crying for an hour.
To be fair I was pulling in when he was leaving but my heart is still shattered. Crossing paths with him is the only thing that gets me through most days.
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It’s the first time my boyfriend left without saying goodbye and I’ve been crying for an hour.
To be fair I was pulling in when he was leaving but my heart is still shattered. Crossing paths with him is the only thing that gets me through most days.
😢😢😭 #imsuchababy #forgetjacobandbella #belleandbeast #ftw #beastwasmyprince
All that bravado only in front of my baby. I myself am still such a baby when it comes to handling separation. Especially when it’s the first week of school :(.
Confession
I'm low key scared of thunderstorms.
It’s five am and I can’t sleep because I feel sick to my stomach and my brain won’t shut off long enough for me to sleep through the night, and all I keep thinking about is why do people keep coming into my life just to fucking leave, And why don’t i have a better explanation I think I deserve answers and the truth I try so hard But why am I never good enough for anyone to stay It’s five am and I wish I could go to sleep and not wake up for a long Long Long Time
I just hope everything will be ok 😕
I’m still scared. I still get worried. This feeling isn’t over. I have my doubts about whether if it’s a truth or lie. I’m anxious. I’m stressed. I wonder will my future be alright? Will everything happen according to plan? They say sometimes the things that are unexpected are the best gifts in life. However so far, all of these unexpected things have been destroying me bit by bit.
She hasn’t even been gone for 2 days and I miss her so much already..