Entry 6 - 07.15.17 10:53pm ET
I feel so fucking dead, like coming here to type this entry was like the hardest thing to do but I’m trying to build a habit of getting an entry in every day even though i’m high literally every entry I do (that’s the goal). This probably isn’t even a cohesive passage, like you probably wouldn’t read this and think “oh yeah definitely this is a completely comprehensive post. Anyway this is me ‘checking in’ because I feel like I need to do something to keep me from going insane. I’ve been cooped up on the Eastern side of the world for too long and I’m so fucking homesick man it’s insane. Everything feels like such a struggle to get up and do because it feels pointless because there’s nothing here for me, nothing to tie me down to this place. I’m just visiting family and am stuck in this empty house, no friends near enough to hang out with, no walkable places to go explore and it’s just so fucking hot outside that I can’t even just go out in the backyard and enjoy the sun without scorching myself. I’m damn-near just sleeping until the day that I have to leave comes. This feels over dramatic but you would be the same if you were stuck in a basement for a month.














