#indeed..

[symphony7inamajor]

wpg@ana 2024.12.18

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bepis

[illimitablespaces]

Nothing of consequence, Reader, trust me

As I got home last night, and after most of the week was spent trying to get a simple prescription for my partner, I sat down and felt no relief--no sense of finality that the task had been accomplished, that I finally managed to get this necessary medication after most of the week had gone by.

Basic necessities such as food and medicine turn out to be hard-earned things for me these days. There is too much to relate about why that is the case but suffice it state I am most unhappy about my current life situation.

I said as much last night to my partner.

I said I haven't been settled or happy or even relaxed for a number of years now, and that if I go on like this I'll most surely kill myself if only to get some (perceived) sense of relief from it all.

There was argument, and I was indeed harsh in tone and what I said, as I intended. I'm simply too tired to try to keep up a facade of nicety when I feel anything but. I cannot be happy with this person and in this current way of living so-called life.

I find no respite here or there or anywhere I can think of. I'm ready to put an end to this whole living nonsense once and for all. I don't see any point in it, especially when I'm left feeling as though the moment I can sit and reflect, I have to prepare for the same exhaustion the next day.

Anyway, dismiss this, Reader. I'm quite upset (an understatement) and I need to attend to other matters.

Take care and be well--M

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[eradne]

@akielosrises said: Why are people freaking out abt this? I think it just proves your point that white people are fucking crazy.

thank you

[vasiilisc]

I'm going to assume that you enjoy when someone plays with your hair, such as braids and combing? With permission of course!

Put an assumption in my ask. I’ll confirm or dispute it

I really, really like that.. as long as I know you and are close to you somehow I truly don’t mind my hair being tinkered with. That being said if you’re a stranger attempting such it’ll probably bite your fingers off before my mouth can.