#ineedachange

[bitter-malon]

I wanna shave my head again #ordosomethingmajor #ineedachange #astylechange #nonbinary #genderqueer #sick #tired

[thedreamersmovement]

This. This is what I needed to hear. #poetry #poetrylove #langleav #ifeelthissomuchrightnow #ineedachange

[deezvybz]

What happened to you?

What happened to us?

Where are you?

[deezvybz]

I’ve stopped trying to be anything.

I stopped calling friends and waited to see who call me

I realised that I’m not a travel lodge customer assistant in my friendship groups. If I don’t check on people, I often don’t hear from them.

This was the problem, waiting for others to see my worth is a on-going battle I have.

I can be external sometimes even in my displays of confidence, I’m not always right, I don’t always have the answers.

I share these themes with friends but they became viewers of my thoughts. They don’t take my views and try to understand it, I never will question myself and have doubt in my abilities.

I will not shrink myself down for the comfort of others. I spent years in depression whilst making others feel comfortable and happy.

I was being harmed by friends who could see my trauma, it was like watching a movie and screaming at the TV “get out! Leave! Why the fuck are you still in these people lives?” , I realised a few months ago that I have experienced jealously.

Sometimes it’s not about what you own, but what you possess within.

I have riches that have made people rich in health and in abundance, I’ve been more conscious about where I place my love. This is a boundary, I have to remind myself of daily, I am not here to blend in be mediocre.

My purpose is bigger than that, when you are aligning to you’re greater good or higher self, you have to remember some people are temporary , do not get attached.

That’s the purpose of this post detachment. I have learned detachment through my friendships and although sometimes I crave for closeness. There’s no one here I feel close with.

In the ocean

Dwain Andrews

[deezvybz]

I took a step and deactivated my Instagram. I know that for the most part people get annoyed when you announce that you are taking a break.

I’ve noticed how Instagram has become so depersonalised, doesn’t feel like you are connecting with humans. People have changed the way they interact with each other, whole lotta evil eyes watching, I whole lotta speculation, whole lotta texting and no conversation. LOL.

I got tired, I felt drained with sharing my energy with spectators.

I will to be around the living

[bohotribeart]

Work outfit winner ⬆️⬆️⬆️ . . mid week catch up >>> how’s yours been so far? Mines been a bit weird , I seem to be irritating a lot of people right now. Maybe it’s because I’ve been more vocal about what I’m willing to put up with, and I’m going a little over the top, or maybe it’s because everyone is just exhausted 😩 anyone know if it’s the moon or something?? I need to chill the fkkk out and remember we all have our battles. Anyway... I like this outfit 🕴🏻 . . . #strongoutfitgame #workoutfit #workoutfitinspiration #ineedachange #springiscoming #lifeisstrangegame #lifeishardsometimes https://www.instagram.com/p/B8wLgalHLpq/?igshid=wtn837tkkdug

[cinblogs]

[navkonkumar-blog]

A life of Naveen nu podavendiyathu still hoping for change of miracle to be happen in ma life !!! I need medic to ma heart so much wounds are not yet healing 😕 I’m waiting according to ma ㊙️ GREAT THINGS TAKES TIME , I’m waiting forrrrrrrrrrrrrr 😢😢😢😢😢#naturephotography #iphonesesnap #ineedachange #chennaiclouds #beinghuman #monsterinside #lovetobefucked (at Anna Nagar West, Tamil Nadu, India) https://www.instagram.com/p/BpCcfF8gfKv/?utm_source=ig_tumblr_share&igshid=1ksmfzhl0sac6