me: *doesn't have a best friend and barely has friends and kinda feels lonely as fuck but doesn't know how to keep relationship so doesn't make new friends and can't really communicate with people anymore*
me, again: why the fuck my parents don't make me talk to a psychologist or someone don't they realise i can barely function
also me at the slightest mention of my "friends" or interacting with people at all: no dude i hate people i'd rather be alone i don't need friends














