#ink is thinking

[iiinkos]

martin with tattoos would be Really Fucking Hot but i also think he wouldn’t spend money on that. hate my fuckass life

[inkandarsenic]

you ever think about how if Robb had survived the Red Wedding, he would have been haunted by it? Waking up in the middle of the night hearing Talisa’s screams, his mother begging for his life and not her own? Scrubbing his hands raw because he can’t stop seeing them coated in red, the phantom feeling of hot slick blood seeping between his fingers as he holds his wife? Seeing her blank eyes staring up at him every time he closes his eyes, his mother’s throat cut deep enough for a flash of white bone, his men cut down like cattle? do you ever think about how breathing is probably never truly easy for him again, the arrow scars a constant aching reminder of all his mistakes? do you ever think about how seeing Sansa again would at once feel like a dagger in his heart and overwhelming relief, that her red hair and Tully blue eyes remind him so much of their mother that sometimes he cannot bear to even look at her? do you ever think about how hard it must be for him to trust guest rights, that bread and salt must taste like ash on his tongue? how long before he trusts his allies again? does he ever? how long until his heart stops feeling like glass shards in his veins?

[iiinkos]

i think jon is naturally trusting but so very beaten down by the world around him that he has to fight against that instinct

[iiinkos]

sometimes i think of the safehouse and martin would get up earlier in the morning than jon or something and get started on doing normal morning routine stuff, and then when jon gets up he just. stares at martin in the corner with his eyes full of love. like do you see it

[iiinkos]

I LOVE MARTIN BLACKWOOD‼️‼️‼️‼️

[iiinkos]

martin blackwood is hot as fuck

[iiinkos]

friend pointed out to me that in mag 9 (julia montauk, notably from when she was a child) jon is a lot less dismissive. and it just. oh my god. you’d think he’d dismiss it as a child’s overactive imagination or whatever but he says fucking nothing. do you think when he tried talking to adults abt mr spider he was dismissed because “oh he’s just a kid making things up” so now he tries to treat kids kinder than he was

[iiinkos]

everyone should take a second (or several) out of their day to think about martin blackwood