#ink rants

[ink-sans0fficial]

In your Sonic au did Maria have a special nickname for Shadow?

In my au she calls him Star in any language she can learn ☺️

She did! Maria was ~12 when she got on the ARK and met shadow, and she was in a very rough patch being seperated from her family and being diagnosed with NIDS. She called him a lot of things (like you might a cat, like, a million different nicknames without ever saying their name) one of her favorites was 'Kieri', which is one of the names she was considering when naming shadow, having the pleasure of doing so. Gerald However, never really called him any nicknames, either his 'official' name of Shadow or his expiriment tag number, "005". (Which yes does imply shadow was the fifth of some line of experiments)

[inkandrhythm]

ohmygod why am I doing this

[admiralbroom]

They cut most of the lines for the character I’m playing in Romeo and Juliet. And they’re making cuts to a bunch of people’s lines but it’s largely the page and a half long monologues that some of the headliners make, but I only really had like 8 and they cut half of them to reduce time. And it really sucks because this is the largest role I’ve been cast in, the only one that even comes close is Gayle in Almost, Maine and unless you’re in theatre you’ve probably never heard of that play anyways. It was so exciting to be able to go around to people and tell them who I was playing and to have them go “that’s my favorite character! I’m so glad you get to play him!” And now most of his character moments are cut.

Also my mom just lost her job and now is worried about money and can’t come see it anymore since she lives several states away so that’s also not helping

[inkovert]

ugh, help. I've been stuck at the same spot in the second draft of my novel for months and I don't know how to break past it.

I've tried the classic "write future chapters! you don't have to write your book in order!" approach (which has generated several future chapters but nothing satisfying enough to connect those to the previous Stuck Spot) and the other favorite "your problem is usually farther back than you think it is! (which led me to re-write the chapter before the Stuck Spot and I think I'm more satisfied with it than the other version). But I still can't write the chapter from the Stuck Spot onward. idk why. I've day dreamed multiple ways the chapter could go but nothing seems right enough to write, or I get to a point where the idea just stops in the middle of the chapter with no clue how the rest of it will go.

I've tried going back to my vague semblance of a drawing board but no dice. unsure what else I could do D:

[inkjam-moon]

I wish I still lived in a house where people didn't care if I wanted to have sex in the room THAT I FUCKING PAY FOR AND LIVE IN. 

[many-gay-magpies]

So I have an irl STAY friend now

I wasn't super close to them before (not hostile or anything, just not CLOSE close), and I knew she liked kpop, but for me there's a big difference between irl ppl liking kpop and Irl ppl liking STRAY KIDS. Probably cuz SKZ are my ults but whatever.

Anyway, one lunch like a week ago, I was innocently on tumblr while I was eating, scrollin and stuff, and scrolled past a gif of Felix. No biggie, right? I get attacked on the regular. But this dude. THIS DUDE. They apparently glanced over my shoulder right then, and I shit you not their ENTIRE FACE LIT UP,, and it basically came out one word when they went--

"ISTHATLEEFELIX??"

And I swear to god that was the happiest moment of my life to date, because once I confirmed that I did indeed stan stray kids, this dude literally PUMPED THEIR ARMS IN THE AIR, yelling "finally!!!" And my heart just--💓💓💓, ya know??

So anyways, that was fun, and we talked abt Stray Kids mildly for the rest of lunch.

The next couple of lunches, I didn't wanna seem overboard (because i kind of have a wariness of what level of kpop fan i should express as, even around other kpop fans, for fear of being judged), and was, like, slooowly easing into mega stay territory. But I showed them a gif of Hyunjin bodyrolling that I downloaded on my phone and they literally convulsed and went "yoU SHOULD HAVE WARNED ME" so I was pretty much in safe territory, I thought? And for the rest of that lunch we freaked out over hot skz pics together.

As we were leaving the lunch room, we were having a discussion abt Hyunjin turning people straight (both of us are girl-lovin only), then they went "But Minho tho." And i was like "MINHOOOEEE." And we also talked about how Woojin is the only dom in Stray Kids (which we agreed on). They went "wait, what about Minho?" And I told them "Nah, Minho's like, mega switch. He's either a hard dom or a fucking brat and theres no in between." And they 100% agreed and it was GREAT. Then we were trying to figure out what the hell Minho was, because we were both certain him and all of SKZ were not men, and I went as we were saying goodbye "Wait- He's a MinHOE." And they went "meanhoe." And i may have literally ascended to heaven. I felt like I'd found my STAY kin.

[I was still kinda wary tho, cuz a couple weeks ago an irl friend i have that was a mega fan of blackpink and some other groups, that I felt pretty comfortable talking about my love of skz to, jokingly called my love of skz an "obsession". I told her it made me super insecure and she felt really bad and apologized big time,, but my trust was still iffy.]

ANYWAY NOT THE POINT. Anyway this dude and I spent all of lunch freaking out over attractive skz bois together, then killed the rest of our lunch table by showing them. I'm pretty sure i watched the life fade out of one girl's eyes as she looked at Hyunjin, so that was great. My anxious ass was still hesitant to be a full-on, all-out explosive Stay, but ya know.

And then the third lunch i had with this dude (the most recent one) they DEADASS WALKED IN, LOOKED ME IN THE EYES, and went,,

"Red light green light swag. Buy or wassup man."

And I swEAR my atheist ass saw god for a second there. That lunch was the best, cuz we talked really in depth the whole time about SKZ - They asked me what my favorite tracks were, then they told me theirs and we had a big long chat abt THAT; also about Changbin's rap. We also sang "RED LIKE GREEN LIGHT SWAG" like five times before lunch ended. Their favorite tracks are Voices and M.I.A (stan underated kings), and they legit said "I'm emo, so yeah they're my favorite tracks" and yeah i died. We also made, like, ten skz meme references/inside jokes sooo

OH I ALMOST FORGOT

The best part: THEY GAY TOO

We're both only attracted to women, and we deadass had a whole conversation during that second lunch that was basically just us vibin about being lesbian STAYs together. We both had the very funny realization that, despite how much we freak out over their gorgoues-ass faces and body rolls and fashion, they pull up their shirts and show the abs or whatever and we're both just like "...eh. cool i guess... meh." and it was grEAT [that lead to me going "Hyunjin is the one person to make me question whether or not I'm 100% gay" and they went "ooh Minho too tho" and I went "MINHO TOO HOLY SHIT" and then we vibin]

Anyway I'm having lunch with them again tommorow (if i dont get a snow day) and I'm super excited,, the last two B days I spent literally all day looking forward to lunch, like, it was the highlight if my entire school day. so. yeAH I'M REALLY HAPPY RIGHT NOW thats all for today sorry and thank you for going through my rant if you read this far or read at allllll

[inkvalentine]

Fun Halloween PSA, Y-all.

It may be Halloween

But dressing up and pretending to fucking rob people in an act to scare them is not fucking cute and it's not fucking funny.

Especially if you think you can get away with it because you're in a relationship with one of the managers.

You'll be lucky if you don't get the fucking cops called on you. Because making someone fear for their life for the sake of a joke is not fucking funny and it will never be funny.

If you think so then you can fuck right off and I hope you mess with the wrong person and get your ass arrested.

[truly-ink-blog]

Small Vent/Rant

( Sorry everyone, I know this is a happy ask/rp blog and stuff, but I just need to say something and emphasize it to everyone who ever sees this post; If someone asks you not to touch them, or says they are uncomfortable being touched by people, do NOT touch them! It's not a joke. It's not funny. Some people have reasons aside from having an "off day," and I think this should be taken more seriously in communities everywhere. Note that this isn't just limited to sexual touches: hugs, poking/tapping, caressing, nudging, rubbing, flicking, and basically any other sort of physical contact as well. If you want a hug or something, then it really doesn't hurt to ask them if you can hug them. If they say no, then don't get ticked off because they would rather not have you touch them. So please, before you reach over to pet someone's hair, hug them, hold their hand, press their shoulder, or anything else, just try to think of how long you two have known each other AND how close you are to them, but even then you still might have to ask them if it would be alright. ) ( Feel free to reblog this and spread the word, you're not a cruel person if you scroll by this post. )