No— Just — No a lot of misconceptions can lead to fall outs but insanity is pure and simple. Madness, unfiltered, obnoxiously induced madness. If you hope for insanity to change, you hope in vain for a constant cycle that won’t end to suddenly halt. Obstructed by your own insecurities you forget it was here long before you and shall be long after…. because one can not have peace without madness; cruelty without compassion. The utter hope for such things is frivolous like trying to catch every snowflake separately in a blizzard.
Yet you try regardless knowing the outcome of every message you send meaning nothing, in one ear and out the other. Like a reeled loop on a movie projector playing out what you can not change, but striving to do so anyways.
Insanity once obtained, it can be hard or rather slightly impossible to break; yet one must remember after twenty one days even the brain lets go. That smile fades, those eyes don't haunt you, that voice cant be heard…. the insanity slides to a plain of contentment preying on the remnants of your subconscious that can never fully switch the madness to peace. Insanity unchanging throughout the course of time your only hope is letting go of the diagnoses of people that make it utterly and unbearably ….. worse.