#insecrurities

[imbatmanshh1313]

I will never not wonder if my friends are really my friends or if they’re just pretending because they feel bad for me because honestly I’m the most annoying, ugly, and useless piece of shit like I don’t even want to be friends with me

[broken-but-im-trying-blog]

Fuck relationships

I do nothing but give her all of me and she turns around and says she doesn't feel like I love her . I try to reassure her that I'm sincere and she says I'm lieing. She just toys with my emotions. I didn't want to leave before but now I do. It's toxic the feeling I get when I realize how point less it is to try and convince her she is just being insecure. You can't love someone who can't love themselves. I should just cut my losses and try to salvage what's left of me. I should just end this before it brakes me. But I love her. I never could stop, I never will stop, I'm hers and I never could leave her. She is going to tare me apart or she will wake up and just let us be happy together, either way I'm going to love her till the day I die.

[bar-vibes-and-cigarette-stains]

Cloth to Rainbows

Sometimes I feel like a piece of cloth. Just brown flannel, and everybody else has beautiful patterns and colours. Who chooses the brown flannel when you can get something so much more exquisite?

Other times I am the one with the colours and patterns and everyone else is brown. My jewels push through the flannel and make me unique. But time is fleeting and the jewels are saving themselves for a day where they can shine through.

But you. Especially you. You are always beautiful. You always have colours that ricochet in all directions, blinding people. Blinding me. Always me.

Another cloth is yours. A beautiful one, that shines and sparkles in ways I cannot do. It is a complicated relationship that I do not understand. I care, but I care more for you.

All I do is hope that one day you notice my jewels and make me yours.

For it is the days spent with you that make me sparkle.

[w-1ldlife]

Fuck people that use your insecurities against you..

[reilly-revenge]

I wish you told me if you thought I looked good or not. You don't say anything.

[tobefreeotb]

Bout to do something that I never though I'd do bc insecurity, but my icon is gonna be me soon.

[mythoughtsarebranchingout]

Crippled By Anxiety (I wrote a thing)

Why can’t I be happy with what I see? 

It’s staring in the mirror right back at me.

Some days I think I don’t look so bad,

And then I force a smile but my eyes are sad.

Why can’t I be happy with what I’ve got?

When someone tells me that I look hot.

With my chocolate eyes and my tanned skin,

Plus you know they say beauty shines from within.

But instead I wish I had blonde hair,

Or perhaps be a redhead, petite and fair,

With a larger bust and a smaller bum,

With slender thighs and a flatter tum.

And I know that I should just disagree,

But my mind is crippled with anxiety.

Because I didn’t quite have what they required,

Now I’m left thinking I’m not desired.

So now I smile, act cool and aim to please,

Do whatever it takes so that no one else leaves.

But when I’m under all this pressure,

How am I supposed to feel any pleasure?

Why can’t I be happy with who I am?

I don’t know how much more I can stand.

Society tells me to love myself,

And then tells me to look like someone else.

But I hope one day I’ll feel much better,

Have my confidence shine right to the last letter.

And to my insecurities I will wave farewell,

Then I’ll tell society to fuck themselves.

[fuckyeaepicquotes]