#internalized transphobia?

[midnight-roses-candy]

Realizing I’ve developed a new insecurity on here: worrying that if I post too much about having a dick that I will turn away people or I’ll lose my lesbian cred or something. I don’t think this is necessarily true but it’s a thing I worry about. So if I don’t post about that (or related stuff like penetration) for a bit, that’s why.

[rei-is-reblogging-stuff]

Why is it okay for enbys to not be androgynous unless it's me (in my head)

Like bro I don't owe anyone androgyny. Even myself. 🔪🔪 Calm down

[vampyre666-archive]

my brain’s been like: u know no one will ever see you as attractive because your trans, anyone who dates you will never see you as a man, they’ll just see you as a confused woman, you’re so stupid how could you think anyone would see you as a man

[angry-trans-boy-thoughts]

Anyone have any tips for dealing with accepting being trans? I’m still not fully ok with it even though it’s been almost a year now. I just keep thinking I’m some delusional girl who will never be a “real” boy ://

[bard-dadsquared]

“You’re going to ruin your boobs doing that to them, just like [redacted]”

“.... Okay.”

[halloween-gf-64]

<small text> read below for self-criticism and dysphoria bs

you know what's been really difficult and depressing about expressing my identity is unlearning the male social script i was taught growing up and disassociating my attraction to women from the notion that it is rooted in cis-male-het sexual objectification and therefore wrong and bad

i cant even reblog a boob post without this intrusive self-criticism that i'm some gross Dude oggling his bounty of meat

and i feel like i'm supposed to avoid being physically affectionate with femme friends otherwise they might think im creepy or predatory because i was taught that only Girls™ are allowed to be platonically affectionate with other Girls™

idk if im even expressing my feelings very clearly.

i guess what i mean to say is- years of trying to convince myself that i must be a Man due to lack of knowledge of any alternative has conditioned me to impulsively judge my every thought and action as those of a Straight Man™ and it's hard to get over it even tho im not and regardless of my understanding how inherently different my motives and experiences are

[closetedtransboyopinions]

"I'm probably just a really, really straight girl who finds dudes so attractive she wants to be one! Yeah! Because that's totally how attraction works! Also why am I crying!"