i really really really wish i had just been put on puberty blockers but i didnt even know trans people existed when i started puberty.
i didnt realize i was trans until... 3 or 4 years into puberty? i think? and by then i was already.. fairly well endowed. but i remember being in the shower thinking i was okay with that size. in theory i agree but in practice, no.
like. my dream transition would have been going on puberty blockers at age 8 or 9. then, eventually working out an HRT regimen that gave me an ambiguous set of secondary sex traits - right now i have that mixed androgyny and it isn't me.
for anyone who doesnt know mixed androgyny is, it's having a mix of prominent sex traits from both binary sexes. the opposite is that neutral "you cant tell what i am" androgyny. homogenous if you will.








