Jul 1, 2025
Inter-sys relationships when you're a frontstuck host is odd sometimes because like
When I want to show affection I literally just. Imagine it. Imagine that I'm moving to give them a hug or a kiss, etc.
And it... works? Like to other alters, when I imagine doing things in the innerworld, it does happen there. But to me, it's literally just imagined; I can't see it in any way other than that I'm thinking about it, I can't feel it. I'm literally just sitting there in the real world, thinking about it.
#sometimes I envy the others who have more ability to mentally connect to the innerworld than I do#and also just augh I want to actually give my bf a kiss instead of just thinking about it. And hug my friends.#head in hands#system things#intersystem relationships#intersys#actually dissociative#actually osdd#actually plural#actually traumagenic#plural#plurality#plural system#plural things#system relationships