My introverted ass's spirit animal ✨ #mybediscallingme
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My introverted ass's spirit animal ✨ #mybediscallingme
BYE💀✨
I honestly feel so sofacated being in my family. I HATE IT! For example they expect everything from me like im the perfect oldest girl in my family. They always judge me for being intoverted and anti social, they don't don't understand how hard it to be intoverted and to live in such a suberficial world , yet all they care about is how Im I doing in college or did you lose weight or the best one , are you still single? Like just shut up and mind your own business!!! I'm so freaking angry I could punch someone. They need to understand that being intoverted is NOT BEING MENTALLY ILL!All I'm asking is to be left alone without being judged.
Got to thinking, tumblr got a bit boring. Maybe i should interact with my followers more? Expect a message in your inbox from me :) but i cant say when because socializing is very exhausting and I'd prefer to do as little as possible. I hope y'all reply though.
Find out who you are, and do it on purpose!
2008. In a room. Recording with a shitty mic. It was 5 of us then. 1 of us now. I was the worst. They were more experienced. 3 years. Didn’t become a rapper until 2011 when I got a deal. People notice the change. I was the quiet kid. Innocent. Not anymore. Because….Dedication. Tunnel Vision. Work Ethic. Obsession. Missed out on everything. Never went to Prom. No school dances. Never been in Love. Didn’t need it. Songs don’t write themselves. Some “rappers” think they do. Rap. Rap. Rap. Rap. Rap. Bullshit. Bullshit. Bullshit. Focus… Rap. They think I’m a robot. Prolly am. Loner. Asshole. Arrogant. Crazy. They think they know me. Funny, huh? Socially Awkward, Nihilist, Intense, Demanding, Confident. Too confident??? They say, not good enough, wack, never gonna make it. I needed that. That’s better. Need to go harder. Need to get better. Did get better. Still… Need to get better. Gotta get even better. Go even harder. They think they are better. Get better. Beat them. Can’t sleep. Don’t want to. Work. Stay up all night doing what they dream about at night. No sleep. For Greatness. My Name is Adam, Outcome 1,2, And 3, True Stories, No Place For Heroes, Hoodie Season, Pulp Noir. And 10 thousand other rhymes you’ve never heard. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win.. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win. Win.
SnapBack
SnapBack Attitude so dope she'd give you a heart attack blonde hair she don't care Acting crazy Getting Zany Maybe it's the vodka Shy Feeling so awkward he could die Brown hair but Cares Acting reclusive Becoming Seclusive Maybe it's the heart?
Me: Meeting new people and making friends
Honestly I am not an easy person to get close too. I have a really hard time getting to know people and making new friends. In reality I probably only have about 5 or 6 close friends and only one of them I consider a best friend. That friend is the one who knows me the best out of my closest friends. We have known each other for almost 6 years and he has seen almost all sides of me. Funny thing is I hate my best friend and sort of jealous or envious towards him. At the same time, I admire him and really value our friendship. Its kinda of a hate/ love friendship lol (ok not really so much hate, but dislike sometimes). It probably took a couple years for me to open up to those 5 or 6 close friends I have. I am introverted and I hate being pushed out of my comfort zone. The thing I hate most is getting into situations where I feel awkward. Maybe I am an awkward person, though I do try to come off as outgoing and a nice guy. I guess an example of awkward situation is when your invited to a lunch by a friend, and it your friend's friends who are also accompanying. Of course ill introduce myself, but in the end ill just be sitting there awkwardly feeling like an outcast. Because everyone would know each other well and have their own conversations. Sure they would ask me question I guess to get to know me. One thing you should know about me is, I don't like butting into peoples conversations. If people are talking, I kinda just stand there awkwardly waiting or just leave and come back til there finished talking. I tend to avoid being in situations where I feel awkward or an outcast. I can say I gotten better with these situations, because I was much worse back in high school. I have been able to meet new people and made new friends on my own, since coming into Sac State. It still takes 1 or 2 years or more for me to feel comfortable with that person and to consider them a close friend. At less that person really clicks with me and I can relate to them well, then it probably won't take that long. Me and my best friend kinda just clicked when we first met, though we had ups and downs with our friendship, that just brought us closer. I am working to be more of a sociable person, and trying to make myself more approachable. I wouldn't be where I am at now without my friends by my side. I am glad I was able to find good friends throughout my life and I hope to be friends with them from years to come.