Ever scroll through your saved stuff or stuff you've done semi recently and not remember a thing?
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Ever scroll through your saved stuff or stuff you've done semi recently and not remember a thing?
me to my moots: your traumatized! and your traumatized! and your traumatized! and your traumatized! and your traumatized! and your traumatized! and your traumatized! and your traumatized! and
"if your bored, you can simply rotate a cow in your mind-" NO! NO I CANT!!! I CANT SEE ANYTHING IN THERE!! ITS NOTHING!! THE BLANKNESS OF THE VOID BECKONS ME IN MY MIND!! I SEE NOTHING!! DARKNESS SITS THERE, AND NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY, THE ONLY COW I CAN MAKE IT FROM A STUPID SCIENCE SLIDESHOW AND ITS SIDEWAYS BECAUSE ITS JUST A MNMORY!!!!
i prefer to be kind, and to try to see the best in the world even when im depressed. theres hope in this world, even if you dont see it yet, and there is as much of a chance of a good thing happening as a bad. what comes up must come down, yes, but also what comes down must come up
does @aceofpans have traumatized-but-owning-it vibes?
YES??? WAS THAT A QUESTION?
nope. no trauma there
time for everyone's favorite game! Drum roll, please!
THOUGHT! AFTER! NINE PM!
the game show where we deliver thoughts to you, after nine pm, which is proven to be the time of the most negativity!
Today's thought is...
Have I ever truly found myself loving someone romantically, or is that confused with heavy anxiety and a desperate hole of love needing to be filled that a romantic relationship fills?
Hey! Time for an updated intro post because I made my last one practically two years ago, and a lot has changed. I barely knew myself then, and I was so exhausted fron literally everything that I barely put any effort into my intro post.
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So I'm Ghostly. Its what I like being called the most, but Blue, Train, and Bluetrain all work just as well. You can use any pronouns you like on me, though masc ones are iffy unless I'm feeling really masc, which isn't often. I am very bi so you may see me reblogging pretty people. I am also demisexual.
I tend to reblog a lot of random stuff, because I have had a lot of interests over the years. You'll may see some fanart Ninjago, Deltarune, Hollow Knight, any of the life series, Artemis Fowl, or hell, even Artemis herself. I might reblog some other stuff, so its basically a grab bag of what I'll be reblogging. I don't have a theme here, really, I just want to reblog what I agree with or what I find cool.
Also, long live the Jurow.
Please also remember that opinions change, and I will never go back and clean out my blog of posts I've made or reblogged. I don't have time to do a deep cleanse, the closest thing you'll get is me deleting a post or editing it if I realize its a huge mistake. As such, I don't care if you find a post of mine from three years ago that said something opposite to what I just said.
I'm horrible with tagging, but for the most part, if you want to find a post that applies to me irl self, it should be under "irl ghostly"
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I've been told that DNI's do not work, because no one actually follows them, but: If you can not give people care and respect, get off my blog. If you are willing to play around with Generative AI, get off of my blog. We do care for people here, and I want to live to breath air in a nice environment for more than 10 years.
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do not flirt with me please! :3
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You should 200% follow @aceofpans, @bellabookworm, @cranberry-branflakes, @skeletal-spire-man-aka-overfit, @make-me-president, @imnotactallycool, and I will definitely be updating this to add more mutuals when I can! I just don't have the list rn and my memory is badddd.
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I am currently at 9 gold stars,
And one lily from an anon :3
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BYE! And if I don't see you again, good morning, good afternoon, and good night!
oh and uhhh chat? what if im aro?