Terberis #7: The Mist of Solitude
We left for our next destination the day after the funeral. We didn't want to waste anymore time and thought it would honor Napvi's memory if we continued forward. We packed up our gear and our tents and headed out.
After hours of walking we came upon a wall of mist. It was large, larger then I thought it would be. I know what this is this is The Mist of Solitude. The place where others have lost their minds or worse have never came out. Seeing it now up close, It is very itimidiating and scary. Our party members try to look for a way around the mist but they can not find another way. They say the only way past the mist is to go through it. After much debate and much reluctance, we decide to go through it one by one.
I looked at Rhain, nervousness in his eyes, He looks back at me and smirks. "Everything will be okay Tree Hugger, don't worry how bad can a little stroll through the mist be." He reassured me that he would see me on the other side and would come up with some smart remark when I come out. I know he was trying to make me feel better about all of this and I appreciate him doing that. When my turn came, I took a deep breath looked back at my friends and I stepped through.
At first I could see everything quite clearly, It looked normal and nothing was really out of place. I walked further and I noticed as I walked further on the mist seemed to grow denser and thicker. It started to make it's way around my feet and ankles. I got startled and tried flapping my wings to keep the mist at bay. It didn't seem to do much as the mist kept coming and swarming around me. It made it's way up my body and before I could react darkness overtook me.
I opened my eyes and I saw nothing. I heard nothing and felt nothing. I tried to move around but I felt frozen. I looked around me and heard small little whispers. They started getting louder and louder. I tried to cover my ears to block out the sound but it did nothing to stop them. They kept repeating all the things I had said about myself over the years. That I was a failure and a coward and just a unnatural half breed. I had to make the voices stop so I did the only thing I could, I made a vine barrier around myself and meditated hoping the voices would leave me alone.
They only seemed to get stronger and stronger and showed no signs of stopping. I sat there listening for a long time and I thought about just giving up letting the mist take me and swallow me whole. Then I thought about my friends and my family and I couldn't just give up and leave them behind. I got up and put the barrier down. I saw that the voices have now taken shape, shadowy large shapes. I looked at them, looking them straight in the eyes and I thought of my father's words.
He told me that the world can be scary and terrifying. People are scary too but he said that nobody in the world is perfect and that the words of others should not matter. That only what you think of yourself should matter. I took his words and summoned all of my courage and brought forth my power.
I had a sword made of wood and vines in one hand and a shield in the other. I lifted myself off the ground and ready myself. I flew towards the shadows and swiped and slashed at every one of them. I kept doing it until I started to grow tired. I was afraid I would pass out until I saw the mist start to fade. I landed on the ground outside of the mist, sore and tired, I looked around and realized I have beaten the mist. I smiled and laughed. Now I have to find Rhain.