Jun 10
guess who might not be going to college!!
after already failing to get into uni last year!!
im fine :')
full time job it is then
#i got accepted to one that lied about the course being funded by the government funding that makes higher education free for 5 years#so yeah it costs and is actually part time but they get to say full time and the guy#who is head lecturer#spent most of the time trying to convince us and himself that hes happy hes a teacher and not a successful musician#soooo#no to that ig paying isnt really an option and i wouldn't pay for that place (internet says they are really good tho so im confused)#the other one that did has no spaces so im one of the ones they will contact if spaces pop up#i just dont know how high up on the waiting list i am for that#plenty of people drop out right before and if im not one of the top people they want then it doesn't matter i wont get a space#higher education clearly wasn't meant for me#the universe is interfering so clearly there's something else for me#or smth i dunno i dont actually believe in that shit its just nice to pretend because if it was true that would mean this thing that sucks#is actually good#if i pretend i wasnt meant for this and failing is a sign ill feel less sad#plan B is get a related to the subject AKA get a job in music somehow even if its working at a record store which would be badass anyway#plus im moving so also find the local punk/music scene once im moved#this'll do#also learn my god damn guitar
