just occurred to me
when river dies in the library, when she sacrifices herself for the doctor, it isn’t just that she loves him and wants to save him
it isn’t just that she knows he Has to survive this
if she doesn’t do this, if she allows him to die in the library, amy never meets the doctor, her baby is never taken by the silence, and even if melody williams existed river song would not
she Has to sacrifice herself for Herself to exist
it’s full fucking circle baby
if she doesn’t die in that room she’ll never have lived at all, paradox of all paradoxes talk about ripping the universe apart










