TW: Possible hints of trauma, heavy topics, depressing narrative
1: upon creation, The child was....well. nothing. It was ugly even, what could we say? Almost hairless, chunky and crying before it opened its eyes for its Father.
So he reached to her instead. After brutal treatment. The Now new god of a new world himself was...growing. and now, not alone, even tho he had children before, this felt... different. Maybe because he...made it with his own will and consent.
It as miserable to see such sad little thing.
2: Child Birth is always painful, but whats even more painful is creating a child from your own misery and tears. That poor little thing didn't ask to be upset, he blames himself for being such a thing.
Her little sad face was enough to make a Fallen God like himself cry, just something about newborn life...was miserable to look at, at times.
He hated when she cried or got sick, but at least, the gods tears make them a home. He settled by the grass field as his tears formed oxygen, ponds, grass, flowers, seeds and anything. All because of one little child.
3: The Best thing's he felt always started with his child. Her smile, her confused face, hell even her squishy body and face.
Yet it came with things. She could hardly do thing's thats easy for other infants, her limbs were too small for her chunky body, it did cause her health problems and a easy target for injuries, and of course, the God's tears
4: Of course, The fallen God was a absent father, but not like his children missed him or knew he existed. Even if he had to take them, he didn't know how to properly take care of them.
With no one to tell him what to do, it was up to one thing, trial and error. A dangerous thing with a child in hand, he had no books, no mothers and no will to leave his little world. He researched the little one and created seeds, food, drinks just designed for such creatures like herself.
Even tho he had the perfect material, the child... didn't eat properly, even spitting out food. Or crying to not eat, but sometimes there's some chances she was soften.
Only if she didn't face such fate.
But it doesn't mean he'll never see her again.
