Discover Top Posts Tagged with #is so exhausting

Popular Recent

omggggg some of you are soooo negative would it kill you to have a tiny bit of fun for like one day. why is everyone like 'the video is gonna be ass lol' like lighten the fuck up goddamn

#like is it actually gonna be revolutionary maybe not #but the way u make it sound like the only options are hard launch or the worst video ever uploaded to youtube dot com #is so exhausting

#honestly people…#if you think Louis is straight #or even bisexual #I’m going to need you to get your head examined #I don’t know what it is about newer fans #but the fact that you’re buying this nonsense #is so exhausting

excited for the moment when i run out of ppl i need to come out to

#coming out #is so exhausting #i get stressed about like just basic convos #so THIS SHIT is fucking impossible

I don’t usually like to go off but I’m the one who very kindly told that person in a post that Yuuri didn’t have a canon orientation so please don’t say it’s erasure not to HC him a certain way, and I got accused of being a fetishizing fujoshi for it so lmao.

#seeing lgbt fans accused for erasure for having a different headcanon for something there's no established canon for #is so exhausting

There's something particularly gut wrenching about having someone tell you "Because I haven't personally witnessed the worst of your suffering, I don't believe you nor do I believe you deserve help."

And I say "that's valid, I understand" and then pleadingly try to explain that that's the thing about mental illness. No one else but me can ever know exactly what I'm going through. It happens inside me, in my head and my body. I cannot show it to you like a bloody wound. But it hurts, I am bleeding out.

I finally found something that helps, and you would rather I bite my tongue until it too bleeds, then let me staunch the invisible wounds.

"I love you, I want to support you, I want you to feel better." But not in any way that makes them have to see it or acknowledge it in anyway.

Don't bleed to death, but don't stop the bleeding with anything. It's ugly and uncomfortable to look at. Stop it by will power alone.

And everytime I swallow these dismissals, I am swallowing blood. It is filling my lungs, I am drowning in it. But you can't see it, so it doesn't count.

"I love you. Shut up."

#mental health #complex ptsd #PTSD #mental illness #trying to explain invisible illness #and having people flat out refuse to acknowledge it #because they haven't personally witnessed my internal pain #is so exhausting #and demoralizing

I’ve 5000 words left on this camp nano. I will make it but I’ll be exhausted by it. As per usual. Naturally, work decided to give me more responsibilities this month to make sure writing became even harder than usual. Thanks. A billion.

#working 11 to 12 hour days suck #and then to write on top of it #is so exhausting #I admire anyone who can do it #but makes me long for the days when I didn't have anything else #and could just write #which naturally was when I didn't write #because I was a lazy procrastinator

i need to try to live a life i'll actually enjoy

#but my stupid job #is so exhausting #or maybe i didn't sleep last night #it's both actually

I crash out over the most random things oh my god. I was looking on Pinterest to plan my 16th birthday (something which I was already stressed about) and I was like ‘hmm I wonder what im gonna do for my 21st birthday!!’ And I thought ‘wow I’ll have a pulp fiction themed 21st’ and for some reason I was like ‘nobody my age knows what that is… that’s why nobody likes me…’ (not true) and I was like ‘ok maybe I should have an 80s john hughes themed birthday party’ and then I thought ‘no that’s stupid I’m gonna get bullied nobody’s gonna come to that I need digicam pics and rose gold decorations’ and I started spiraling from there like holy shit I need to go to sleep 😭😭 this was me over nothing…

#introspection #my thought process #is so exhausting #just making mountains out of mole hills over here apparently #no see I feel like when I talk like this I come off as #ugh I’m just too esoteric… I was born in the wrong generation…#that’s not me bro 💔💔#this shit makes me feel ill for no reason #and see when I say it in full it sounds so stupid but stuff like this debilitates me crying for hours #whatever man #I need to go to sleep

#is so exhausting

Trending Tags

Recently Viewed Tags

#is so exhausting