#is this confusing?

[atticusthemapmaker]

I don't really like telling people I have autism or OCD cus people are really weird about it sometimes. I swear like 90% of the good experiences I have had when I tell people are literally adults who's job it is to like do accessibility stuff. And I do want to get better at telling people, just so I can get more comfortable being myself.

Ok, maybe this is a little confusing, I don't like telling non-accessibilty people this stuff. Cus, like when I tell people, I sometimes get responses of, "oh yeah I think I might have Autism(example)" like great for you?? But why are you telling me this within 30 seconds of me telling you? Do you think I can diagnose you?? No, i can't and I have no desire to either. I mean like to be fair I kinda relized I had Autism and OCD before I got diagnosed but that was cus I did lots of research, and also literally went to therapy for my issues(relavent cus at that point literally everyone realized it was in fact an issue, even my then therapist agreed). I also went through a NOPE, i do not have either of those, nope. And then literally like three months later... Diagnosis...

Another response I sometimes get is, "Were all a little autistic". Like, no??? I don't like that one either.

Yet another response is being infantilized.

So in conclusion, me trying to overcome my slight internalized ablism, idk, maybe becoming more comfortable being myself, does not work well because even when I tell people close to me I get weird responses, which makes me not want to tell people. But lately i have gotten better at talking to people about my support needs which is nice and an improvement

[stardust-steel]

A scuttle across the clearing. Familiar ki bursting upon his senses, warm and inviting as ever. 

Vegeta looked up, already knowing whose gaze he would meet.

Goku stood before him, wild bangs and spiky hair buffeted by the wind. Torn scraps of gi revealed a lightly bleeding arm, but otherwise he was unharmed. Impressive, considering how many days they’d been in this hellhole.

But then, this was Goku, after all. Vegeta would have been downright disappointed by anything less.

The two Saiyans locked eyes. That one moment was enough to convey all the things they hadn’t said and didn’t want to say. All their sorrow, their arguments, their ‘could have beens.’

All boiled down to this one moment, where both understood that only one between the two would make it out alive tonight.

Goku smiled, that same sunlit smile Vegeta had fallen hard and fast for the first time they’d met. “Hey, Vegeta.”

“Kakarot.” Vegeta acknowledged with a nod. His tail flicked freely, even now relaxed in Goku’s presence. “So, down to just the two of us, huh.”

Goku’s teal eyes had right then held the look of someone who didn't know true humour. “Seems so.”

-snippet from my Hunger Games DBS universe for @kakavegeweek “Tournament” prompt.

[fyeahsuperlovers]

katoka97 replied to your photoset “Skipping the queue because I forgot this happened and just everything...”

Hmm did he? It still feels kind of too quick, like there was something more. And maybe he kissed him so he could make Ren jealous and finally declare their relationship to everyone.

I do feel like there’s something more and I want to say, yet again, jealousy plays a part. Now seeing Natsuo like this and hearing his input plus seeing the past kind of puts things in perspective. “His number one changes so easily” can be interpreted in different ways; it can go with my theory of Natsuo having a crush on Haru when they were younger or it can be interpreted as in Natsuo being Haru’s number one in a familial, platonic way but then getting pushed aside as Haru puts his brothers in the number one spot replacing him.  What the first girl says when talking about Haru to Natsuo, “The way you make me feel like I’m the only one for you is nothing like the other Natsu” is something we should also take into consideration as it goes along with the word “love” being lighter than air to Haru and still is up til this day. 

Either if it is a love or familial feeling, jealousy is sure apparent within Natsuo towards Haru for a reason or two yet to be fully told. 

The kiss with Haru. Right before he does it, he thinks on how Haru never had to work for affection and was always surrounded by people. He also thinks about the time when Haru was in the car accident and goes on to say how happy and carefree Haru looks and feels at that moment despite what he had to go through because of the accident. Then he goes on to say that he’s only like that because of Ren then kisses him, the sentence is unfinished but we all know Ren is the answer. Jealousy again plays a part into this because it is unclear if Natsuo has any other siblings or the relationship he and his dad had when they moved abroad, but I think it’s safe to say that he’s an only child so the love that Haru showed and gave to Natsuo is surely something to cherish and hang onto. With Ren now being Haru’s Number One, making him happy, it most likely pulled a trigger within him. I believe Ren’s jealousy was just an outcome of Natsuo’s own jealousy. Natsuo looks like he plays it off by saying to Haru “What? Doesn’t hearing him say that make you happy?...You owe me one” but how much of that is genuine? (Is that the right word to use- idk-) It’s for sure that Natsuo knows the kind of relationship Ren and Haru have, obviously, but with everything happening it might be conflicting with feelings he doesn’t want to dive back into

[daddysbubbblebaby-blog]

Boyfriend doesn't know I'm Little

so I started dating this guy back in June & he's become very important to me and my life and I really love him. He calls me baby and loves it when I get into little space or when I act little but he doesn't realize it's little space. I asked him if he knew what it was and he said yeah, and he thinks it's weird and he's not into it.(this isn't sexual it's literally just little space itself) I call him daddy & I even sent him this super cute bracelet that says daddy's girl and without hesitation he bought it for me. I don't know what to do bc he says he's not really into it but he really plays the daddy role well, calling himself daddy, treating me well when I get into my little space and thinks it's cute. But he doesn't know I'm into it. What do

[n6ds]

is anyone else on tumblr website not the app or is that like just me

[chocor0se]

fortunately i do not believe that sunsets are boring because tons of them happen and they’re all the same because they’re not since each day is different whether that’s in weather or how your day went by because once the sun sets and the day comes to an end that’s a whole new experience you just had and your about to start another one soon

[badshortpoetrynooneaskedfor]

Brain / This

Will / Is

Not

Stop / Fun