I hate when I want to draw but then I dont then get sad becuase I only thought about drawing for the past few days instead of doing it
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I hate when I want to draw but then I dont then get sad becuase I only thought about drawing for the past few days instead of doing it
There are enough incorrect quotes in my queue to last another 2 days. After that, I'll have to work on adding more because they'll be all gone
Problem: I'm aware that I should be working on those. I did a handful of them and assigned different skeletons to the quotes themselves, but there's a lot more to go, and. Despite knowing that I should be working on them, I physically cannot make myself do it
Anything that I feel I should be working on? It's not happening. I know I need to Do Things, but I don't want to, and my body won't work with me when I try to start anything. I have no motivation whatsoever, and forcing myself to do stuff isn't an option, either
Mentally laying face down on my floor and screeching. Why must I be this way
I was doing nothing while wanting to do something and thought about making a post about doing nothing while wanting to do something but I did nothing while wanting to do something so much that I forgot the funny quip I had to say about doing nothing while wanting to do something
No, you don't understand. DOING the task takes 10 minutes. Emotionally preparing myself to do the task takes two hours.
Things I should be doing: laundry, changing the sheets on my bed, changing out of my church dress into comfy clothes, planning next week, responding to *glances at multiple messages from multiple people I care very much about*
What I want to be doing: playing sims, actually doing those things on my list of things I should be doing, taking a nap
What I'm actually doing: tumblr, checking the tracking on sweaters I bought that have hearts on them,
me: i want to do the things, brain? whatve we got?
brain: well, weve got those five unfinished fics, guitar practice, laundry, your movie watchlist, three new books, some pizza in the fridge, water your plants?
me: hmm. anything else?
Okay so first post.
Does anybody get that feeling when you are trying to do something, but it’s like you are stuck in a ball of bubble gum and like even if you keep trying to push your way through the gum, it just keeps stretching and you just can’t get through. And it’s like the thing that you need to do is just out of your reach because the bubble gum doesn’t stretch that far or break.