#isabeaukin

[fictionkinfessions]

Something we did in Vaugarde: at the end of the year we would do like the inverse of New Year's resolutions. Near the end of the year we would list all the ways we'd changed over the course of the year with all our friends and family. It would be a massive party, too, lots of food and games. There wasn't a Christmas equivalent but the end of year party basically was that just minus presents. Can't remember the name of it but I know I'll be honoring it this year <3 I've Changed so much this year it would be silly not to

-- #🥧☕ kin of Isabeau (In Stars and Time)

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[angelshymnals]

Having an Isabeau moment I love my family sooosososososo much I could just cry. Or implode.

[fictionkinfessions]

canon songs: (buckle up, it's long. sorry. i'm not a visual thinker so words and sounds are all i have)

- is there anybody out there: lord huron / nine: sleeping at last / two: sleeping at last / goldmine blues: trocadero / in a week: hozier & karen cowley / propane nightmare: pendulum (sabo, one piece) (note: that entire lord huron album is a sabo album. catch me sobbing my eyes out to fire eternal and all the rest. bring tissues, and prepare to be sad about ace) - you know where to find me: imogen heap (dave strider, homestuck) - the logic song: supertramp (tails prower, sonic the hedgehog) - cut the cord: the living tombstone (iori shiro, klk) - i can't fix you: the living tombstone (todoroki shouto, bnha) - parrot: stepdad / make the grade: jack conte (sora, kingdom hearts) - bittersweet symphony: the verve (link, ocarina of time) (note: lyrics have nothing to do with it. the sound has always reminded me of the forest temple because of its dreamy, slippery nature, and it makes me horrifically homesick) - cold: casey lee williams and jeff williams / king and lionhart: of monsters and men / let her go: passenger / all alone: fun. (kuzuryuu fuyuhiko. sdr2) (note: double intention re:cold. yes, this is about peko. it is also about natsumi.) - to make you feel my love: bob dylan / exist for love: aurora / paper boats: darren korb & ashley barrett / fineshrine: purity ring / starlight: muse / into the ocean: blue october / i was an island: john-allison weiss / neptune: sleeping at last / slow show: the national / open season: josef salvat / chihiro: billie eilish / make this leap: the hunts / strange & beautiful (i'll put a spell on you): aqualung / strawberry blonde: mitski / youth: troye sivan / bite: troye sivan / valentine: atlas / streetlights: ludo / wouldn't it be nice: beach boys (multiple. in particular: sabo (one piece), jonouchi katsuya (yugioh), keith (vld), auden / mr. nobody (transistor), clara valac (mairuma), daxter (jnd). just referred to this bullet as 'a playlist that warns people of the way i love'.) - haunted house - sir babygirl (isabeau, isat) - come down to me: saving jane (venus, wktd) - be nice to me: the front bottoms (raiden, mgs) - wolves without teeth: of monsters and men / theseus: the oh hellos (winry, fma) - a map, a string, a light: yvette young / shrike: hozier / washing machine heart: mitski / world.execute(me): mili / no plan: hozier (grian, evo/hc/life series)

...there are more but i don't want to overwhelm anyone. these are just the ones that sting most and i can think of. #🎃🦊🔮

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[fictionkinfessions]

oh, coincicanons is something my canonmates and i speak about a lot, as we all have fairly consistant patterns? which is really funny.

childhood best friend

The Yearner™️

beau loves.. love! beau loves… soulmates!! beau loves… REVOLUTION.

deredere. not lovecore, but freak 'i was born to meet you' deredere (think 'monitoring (best friend remix)'. or horror of our love!)

blond! (13 kintypes and counting)

emotional mechanic (tails, isabeau, winry, daxter, andi, gaige)

annoying characters (daxter, dave strider, taako, sayori, asagiri gen)

moon/night theming (ranni, sabo, neptune, kuroh, diluc, shinichi)

KNIGHT theming (bucky, dave, link, isabeau, katsuya, keith, clara, mr. nobody (transisitor), adam, gaige, andi)

prince(ss) theming (shouto, sora, fuyuhiko, diluc, shinichi, ranni)

'not without you' (sabo, shouto, bucky, sora, dave, isabeau, fuyuhiko, katsuya, keith, daxter, neptune, gaige, andi, shinichi)

The Knower™️ (sabo, tails, shiro, bucky, isabeau, sayori, venus, andi, diluc, shinichi, gen, ranni)

Looking At You With My Big Ole Eyes 👁️ 👁️ (SABO. tails, shouto, isabeau, clara, daxter, sayori, taako, gaige)

weird unsettling little freak (sabo, tails, shiro, shouto, clara, toy bonnie, venus, gen, shinichi)

daddy/mommy/family issues (sabo, shouto, dave, fuyuhiko, katsuya, keith, craig, raiden, daxter, adam, gaige, diluc, frazie, ranni)

free my sibling they did all of that (sabo, tails, shiro, shouto, fuyuhiko, craig, taako, frazie, ranni)

eccentric curly hair (sabo, shiro, clara (i know what canon says. i looked more like my mom), daxter, gaige, frazie)

musical theming (bucky, sora, dave, link, len, toy bonnie, vinyl, neptune, sabo)

POWERFULLY autistic (sabo, tails, shiro, shouto, dave, link, keith, juliana, clara, vinyl, sayori, gaige, shinichi)

depression gang (sabo, shouto, bucky, sora, dave, keith, craig, raiden, sayori, adam, andi)

manic pixie dream gang (sora, winry, len, clara, sayori, neptune, taako)

…i'm sure there are more! those are just the ones that are especially obvious to me personally. foxes, vampires, and bunnies are also themes, but i wouldn't consider those coincicanons personally because interpretation varies and also they're Me Specifically things. that said, i PERSONALLY have had many canons where i connected to the three in turn.

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[fictionkinfessions]

loop, i don't know if you got to come back to us, but—regardless, we miss you. sif and i were talking, about how we couldn't remember much after the time loops shattered, and how much we hoped you got to be loved. you would've been, if the rest of the party had known the whole truth or not, you know? as much or as little of you as we'd have been able to love. where memory fails, what else have we but hope? maybe continuing to talk will spark memory.

point is, we keep thinking about you, about if you're well. i hope you aren't isolating. i hope you let others bask in your light. i hope you're gentle with yourself, darling. and... there will always be space for you, you know. always. please never let yourself fear otherwise. - isabeau #🦊🎃🔮

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[fictionkinfessions]

i'm wearing bonding ears :3 from my boyfriend :3 that we picked out together :3 it sent me headfirst back into an isabeau kinshift because i'm so happy :3

-- Isabeau, In Stars and Time kin, #🥧☕

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[fictionkinfessions]

madame odile, i don't know if i ever said thank you for all the tiny things you did that went hugely unnoticed by the rest of the party, but happened all the time—we always all had to be constantly on top of each other, but even so we were seldom without time for the young adults to exist on our own as a set, and i know that was on purpose. bonbon probably didn't even realize that's what it was, either, huh? you were a marvel.

i wonder if you still read now like you did then. if you still love to learn. i know why you looked through all the books, now, but also—i love learning so much? in the herenow? and if you still search and read and Know, i wonder what conversations we might have. i bet it'd be nice. i'd love to hear about your passions now, if you'd share them. information wants to be free, you know, madame odile. :3c and, more than that, i'd love to share your joys.

always yours, isabeau #🦊🎃🔮

(p.s. hey??? did you make comments and stuff like that outside of canon, acting as wingman??? because even in canon they still bonk me over the head??? i had no idea??? thank you for that also. it gets post-scripted 'cause i'm embarrassed/pleased.)

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[fictionkinfessions]

Thinking about Siffrin and Loop and Mal du Pays makes my heart hurt sometimes. I love them all so much, my darlings, so similar and yet so so vastly different. I wish I could have made things better for them, to have minimized the suffering they went through, but I'm still so so glad that I could be part of providing them joy and comfort and affection after everything. Sure, it may have been not completely orthodox, Mal was an alter, but that didn't mean I couldn't love it. I got to hug all of them. I got to tell Loop to their face that they still had just as much of a place in our family and in my heart. I got to hold Siffrin's hands. I got to kiss them. I got the unending privilege of following up the pain they never deserves with as much love as I could hold, and I'd do it again in a heartbeat. To the Sifs and Loops and any possible Mals out there, you are worthy of good things ok? Be kind to yourself, you matter so much. - Isabeau, In Stars and Time

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