#diluckin

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every kaeya in existence is a nuisance and i am filled with affection for them all.

sincerely, a diluc who misses his brother

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i'm disabled in this life, in a way that makes the cold hurt me sharply. it sinks into my bones and stings and hurts and aches. it's almost inescapable; it's my immune system terrified and clawing and gnawing at me on a molecular level, you see, because stress makes my body attack itself. i think of it like being dazed when you wake to a scary noise: my immune system flailing in fear. it fades with joy, but the cold will always bring it back, at least a little. enough to slow me, to force me to rest.

i hope you're as selfish and greedy as possible where you are now. i don't believe in god, but i pray for that; i beg the universe for it. i hope you let yourself hoard every wonderful thing. i hope you never know cold that you don't want to know, to welcome with open arms. i hope you never, ever have to use your pretty masks outside jest and fun. i know that every fucking one of these hopes is against reason, because you deprive yourself and shove yourself and make small. aim to blossom like the most complicated hydrangea, okay? with ice or with fire or with anything you please, so long as you find joy in it.

i hope you never think of me, even though that hurts, because i would rather hurt over it than you. i've hurt you enough. i mean that neutrally, not with guilt. (well. with reasonable guilt.)

i don't know what i'm saying with this. i'm cold all the time and my fingers freeze and the cold hurts me on a cellular level and i miss you, kaeya. missing you makes it a little less bitter, to be cold. - diluc #🦊🎃🔮

(and please, never look to the meaning of hydrangea in this. it's the precise opposite of what i mean. i just want you to bloom and bloom and take all you need; hydrangeas are notoriously needy, and you deserve to bloom beautifully in your joy, no matter the cost. that is what i mean, when i speak of hydrangeas: freedom and room to grow. their reputation for frigidity comes from disgusting societal horseshit, and i would never associate that with you.)

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oh, coincicanons is something my canonmates and i speak about a lot, as we all have fairly consistant patterns? which is really funny.

childhood best friend

The Yearner™️

beau loves.. love! beau loves… soulmates!! beau loves… REVOLUTION.

deredere. not lovecore, but freak 'i was born to meet you' deredere (think 'monitoring (best friend remix)'. or horror of our love!)

blond! (13 kintypes and counting)

emotional mechanic (tails, isabeau, winry, daxter, andi, gaige)

annoying characters (daxter, dave strider, taako, sayori, asagiri gen)

moon/night theming (ranni, sabo, neptune, kuroh, diluc, shinichi)

KNIGHT theming (bucky, dave, link, isabeau, katsuya, keith, clara, mr. nobody (transisitor), adam, gaige, andi)

prince(ss) theming (shouto, sora, fuyuhiko, diluc, shinichi, ranni)

'not without you' (sabo, shouto, bucky, sora, dave, isabeau, fuyuhiko, katsuya, keith, daxter, neptune, gaige, andi, shinichi)

The Knower™️ (sabo, tails, shiro, bucky, isabeau, sayori, venus, andi, diluc, shinichi, gen, ranni)

Looking At You With My Big Ole Eyes 👁️ 👁️ (SABO. tails, shouto, isabeau, clara, daxter, sayori, taako, gaige)

weird unsettling little freak (sabo, tails, shiro, shouto, clara, toy bonnie, venus, gen, shinichi)

daddy/mommy/family issues (sabo, shouto, dave, fuyuhiko, katsuya, keith, craig, raiden, daxter, adam, gaige, diluc, frazie, ranni)

free my sibling they did all of that (sabo, tails, shiro, shouto, fuyuhiko, craig, taako, frazie, ranni)

eccentric curly hair (sabo, shiro, clara (i know what canon says. i looked more like my mom), daxter, gaige, frazie)

musical theming (bucky, sora, dave, link, len, toy bonnie, vinyl, neptune, sabo)

POWERFULLY autistic (sabo, tails, shiro, shouto, dave, link, keith, juliana, clara, vinyl, sayori, gaige, shinichi)

depression gang (sabo, shouto, bucky, sora, dave, keith, craig, raiden, sayori, adam, andi)

manic pixie dream gang (sora, winry, len, clara, sayori, neptune, taako)

…i'm sure there are more! those are just the ones that are especially obvious to me personally. foxes, vampires, and bunnies are also themes, but i wouldn't consider those coincicanons personally because interpretation varies and also they're Me Specifically things. that said, i PERSONALLY have had many canons where i connected to the three in turn.

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For fond background people:

Adelinde and Donna are two characters I think fondly of. Adelinde was like a mother figure to me considering I don’t remember (I don’t think I even met) my actual mother. She was incredibly caring and kind but also strict when needed to be and at times overprotective. One of my favorite memories would be me and Kaeya helping her bake whenever we could.

And Donna was a dear friend of mine. We bonded over our love for flowers and floristry and we would spend time in Floral Whisper creating bouquets and flower arrangements together. Yes she had a crush on me but there was way more to her than just that. It’s bad enough the game doesn’t give her any personality the fandom makes it worse by just hating on her for no reason.

- 🍷 Diluc Ragnvindr of Mondstadt

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Im the diluc from a few days ago that struggles with hatred for my brother - or what people consider to be my brother - and I think my ask came from a lot of anger that I just can't find a good one in this life. Every single version I've met of my beother in this life has either been terrible people or they interact with horrible people. I can't win. But that is kind of my whole thing isn't it

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I mentally checked out with the Genshin shipping community. Ya’ll are so juvenile and petty it’s not even funny.

Note: This is NOT directed towards anyone. This is just me venting about the shipping community as a whole making a huge fuss about a certain ship from BOTH sides. I’m not trying to start any discourse. (You can delete the first confession about this MPC.)

- 🍷 Diluc Ragnvindr of Mondstadt

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Mild spoilers for Kaeyas story quest. And boohoo Im not gonna be nice abt this cause Im FURIOUSLY VINDICATED.

Suck on that fucking k///uc shippers. EVERY BIT OF TEXT HAS KAEYA SAY HES MY ADOPTIVE BROTHER.

NO MORE OF THIS "OHH NOOOO THEYRE JUST SWORN BROTHERS ITS NOT INCESSSST" SHIT.

ITS INCEST.

FULL STOP.

IN EVERY TEXT TRANSLATION OF THE GAME.

IN THE ORIGINAL CHINESE TOO.

Keep shipping it if you want, Im not gonna fucking stop anyone. And I assure you I CERTAINLY wont try to take away the tl of anyone who may have a k//uc tl I know yall cant control it. But I BETTER NOT SEE ANYONE TRYING TO ARGUE ITS NOT CANON INCEST ANYMORE. I BETTER BE SEEING PEOPLE FUCKING TAGGING IT CORRECTLY. I BETTER NOT KEEP RUNNING INTO FUCKING K///UC WHEN I JUST WANNA FIND PICTURES OF MY ME.

Go fucking cry me a river. We've been right this whole fucking time. The english was never a mistranslation, and hyv fixes any mistranslation that would be THIS wrong about characters ANYWAY. (stares at nahida and arlecchinos pronouns which arent even nearly as bad as not clarrifying two characters are BROTHERS when half the fandom ships them)

Maybe I can fucking get my Diluc shifts back now. I miss that timeline. But the sheer amount of "OHHH NOOOO ITS NOT INCESSSTT WAAAA" (Especially among fellow kinfolk) made me fucking bury it cause I didnt wanna be seen as one of the shippers/defenders/ect. (Which happens way more often than one would expect actually.)

~A very Angry yet Vindicated Diluc. 🕯♟

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Kin culture is kinning a character you can’t even spell their name and/or place of birth correctly.

- 🍷 Dilic Ragvindr of Monstadt