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Nervous wasn’t exactly the right word for Kaien’s emotions right now, but neither was excited or giddy. Really he was kind of a mix of all three, he’d never really had a chance to do something like this before. He had kept it a secret when he had feeling’s for Jurri out of respect for her marriage and her feeling’s for Haruka, and then his marriage to Eva had been arranged so other than an ‘official’ proposal and announcement he hadn’t gotten this chance.
Now though he smiled brightly as he and Isaya ate, he invited over and cooked for the other often--so there was no worries that that might make him suspicious of what was going on. But his overly even for him excitable mood probably would if he wasn’t careful, and so he tried to keep himself under control until he finally got to pushing himself to go through with this. He was a little afraid that he’d be so excited that he wouldn’t be able to actually get out his words.
Finally when Isaya gave him a weird look because it was getting obvious that something was up, Kaien pushed himself up out of his chair so that he was in front of Isaya. When he opened his mouth to speak his words were less hyperactive than they were a lot of the time, but still kind an since non the less and his words were just as forward as they normally were. He wanted this moment to be special, not one that he pushed his overly peppy shield into. He was actually happy right now, he didn’t need that in this moment.
“Isaya, we’ve been friends for a long time and I’m really glade that we gave something more a chance. But I was thinking that maybe we could give us a chance at even more. Will you marry me Isaya?”
