#aikurankiryu

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HC+ Ichiru

Headcanons #7 - Ichiru

Well Ren has obviously never met his Father’s Twin Brother he has heard much abut him. Bythe time Ren was born a few centuries had passed, and Zero was able to get over the grief hefelt when Ichiru was mentioned or he was reminded of him in some way or another. Becauseof this both Ai and Ren got to hear stories about their Uncle; from how when he was youngerhim and Zero were so close too how alone he had felt and what it had caused. Ren as an adultvery much relates to what Ichiru went though, and he kind of wishes that his Uncle was therefor him to talk to about it. But he also is determined not to go down a path like he did, and sohe had found a few people to talk to and who he can trust over the year so he doesn’t feel asalone as he might if he hadn’t found them.

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HC+ Fear

Headcanon #6 - Fear:

There isn’t much that Ren currently fears, he accepts that loss is a part of life and heaccepts even immortals will eventually die. He accepts that not everything is under he’scontrol and also that someday he will have to take on the responsibility of being the Headof the diminishing hunters association when his Father dies. He does fear letting peopledown though, namely people that he cares deeply about. He fears that someday he mightended dying or being killed not because he would die, but because of how it would affectthe few people that he has personally grown to deeply care about and care about him thesame.

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HC+ Happiness

Headcanon #5 - Happiness:

Ren tends to always be somewhere between ‘content’ and ‘happy’, though there aredays where he’ll be pushed into a more depressive state–for the most part he stay’ssomewhere in the middle. Days when he is truly and utterly happy though are veryvery rare, and he will cherish those memories forever, and uses them to get throughhis darker days. Happiness is something that he is very grateful for, because if itwasn’t for the happy moments he doesn’t see how the seemingly pointless ending ofdays could hold any meaning in the scheme of things. Happiness is something thatRen feel’s can push the universe forward all on it’s own.

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Headcanon #3 - Giving Blood:

Ren is not someone who would openly offer someone his blood, save for if a vampire he would die for was injured badly enough that they needed it and no one else was around. He doesn’t like the feeling of his blood being drawn from him, and it almost makes him want to attack. However even more firmly he would never allow someone to drink from his neck, not wanting them to be able to per into him in a way that he can not control. It ever giving blood to another he would make them drink from his arm or wrist, even if people have told him that giving blood from the neck is more comfortable.

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Headcanon #2 - Touch:

Ren very much dislikes being touched, though he is pretty good at hiding it. Normally he keeps up a guard, watching for unwanted contact and bracing himself for it so that he people like his sister or parents wont see how much being touched bothers him- being able to do as much without realizing it sometimes because of it becoming a natural reflex over the years. With people hes more conferrable around though such as Liza(@remedialmelody​), his grandfather(@thevampirewithoutfangs​) or his grandfather’s partner(@isaya-shoto​) it’s possibly that he’ll let his guard down a bit.

This isn’t because he’s okay with contact with them any more than he is with other people, but because these people know, understand and can respect for the most part that he doesn’t like being touched. Even if once in a while they might be prone to slip ups and make some kind of contact with him they are people who will understand that he doesn’t mean anything by it when he flinches away from their touch.

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Headcanon #1 - Family:

Well Ren knows that his parents and sister do care about him, he can’t help but feel that he’s seen as less important than Ai. A lot of this comes from whispers he has heard from aristocrats; but also from his being asked to give Ai blood on more than once and feeling like he couldn’t and shouldn’t refuse, even if he wan- ted to. Because of this no matter how well he may appear get along with any of them in a articular instance, he will return to trying to avoid them after the fact. 

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@ai-kuran-kiryu

“I’m busy right now, can it possibly wait Ai?”

                                       Ren continued to go through the stack of papers on his lap as he spoke,                                        Kaien having asked him if he would do some book keeping for the school                                        since he had to go out of the country for the month to take care of something.