Sufficating
Have you ever met a person and the two of you just clicked from the beginning?
Yeah, we dated a little in college, but mostly just fucked around when we needed comfort or a shoulder to cry on. We really make the best of friends!
But what do you do when that “best friend” turns into an “I could spend the rest of my life with you?” How do you move on from that? How do you fall out of love after five years of cultivating the perfect environment of comfort and understanding? We’ve talked about dating. We’ve discussed how good we would be together. The conversation always ends with “We are just such good friends.”
Hearing those words out of the mouth that you have kissed when drunk and touched in bed after sex, hurts. I feel like I am just under the surface of a frozen lake; cold and suffocating.
I can’t keep denying these feelings I have for him. However, I don’t want to force him into something he doesn’t want to do.
I think I can hold my breath for a little bit longer.
