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running away and hiding,,, agh idk why I had the urge to post this but. I used a file converter and everything. I HAVE to now.
The AO3 curse got me real fucked up.
What do you mean the same week my long fic has its best weekly performance...
is the same week my fucking dog died.
We have an hour and a half to kill before my next college class starts. I don't want to wait that long. I don't want to. I'm just tired. I already almost fell asleep (if I didn't actually already fall asleep briefly) in my period 1 class earlier. Now I have to wait forever for my stupid secondary college course to begin. It's annoying.
I don't really want to wait around for an hour and a half for our next college course. By the time it starts, I'll already be burnt out of energy. Waiting until 1 in the afternoon for anything is miserable and routine ruination. And the kids in class eat and act rowdy and everything. I fucking hate it. I'm sorry for swearing, but the swear properly conveys my mood today. And it honestly conveys my whole attitude towards College itself, which is kind of the problem.
I hate this college sometimes, you know? I hate it. It's infuriating, and I hate how everything here is structured.
the balancing act between "I am still a whole person and I have value no matter how sick I get and I will find ways to be happy despite the curse because I am too stubborn not to" and "okay, but it really fucking sucks though. like it does just suck super hard."
And they say tumblrs algorithm sucks (x)
having your foot fall asleep is literally worse than death
Joe Biden's "my memory is FINE" is giving the same energy as when you have to take your granny's car keys off her because she's a million years old and a serious hazard on the road but she insists she can still drive
hiatus notice
// Yo. Sooooooooo. I have been trying to find the right words to pop in here but it's been kinda hard haha. I had to find time to elaborate how I felt but that icon up there is basically a little mood rn towards how Owari's story has turned out to be.
Spoilers ahead so please skip if you have not caught up with the latest chapter yet!
I just want to clarify I still am in absolute adoration of the Yuichiro I have loved for so so many years; the admiration I feel for him, the fondness of my comfort character is still there. Writing as Yuichiro has allowed me to treasure some of the best memories here on tumblr and outside as it allowed me to meet my wife and some of my best friends so I will always always be grateful to this fandom and my muse.
Guren, the novels, Ferid and Crowley, the Shinoa squad- I guess I enjoyed up to Mika's resurrection as a demon. After that, everything went kinda downhill. Don't know if it's Kagami's fault, perhaps the editors rushing him so too many ideas are squeezed in together. Idk.
I think the last chapter was such a disappointment that I have to take a further step back from the series until I get some spark back to enjoy again writing as my muse as I have always done.
Crowley did not deserve to go that way, he was such a MASSIVE piece of the story, Horn and Chess- it felt dry, I didn't even feel anything at all when we've all been waiting for this talk between them FOR YEARS. That was made me realise-
damn that sucks. I shed tears for Guren, I sobbed for Yuichiro's grief. What happened to that feeling and connection I had with this serie?
I will be going to Japan in a month or so and I will bring with me my Yu keychain, go to Nagoya just to feel the nostalgia of the good old times haha.
I hope you guys are all doing well and staying safe as always! I hope you understand and as I said already in some previous posts, I'm into the Genshin fandom rn so if you ever want to do a crossover and write over there please don't be afraid to keep in touch heh!