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"As you wish~"
There he is!! The bastard of the hour!! Perhaps bowing to Lord Megatron... with his fingers crossed behind his back ❤️
I see a lot of people talk about art block and how much it sucks, which is true, but I have a different struggle
Art overload
I have 5 big art pieces in my brain at a time, all in different art styles that I can’t possibly replicate. I also have multiple AO3 OneShots scattering my brain, all with different fandoms and ships and stories. I also have three video games, all varying in completion of story and mechanics. I have a series of animatics with different songs. I have thought of stage-plays for my favorite shows and video games, including some live action movies. And I do all of this while hyperfixated on one or two things at a time for around 6-7 months.
I do all of this while being the laziest bastard on planet earth, not even starting any of these projects or get halfway through and starting another project. It is actually artist hell.
i have one or two particular alters who do this/ARE this, but does anyone else get that… thing, where there’s so much to do but you don’t know how/where to start and thus you become like really hyperactive (BAD) and feel almost as if the whole wide world is going to end if you can’t do All Of The Things. and you don’t even know what all of the things are. you just know you have to do them. and you can’t even really begin to work towards doing these unknown or undefined tasks either, it’s like paralyzing. auuwuwigh
PTSD is such a shitty disorder to have because the thing is. People have (limited) patience for what they consider to be symptoms such as freezing, crying, panicking, sadness, a certain level of acceptable fear.
But when you’re angry, or snappy, or hostile, or pessimistic or just generally unpleasant, any prior support tends to evaporate at first instance.
Which of course, is not to say that people need to put up with constant distressing or bad behaviour just because someone has trauma, but many people almost seem to wait for the first offence, and are happy to write off traumatised people from that point forward.
I need to do a phone call but I am too scared
i genuinely miss writing but i’m in such a writing slump rn it’s annoying :/
someone please drag me out of this massive writer’s block orz
should i make a masterlist..? i kinda want to but i feel like i haven't written good enough things for one