faifawine's making love scene tears me up. it heals a part of me that has been broken for so long.
i love how tender it is. it's soft and delicate, but also emotionally charged and passionate. the desire in their eyes is evident, but there's also ardent hesitance—and knowing this might be both of their first time(s)—it makes everything even more breathtaking.
i love how wine has so much control over faifa, but it's not belittling or demanding. it's encouraging and nourishing. he guides faifa with his eyes. he allows faifa to see what he wants. and that's a beautiful parallel to the scene before; "try looking closer and you'll see," because indeed, wine is looking.
also, their making love feels very intimate to me probably because of their personality. faifawine are closed-off in different aspects; faifa keeps his emotions all to himself, while wine hides his sexuality from the world. so this moment is pivotal because it's a turning point, a new beginning. they're doing this together—they're opening up together. and whatever happens in the future, as long as they have each other, nothing's impossible.
additionally, i'm in love with the blue hue. i've always associated faifawine with blue (and a tinge of red). and the lighting/colouring in this scene is spell-binding. it captures the essence of faifawine floating, dritfing at sea, holding onto each other for leverage, drowning in this ocean of love and lust and want and need and thank you and i love you. it's everything they could've said with words but didn't—because sometimes, actions do speak louder than words.
faifa loves tenderly and boundlessly. wine loves quietly and assuringly. and i think it's very beautiful.
this might've been some of the best making love scene i've seen in a while. it tugs at my heartstrings and makes me cry because of how tender it is—how fragile it is—how serene it is—how it feels like the world is finally theirs to take.
