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Everything and i do mean fucking EVERYTHING about that scene. From Ricky voming to terms with his new purpose, the helping hand and Luna carrying his healing to Wally inside the box, to Wally and Iga having their first interaction. ALL OF THAT was lovely and moving and wholesome. I can't BREATHE! im so HAPPY and EMOTIONAL!!! God i fucking love this season so much!

#dee writes #dimension 20 #usc chapter ii liveblog #again #i hadn't meant to liveblog but i got so emotional and i have to share #usc chapter ii spoilers #it's five am

so hum halleluuujah. just off the key of reason i thought i loved you it was just how you looked in the light. a tEENAGE VOW IN A PARKING LOT, TILL TONIGHT DO US PART, I SING THE BLUUUES AND SWALLOW THEM TOOOO

#it's five am

Raven: I am going to drink a manly cup of hot chocolate topped with tiny marshmallows

Raven: You know that it's manly because of the Superman symbol

Raven: Batman cup is in the wash, there's only so much manliness I can handle

Claw: Nerd.

#It's five am #I am tired #But it's also bright as hell so we don't sleep #ravenclaw #hufflepuff #slytherin #gryffindor #hogwarts houses #hogwarts conversation #raven #rin #puff #sly #Aven #Claw #Huff

Jamie: *No Fear*

Oberyn: I think i’m falling in love with you.

Jamie: *One Fear*

#I knew you so briefly you dead soap dog (ooc)#i think i'm funny #love me #it's five am #I'm okay i promise

Okay so I’m fully aware that I’ve said this before, but I’ll say it again until I’m blue in the face or bleeding at the fingertips because it needs to be said and I need to say it and I need to get all of this out before 12/12 because God help me (not you, Chuck) I’m genuinely freaking out with each passing day and I feel like a fucking powder keg about to explode at any moment SO LISTEN UP

ADAM MILLIGAN DESERVED BETTER

AND, HONESTLY, FUCK SAM AND DEAN.

Look.

I love my boys. I do. Sam and Dean - they’re great. Except for one, teensy, tiny little aspect and it genuinely has me fuming at them. I wouldn’t be watching the show if I didn’t love the Winchesters, but they fucking piss me off sometimes. They’ve both done some really bad shit. They’ve both done a lot of things they regret and quite frankly deserve to regret. But the one thing. The ONE. THING. THEY DON’T REGRET. THAT’S. WHAT I’M MAD ABOUT.

Adam Milligan was a nineteen-year-old, oblivious, innocent KID.

Now look, I’m sorry. But if you think Adam DESERVED what he got - no, fuck you too. He didn’t do shit. He didn’t do one damn thing wrong. Okay. He didn’t ask to be pulled out of Heaven and thrown into Hell. He didn’t ask for Zachariah to manipulate him (though quite frankly he was right in this case, still hate him, but yeah). He didn’t ask for Sam and Dean to “pitch this whole dewey-eyed bromance thing”. He didn’t ask for them to treat him like they gave a shit, and for them to turn their backs on him and act like he didn’t exist the second he wasn’t USEFUL or a THREAT to them anymore. Now, Dean? I’m sorry, I expect that behavior from.

But Sam. Oh, Sam. How disappointed I am in you.

Adam Milligan was a kid. And he deserved a hell of a lot better.

So here’s how it is in my opinion: He deserves to be angry. He deserves to scream at them and hell, he deserves to get a few punches in, too. Kick them in the nards. Bring them to the GROUND. He deserves to say “you let me burn in Hell” and “Family sucks” and “you’re asking me to TRUST you?” as much as he fucking WANTS TO and he deserves to rip them down from their high horses and open up their eyes and make them see that what they did to him was WRONG and he deserves to make them drown in their own damn guilt for it because he didn’t. Deserve. That.

And he certainly didn’t deserve for them to only turn back to him when they needed him.

Not even him.

Michael.

Which brings me to my next case: Michael may not be as innocent as Adam, but he sure as hell deserved a lot better, too. Our Michael, at least. All he was doing was following Chuck’s orders. He did what he thought his Father wanted. Did he want to? NO. He said it himself. But he HAD to because HE DIDN’T HAVE A CHOICE and whose fault was that? GOD’S. Michael didn’t deserve all that.

What he does deserve is to be able to look Chuck in the eyes and say “I did everything you asked of me. I obeyed every command. I followed every order. And you left me to rot in Hell. I should’ve taken Lucifer’s advice when I had the chance. Screw you. Father.”

And, yeah, he deserves to be pissed at the Winchesters. Not to the same degree as Adam, but I’d be damn pissed off, too.

But. With that said.

I hope... I hope they’re not a villain, man.

I hope Adam is angry, yeah, ‘cause he deserves to be. But I also hope he can let go of some of that anger and begin to forgive. Never quite forgive, and never forget, and never really trust them; But I hope he gets to the point of... indifference, maybe, because as angry as he deserves to be, anger hurts. And he’s been hurting for far too long. So yeah, I hope he kicks them down a few pegs. But in the end, I hope he turns out as a good guy. A good guy with some bad brothers and some severe abandonment issues, but something he can work on. Because he deserves to be better, too. And he deserves to feel better. If forgiving Sam and Dean is what he needs to do that, then go Adam.

I hope Michael is pissed, too. He deserves to be angry with Chuck, and with knowing his entire life had turned out to be a lie... but like with Adam, I hope he can let go. At least try to. I hope he can work on mending himself, healing his internal wounds and the scars Chuck had left him with. I hope he can come to terms with the fact that Lucifer was right all along, and I hope they bring Luci back just so Michael can beg him for forgiveness for all he did to his younger brother, and so that he can get closure on that part of his life. I hope they redeem Lucifer, because Michael deserves to have his little brother back after all of this. To tell him “I didn’t understand before, Lucifer... but I do now. And... I’m... I’m off of the chessboard. I’ve been off of it for a long time. Just didn’t see it yet.”

But most importantly, I hope they find comfort in each other too.

I hope they can sit with one another, inside their own head, as calmly as we saw before. I hope they can laugh and smile with each other. I hope they can calm one another down, bring them back from the edge, from the brink of self-destruction and fury. I hope they can comfort each other when they need it. Build each other up. Because they deserve to have that kind of relationship by now.

So if the writers have any kind of sense left, any kind of heart, I’m begging. Please. Let them have this. They’ve been through so much. They deserve each other. And they deserve to be happy. And they deserve the world.

Let them be happy.