You know what the most frustrating thing is when you're writing a lanyde fanfiction (at least for me)?
It's that almost every time I make them interact, they. Keep. Fighting. I have a clear idea of what I want to have in a scene? Scrap that, either I can't seem to get to this point and in this case it CAN be cute, but is still totally missing the point, or I manage to write it and in the words that follow it they are fighting again.
The worst part? It's not even only between them!
A scene between Edward and Henry? They're at each other's troath!
A scene between Henry and Frankenstein? They end up throwing things at each other!
And the only reason it isn't the same between Frankenstein and Robert is because for now there's no scene with only those two interacting.
So I'm stuck with the impression that my fanfiction is only a gigantic fight, when in reality I have absolutely zero idea of the numbers of fight scenes there is, because I almost always end up removing them.
And I'm not even talking about the number of moment when Edward ends up crying. I can't even keep them because come on, We're speaking about Edward fucking Hyde, he can't cry so much! If he cries, it has to be a moment absolutely crucial, because he would never accept crying, and I. Can't. Do. That! ARGH! (╯°Д°)╯ ┻━┻
All that to say that I want to publish it. Now. But it's a really bad idea, because if I start publishing, I won't write more scene for a long time in favour of correcting the existing scene. So I will never write the end, and I probably won't even publish all that I have already written. And I wish, just one time, just for this one fanfic, that I can finish something. But I still want to publish it now TmT
(Also if I'm not careful when I'm publishing it, someone else will tell me that there's too much typos and that my sentences are hard to understand. Which they are. And I will lose every ounce of motivation I currently have. Again.)
