Easier for you
It’s easier you to think I’m a slut
It’s easier for you to think I wanted it when I was all alone facing danger in March
It’s easier to ignore the eyes you fell in love with
The eyes filled with guilt and tears
It’s easier to forget every moment that was like standing in the sunlight after the longest cold night
It’s easier to remind yourself I’m stuck there now
It’s easier to remember the words I cut you with instead of the words that made you fly
It’s easier for you if im a part of the past
It’s easier for you to hate me
Just like it always has been
It’s easier for me to remind myself that things will never change
It’s easier for me to know that every page left unwritten you signed at the bottom in your beautiful handwriting
It’s easier for me to remember you playing my favorite song to help me stop crying
What’s not easy is coming to terms with that it’s been over for you for a long time
You’ll never believe me
And I have no fight left in me
There’ll be no sunlight
But I guess that’s easier for you
