Apr 2
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sorry my boyfriend (the angel) is talking to me
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my ear starts ringing
sorry my boyfriend (the angel) is talking to me
Casual reminder: You are allowed to be source divergent.
You are allowed to have different memories than your source. You are allowed to have different feelings, different interests, and hobbies than your source. You are allowed to identify differently than your source, no matter what their canonical gender/sexuality is.
Don't let anything of your source define you, especially any mistakes that may have been made. You're a completely new person compared to what you 'were.' Claim what you want, not what you feel you have to.
love,
- Charlie Bradbury
It's my split day!! Happy 3 years of existence to me!! <3 (04/14/23)
I think more systems should celebrate their split day like a birthday. <3
Guess who got a new therapist that has more experience in DID!!! yipppee!!!
guess whos in the process of getting extra testing done and even has a note down that i am searching for DID !!!!
i didnt wanna jump immediately to saying "OSDD", as i know it does fit our experiences better personally, but our professionals have been using "DID" to refer to us when we explain our symptoms. We never called it the disorder ourselves, only explaining symptoms and experiences.
They were all so accepting of it which i was so worried about not being the case.
saw someone make a petrova line bracelet and i wanted to as well ++ some moar items & characters
some of the beads glow in the dark!! <3
Going through our simply plural & plural kit and privating / archiving *So* many of us, because we have become so distant??? that we don't fully know / believe they truly exist as alters???
We're sort of fake claiming ourselves. We absolutely believe we're a system, don't get us wrong. But when it comes to the ones that haven't been active in recent times, we just can't remember enough about them to truly understand the depths of them, to know how they worked within the system and whatnot.
It makes us think that they didn't truly exist, perhaps not to the level we thoughta. Perhaps, instead of fully developed alters, it could have been one fragment taking many faces. During this process, we have started a new journal and have even refused to add in any of these questionable members until they front again. *Even then*, we have more rules that we may ramble about another time.
I'm curious to know if anybody else has similar experiences? whether it's from a lack of memory, or simply just because.
showing up after being dormant for a long period of time feels like when a teen is out too late at night
like im sorry dad i know i was supposed to be back at 10 i just slept in... for a year
happy birthday to me, sam winchester
i lived, bitch