Weakness
A/N: It's been a while since I posted anything. Tbh I was writing so much but none actually made it out. In the last weeks of July I was simply swimming with stories but no dedication and time came to actually reading them for the millionth time and then editing it fully. So they are just words on paper in their raw form. Which I don't like- my brain hates when I create too much work for myself and end up dreading everything im doing. Not to mention how tiring august has been for me already. I'm already displeasured just thinking of going back to school in September. And i'll let you in on a little secret/ warning: that year will be the last of high school for me, i'll be graduating and will be doomed to suffer by numerous tests. Therefore don't be surprised if I disappear for the majority. (Not that I've been to consistent/ promised to be consistent) Anyway, enough complaining from me, please enjoy this drabble of mine <3 One more thing: Little Hearts bound to love will (I hope) get another part where they actually get married.. however, I realised I do not know how to approach a wedding so since I lack inspiration to make it special I'll be needing a raincheck on that. I'm so sorry- but I'd rather take my time than give out something I'll only cringe at in a week Ship: F!reader x Sae Synopsis: Sae never expected he'd find love within a woman of pure chaos. He always thought someone simple and easy would be the right one for him. A person who will support his dreams and will let him place football before her. But when you appeared in his life of meticulously planned sheets and contracts... You not only turned his world upside down but completely flipped a switch within him. And the worst-best part was how your true self was only exposed after years of dating. Only now did he actually discover the rumbling storm resided in you. And he couldn’t deny the commands of his heartbeat. Warning(s): None (?) maybe that reader is on the chubbier side (only mentioned once)
Sae loved how cringy you were in your own home. How “unbehaved” you were. Clearly unfazed. Honestly, he preferred this version compared to your guarded, meticulous, careful self you showed the world.
Because this you was different. His. For example, after two years of dating, you got used to his presence so much you “forgot” to wear bras at his house.
And he was down for it, bad.
He loved how you could start singing in the most random moments. He loved when you were walking around in a top and shorts that didn't even cover a quarter of your butt.
He always had the urge to hold you everywhere he could. He loved how free and unhinged you were.
While he most positively had an ass fetish, he couldn't deny the sweet sight of the rest of your cute figure. It was slightly chubby- probably from all the late-night snacking– which he didn’t fail to warn against each time, mind you. And with your hair looking like that of a scientist, too unbothered to brush it at times.
And after a while you noticed.
His lingering gaze, which made you self-conscious in a way. Those private moments that weren't exactly something pro-athletes were used to. They couldn't even keep a relationship, not to mention get to a level like this one.
Sae was different on that part, yes. But being in a relationship is way different than having a person to feed his boredom. He had plenty of models, actors and all of the above. Yet what he yearned for was ultimately you.
He also loved when you ate messily. No matter where it was. Even if you were a hermit in the bedroom while munching on your favourite foods, Sae didn't care. In fact, it quickened his heartbeat.
And naturally, even if being caught singing or talking to yourself felt embarrassing, with him, it was safe. Just like that, “letting yourself go” became the norm.
You didn’t care to wake up an hour earlier to fix your make-up; you didn’t bother to sit with your back straightened and stomach inhaled.
One would accuse you of zero feminine appeal if they saw such. Yet this was your secret self. A person that only Sae got to experience. And he loved the irony of it all.
When reporters swarmed him and (annoyingly) asked you a question about Sae, he just adored that sight. How you immediately became this perfect woman by his side.
However, behind closed doors, you were someone entirely different, even if at your core you’ve always been the same woman he fell for. And keeps falling for. A weakness the world will never see. A version of you strictly uncovered for him. The imperfect and improper You.
A/N: P.S.: would you guys be intrested in a 1) Sae and Rin on good terms (there is some sibling banter) while reader is casually talking to rin kinda fluff and/or 2) a Sae theory of mine that is not so much a theory more like an analysis? I'm honestly not sure if I should post it because it might be too all over the place (I suck at explaining)... But it's related to Sae playing in the Spanish national team or not and why I think he cannot yet.. or maybe not willing to? Also my words there are not gospel I just went down the drain of researching taking up Spanish nationality and it was intresting. Also, I did say this, and that I have a bunch of unpublished works (waiting to be edited), but we'll see abt that as I'm currently in the works to bring my 5+ years old Todoroki x f!reader/oc fic to life finally. I need to do it justice so.. yeah it's a lot TvT Have a nice morning/day/evening/night <3











