Jan 22, 2025
Woke up a couple times in the middle of the night, last time it happened was around 5am and I woke up panicking, rapid breathing and heart rate. Was seeing like a small blue glowing orb ahead of me (hypnagogic hallucination, usually i only see spiders) and then decided I'd listen to a nightmare comfort ASMR where Satoru basically tells you everything's gonna be okay & that he's fine and I ended up crying for a while after.
#satoru youre not okay and i hate that youre telling me youre okay#i think i was initially crying bcuz satoru spoilers maybe?? but then i think it became about other things#i think like the whole thing including the sudden scary wakeup was to do with how my family is moving#its imminent#starbeam journal#journal#jjk spoilers#kinda sorry
