Maybe I'd even like to speak about how I actually feel everyday and
Yes I feel like trash!
It's just hard to live in a house in where showing weakness means you're being dramatic!
It's hard
No one understands
Maybe some does
But that some are from my Discord friends and my followers on another account in Tumblr that's DaydreamingLavenderkitty
But my friends?
No they doesn't
They thinks I'm just being childish and mean so I finally snapped and became the bad person
I don't care anymore!
It's hard to care
I'm a human with feelings
Not an Ai
Not a robot
But who cares?
If my own MOTHER doesn't cares then who will?
I've never wanted to do this
Pouring out my mind in public
But I guess I had no choice
I'm sorry
It's always about grades
Never about my health
Only studying
Never resting
Always hardworking
But never heard "I'm proud of you"
Life is crueler than I thought
Maybe I was wrong
I just wanted everything to end
I hate how I look
I hate my mind
I hate myself
My mom says that I look like a burnt pancake
I should wear makeup, but I hate makeup
I look fat
I used to be normal before 10 but now
It's just never nice
It's never going to be
I'm just tired to being the kind one
But I'm also bad at being mean
My art sucks
I SUCK
I'm a bad Daughter,Friend,Person,Human and Sister
"Only Love Can Hurt Like This"











