god people talking abt bj having a shit childhood and shitty parents crumples me like a piece of paper actually like. it just makes the parallels between the main cast so damn painful. hawkeye who the world is chewing through and spitting out because he refuses to ask for its permission or forgiveness having grown up with his fathers genuine, unconditional love and margaret and beej on some level will never understand him having to have mold and change and hide parts of themselves for approval and love
“¡Tranquilo! No era mi intención. Sé que no soy Brad Pitt, pero tampoco soy un ogro” elevó una sonrisa, entrando en la sala junto a él. “¿Te estás escondiendo?“
I dunno if you’ve ever answered this, and if you have forgive me but I would love to know your take about the circumstances that would lead to König fucking Ghost instead of vice versa- bc I can’t imagine a scenario where Ghost would allow his shit to be wrecked like that, and by König too
Thank you so much for all your art!! It makes my brain do the dopamine dance ❤️
thank you for your kind words anon!! and yeah, i think i've touched on it really lightly previously but i'll go more into it now :)
i think we can all agree that ghost has some pretty serious intimacy issues, and i think bottoming can be a little overwhelming for him (not necessarily in a bad way, he's just not used to being taken care of like that so it's a lot, and usually a bit emotional). but i think it's easier (and more pleasurable) for him when he can do it and still be the dominant one.
i think ghost is actually a bit pleased by the fact that konig is big enough to manhandle him, since it makes him feel extra powerful when he's got konig wrapped around his finger. he dangles the prospect of getting ridden over konig like it's a prize for when he's especially good, and i think they both like to do it in a way where ghost acts like konig's just a toy for him to use. so tying konig down in some way, or making it so that ghost will stop if he moves - i think that's a scenario they like to play out.
there's also a scenario where they're just coming off a mission and konig is still in that assertive, cocksure mode while the adrenaline's still high. surprising literally noone, ghost finds konig's ability to turn into a feral killing machine hot as fuck, and although he'd still put on a superior mask and make it seem like he's simply allowing this to happen, i think this scene plays out with konig fucking ghost against a wall as brutally as he can. it works for both of them in this way since it's so violent, like it's basically just stress relief and i think ghost would goad and berate konig the entire time, even as he's being fucked to tears.
