#ivy chat

[yayll]

being in any kind of relationship with dazai is like the razor sharp and synthy intrumentals to any nine inch nails song along w the seductive and yearning guitar riffs of a deftones chorus... a bark and beg situation if u will

[yayll]

random but like. are you alive and well 😭 please take care my dear <333 and please don't be dead

this is so sweet you are such an angel omg YES i'm alive and well :') i hate to worry you!

just been taking a lil break frm writing + being online and it's done me rlly good. but i miss u guys so >:-) i shall debut a lil something later this week hehe i'm feeling inspired and as always i have the best requests waiting for me wowwwwww xx

i love u~ my thoughts on ur other asks dealing w boredom and daydreaming abt dazai are that change can be inconsequential but the uselessness in itself is sometimes all the excitement u need. the acknowledgment can be enough just like thinking abt a silly & suicidal freak can be enough ^_^

[yayll]

Idcccc DeadApple Dazai was SO GORGEOUS!! Literally his best look ever -TeenZai Anon

don't i know it.... it's unfair how i haven't written dead apple dazai yet he is my preciousss

[yayll]

DID YOU SEE NEW BSD CHAPTER

NO I NEED TO CATCH UP ON A FEW I HAVE ASKS THAT I HAVENT REPLIED TO BC I CANT PARTAKE IN THE DISCUSSION .. WILL GET ON IT NOW !!

[yayll]

dazai forehead.. dazai hair tucked behind ear... dazai facial structure... dazai messy hair tied back in a bow by u... dazai slicked back hair... yes

[yayll]

Literally just got flashbanged with pathetic freak Dazai & PM Executive Reader while in my last class of the day??? THANK YOU IVY FOR THE MEAL OH MY GOD?? - TeenZai Anon

did you like it... :'3 NO NEED TO THANK ME UR ENJOYMENT IS ENOUGH AAAAAA

[yayll]

~ about me ~

hi it's ur dearest and silliest writer ivy and i would like to use this post to tell u a few things about me + my writing rules!

i started writing on this sideblog sometime last year (yipee) but i've been on tumblr for like, 10+ yrs

i'm into watching movies, videogames, making art, lounging, avoiding sleep, writing, getting nosebleeds, chainsmoking (bad for u), daydreaming and the whole bit!

i have two cats freaks

honestly u guys will always know what i'm upto or what's going on w me because i'm always on here chatting up a storm >:-) but pls feel free to stop by anytimeee

everything else is secret but if you ask nicely...

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my rules:

as of now i only write for dazai! (srry)

i am sooooo down for dark themes trusttt (i am a yandere/cnc/dubcon fiend) but i just don't feel comfy writing any actual death/r*pe and rlly triggering content if it doesn't serve the fic any purpose.

if i decide not to write your fic idea, it's NOTHING against you at all! i would just rather not write something i don't feel 100% devoted to/knowledgeable in when it comes to my personal writing interest and thus would not like to half ass anything.

since i just wrote my first fully nsfw fic i want to say mdni!!!!!!!!!!! that being said, i will write nsfw if requested though i feel it will be a veryyy rare occurence since my usual writing mostly stays in the suggestive/mildy nsfw space.

i welcome all dazai's! pm dead apple ada beast literally love his ass.

if u sent me a request and i have not gotten to it yet, i DID see it (unless the ask got eaten up somehow) i just have a lot of requests to get to in between writing my own fic ideas that i want to explore but i hope that when i do get to yours it was worth the wait!!!!

i also am an adult w an adult job and life and sadly that also means my time is divided a lot more than usual sometimes and that's just how it goes. i will answer regular asks as i pop on here but if there is one that i feel requires extra attention i will save it for when i can reply thoughtfully. i truly LOVE when u guys pop in to say hi!

i always write a gender neutral reader bc it's what makes me feel the most comfortable when keeping my readers in mind UNLESS stated otherwise in a request.

thank you all so much for your patience and continuous support :'3 i'll try to keep this page as updated as possible! 🪽🌀

[yayll]

whoever sent in that sadomasochist dazai request... u just made my heart palpitate