#iwantthissobadly

[maridiose]

23.11.2017 ✳️ Day 54/100 of productivity! 👋

[xmissbat]

I have to get it out of my system,

Gosh i Wanna be pounded right now, I’ve been great!, I’ve been good, I need the relief, i want you~ so badly

[cornerofhazel]

need

if i could i would take my car and drive to the beach with a few select friends today. we'd have to bundle up cause the oregon coast is not a warm place in november (actually, rarely a warm place) cause i'm feeling awful and want a weekend in the middle of the week we'd head down to manzanta,

on the way there we'd listen to wilco and john mayer. looking out at the oregon coastline and thanking god we were there rather than in Indiana. then we'd HAVE to stop by tillamook and watch the cheese making process while eating all the samples, and maybe getting some ice cream.

once we reach manzanita we'll drop our stuff of at the house rull quick and race to the beach. first we'd kick off our shoes and run to the waves, letting the ocean remember us and us remember it. we' walk on the beach with the wind nipping at our exposed faces, our hair getting tangled and beach like for a good 30 minutes. peeking into tide pools and poking at sea life with our toes. depending on the feel of the group we could build a bonfire and cuddle up against some large logs. but, if there weather is simply too nasty we'd jump into the car without washing the sand from our feet and head home  where we could shower, cuddle up and drink warm alcoholic drinks while watching movies.

[kelliclandestine]

not going to bed till

all my job apps are completed.