#iwishyouhadgivenusatry

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02:58:12 - I now know what sound broken hearts are made of - silence.

The words you never said broke us.

It's what broke me.

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"You've made your choice, and there's nothing I can do " she said. " I don't think you want me in your life anymore, and I have to find a way to live with that. You said you would still be there for me, but I don't want to be a mere courtesy - a salve for your guilt. You won't hear from me again after today, and I don't want you to worry. I'll be okay. Because I have to be." - Lang Leav

I gave you a chance. One more. One last. My sad conclusion is that I don't think you care for me as much as I do for you. I don't think you wanted this as much as I did. You were never as interested, as serious or as involved. I think we both believed in it for a time. Then, I think you were trying to convince yourself and failed while I was falling for it.

I'll be okay. I always am in time. Don't go worrying. You lost that right the moment you started letting me go.

Thank you for the memories. I wish we had more.

You will never know just how much I like you.

xxx - K.

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M. L

-          Hey, it’s been awhile… I’m sorry; I’ve been so busy…

-          It’s fine, really…

-          You seem mad?

-          I am not mad, I am hurt and there is a huge difference. I know the whole point was to avoid that but we screwed up.

-          […]

-          I gave you so many chances to be honest, to come clean. We could have avoided all of this grey zone area and me having expectations had you done just that. I got attached to you so much more than I should have. You know what? When I realized you weren’t ready to make time for me because no one has time it’s something we make or take; it just hit me that maybe I read you wrong. I knew by that point that I’d be hurt. The worse though, the thing that still makes me cringe is the fact you slept in my house. You shared my bed. The list of people who have is of two. I feel so naïve, so fucking stupid. I needed to start my single life with a slap. I needed to be reminded of the fact that not everyone can be trusted. I had forgotten about the walls that I used to keep up to protect myself. So thanks for that. And I am sorry you don’t want to see this