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“UNCOVER THE SECRETS | Layers of Fear 2 - Part 3″ notes

MY NOTES: 

thumbnail’s weird

he seems more lively > > (although this just may be that sean’s happier but i thought of it as an ego thing)

chase’s shirt

“stab, stab”

“it’s as if by magic”

“one for magic, two for love, three for... disease”

two sayings of ‘daddy’ in childish voice

“maybe this is the dad, and he had a gambling problem and he lost all his money and the mom left”

“can i leave? i just wanna go home and drink”

“it’s a gun! kill dad!”

don’t

“don’t ya hate that? when you’re turning on taps and then a shadow kills ya? and then your stomach hurts- why does my stomach hurt? eugh”

extra:

tHIS IS SO OBVIOUSLY CHASE WTF

except anti’s in the thumbnail, so like 

w h a t

is going o n

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you know what would be really cool for a sanders sides episode? 

so although you can have your anxiety under control (for the most part), it can still spike at the most random of times, often when nothing important or stressful is happening. i’d like to see them focus on that and make it up to be maybe Virgil feeling guilty about being a former Dark Side, so he’d be more snappy, making anxiety go up; or emotions are high, so he’s more prone to anxiety; or the Dark Sides are pressuring him. 

just a thought :D

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i’m sorry

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y’all 😭

i love you both, ok 

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i was in the middle of writing a post when my grandma says: “you either lay down or get down” and honestly? yeah

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so i was wearing my trans pride shirt very proudly at the zoo and i had a headache and was anxious and was being pressured into riding the merry go round and just very tired of everything. i’m looking at people leaving, my mind wandering, and a guy in a black shirt and sunglasses comes up to me kinda quickly. my first fleeting thought is “oh god i shouldn’t’ve worn my shirt he’s gonna hurt me”. i’m startled mainly. 

he goes, “happy pride month.” a grin from me, high five between us. “thanks for being yourself.” and he runs off. i’m grinning like a maniac and my mom stops talking to look at me and i look at her and she’s smiling as much as i am. 

so later i’m out by the entrance, sitting with my family in one of those camp chairs i guess. i see him from afar and i get up and i walk to just outside the circle of chairs. i look weird standing there cuz why’d i get up? so i start pacing a bit and act as if i’m getting tired of sitting. 

he spots me and starts walking towards me and i smile at him. he says, “i know i said it earlier, but... congrats for being yourself. as someone who was in the closet for 26 years, [this earned a laugh from my mom] i’m glad you’re expressing yourself and your identity. have a nice day.” i looked at my mom and she smiled. she then asked me when the pride near us was and i said this weekend. we basically talked about pride parades for a while after that.

so i wanna say thank you to that man for making my day and making me feel better and more confident about wearing my shirt. i was honestly scared that i’d get attacked and harassed, considering the attack on that lesbian couple on the train recently. anyways, i hope you have a great life, my man <3

6/8/2019 (so i’ll remember when this happened later)

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i have an ear infection in my right ear and i’m gonna have to go to urgent care later when my aunt gets home but for now? 

b a s s  h e a v y  r a p  s o n g s

or anything with bass, really. generally deep sounds are just... amazing right now. i found this out from watching one of mark’s horror vids and it got to the end and the bass just- o o f

also talking is weird so i guess i’m not talking as much as i usually do today :/

this is kinda like when i had sensitive hearing when i was younger... everything sounds... muffled yet really loud at the same time. also ringing is a friend of mine now