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Ok Iâm about to be trapped in day job hell so before I lose the spoons to draw for the rest of the week hereâs the quickest Kayne transformation sequence.
better leave your man at home!
mini stories of vi, sevika, abby, and ellie showing you your true worth.
wc : 7.306
contains : sfw and nsfw. fxf. fem!reader. cheating on the men's part until ellie's part lol. ellieâs is a modern!au the rest are in canon. mentions of violence and alcohol. silco but he's chill. owen but he's not chill. reader can be interpreted as bi or comphet i think!
a/n : ladies if you're reading this...cheat on him. or cheat back. yknow what just leave him.
VIOLET êš
ÊÉ ever since getting out of prison and restarting her life, vi had been looking for a new purpose.
ÊÉ she had found a solid job, managed to reconnect with wither last siblings left alive, and started to build up a life for herself, but still, she felt...aimless. she longed for a deeper connection than the ones she had, someone she could yet again.
ÊÉ and then she meets you, a sweet little store owner with a voice that sounds like a symphony and an attitude as sweet as cookies. the first time she even met you she bumped into you on the street outside your bakery, knocking you supplies for your treats all over the ground. she's expecting that usual zaunite 'watch where you're going!' but instead you tell her not to worry, that you were carrying too many things anyway.
ÊÉ it was almost instinct for her to assure you she was at fault, downright demanding she help you carry everything that dropped inside and that it was the least she could do. you call her a sweetheart and tell her if she does you'll send her home with a plate of her favorite dessert. how could she say no?
ÊÉ she cant help but to quickly hang out with you whenever she can. after her shifts she stops by to help you close up, telling you its the least she could do for someone who was oh-so sweet. you seem to welcome her affections, whispering one late night when making some extra batter that you always appreciate when she stops by. she goes home on a high that night.
ÊÉ but then the worst thing ever happens. you get a boyfriend.
ÊÉ apparently he's some old family friend who moved back to the city when he found a small fortune overseas and was ready to come back to 'win you over like he tried years ago'. you told the story with a slightly wistful voice but all vi could do was nod along with wide eyes and a shut mouth.
ÊÉ eventually, she meets the guy, a tall and rather weasly looking guy who was waiting impatiently outside the store. she gave him a simple greeting and all he could do was tilt his head in recognition that she was there, apparently. she passed him and went to the back of the store and asked you what he was doing standing outside looking all suspicious. her eyes nearly bulged out of her head when you told her he was waiting to take you out but had to stand outside because he couldn't stand the smell of bread.
ÊÉ yeah, this definitely wasn't gonna last long. sheâd just have to get you to see that.
ÊÉ sadly, she didn't have to do much work. ton a sunny day when the two of you were walking through the upper city levels together you stopped in your tracks, a talking vi whose arm was wrapped with yours questioning what made you stop before following your eyesight to see your boyfriend in the arms of another woman, way too close for comfort. vi wanted nothing more in that moment than to go and knock the bastard's lights out, but she had to prioritize you first.
ÊÉ you go into a depression for a week, your shop closed and your apartment locked as you skulk and cry in your home. but thankfully you gave vi a key not too long into your friendship, and she wakes you up one afternoon and demands you go and clean yourself up while she takes care of your chores.
ÊÉ you come out of the shower feeling rejuvenated and refreshed, your mood only lifting higher at the smell of cookies in the air. you pad out to the kitchen and cant help but smile when you see vi standing with a tray of perfectly made chocolate chip cookies on the island counter.
ÊÉ you sit up on your counter and moan at the taste of the cookies, vi accepting your praise of her baking skills with pride as she rubs over your bare thighs. eventually the topic steers to your recent heartbreak and vi makes sure you can complain and vent to her all you want.
ÊÉ but the last thing she wants to hear is you blaming yourself, teary-eyed and mumbling about how maybe you were too overbearing in your affections. she gently but sternly brings your attention to her, making sure you look her in the eyes when she goes on about how youâre the nicest and most soft-natured person sheâs ever known and he was a fool to not see what an amazing woman he had in front of him.
ÊÉ and you cant help but feel even worse at the clear effect her affection has on you, unconsciously biting her lip at her praise and closeness. her eyes dart down to your lips and back to your eyes, slowly inching her head forward for permission. as soon as you slightly nod your head sheâs kissing you with months of pent-up adoration, warmth, and lust.
ÊÉ a small part of you feels guilty for moving on to your close friend only a week after you broke up with your boyfriend, but when her fingers are drifting down to your cunt and making you cry as you cum over and over again, you can't find it in you to care.
ÊÉ âhe was an idiot to give up on someone as sweet as you. but down worry muffin, iâm not gonna take that chance.â
SEVIKA êš
ÊÉ sevika had made a promise to herself years ago: don't mess with married women.
ÊÉ she could give herself some grace, she was young and dumb, and the woman was incredibly gorgeous. and when a woman with legs that could bring any person woman or man to their knees comes up to you and asks you your plans for the night, you cant exactly pass up the opportunity. though she wishes she did after her partner caught them together in bed and she got in one of the worst fights of her life.
ÊÉ but she had to admit things in her life were getting a bitâŠstale, to say the least. her schedule was a steady routine of doing tasks for silco, reeling in jinx, and keeping the last drop working like a well-oiled machine. she didn't want anything drastic that would screw up their plans to happen, justâŠsomething.
ÊÉ and oh, does she get it. some out of towner got too rowdy in the bar and started a bar fight and before she could come in and get things under control theirams leg gets broken. so now sheâs tasked with finding a good enough replacement to cover him for the few months it gets healed since he for some reason couldn't just take a shimmer dose and get back on his feet in no time.
ÊÉ she goes through dozens of recruits, all either too disobedient or downright atrocious behind a bar. sheâs just about to give up and force one of the goons to do it when you come through the door. youâre rather unassuming, and at first she things youâre joking until you travel behind the bar and instruct her to give you any drink and you can make it. after ten different drinks sheâs more than convinced.
ÊÉ she doesn't talk to you much at first, youâre just another cog in the machine that keeps the enterprise running smoothly. obviously sheâs noticed that youâre attractive, surrounded by a stern but easy-going aura that makes most customers sit and want to talk to you for hours on end. it amused her when she watched how you convinced three different patrons to buy some more drinks so youâd continue telling them a wild story of some adventure you apparently had in bilgewater years back.
ÊÉ she can't help but ask you if its true later when the bar is closing and youâre wiping everything down, rolling her eyes when you call her out for listening to your conversations. you reveal that all your stories of adventure and excitement are true, but that you gave that life up when you decided to settle down after you get married.
ÊÉ she scoffs that the woman you married must be a hell of a catch to get you to leave behind such an exciting life, and she sees your eyes drop when you reveal that life with your husband is a nice and quiet alternative to your days of danger. sevikaâs always had a good poker face, and sheâs really glad she has it now after hearing you gave up all of that for a guy. and that her gaydar was apparently wrong, which never happens.
ÊÉ but its almost like this is the challenge her mind has been looking for, because after that conversation she keeps having late-night talks with you when no one else is around. youâre disarmingly easy to talk to, able to show a compassion and understanding that isnât common for the folks down here. its only a few hours after she gets a bit too tipsy and accidentally lets slip a story about her upbringing that she lays in bed and slaps her human hand to her forehead in frustration when instead of being embarrassed all she can think about is your soft hand gently rubbing her shoulder as she poured her heart out.
ÊÉ she is so screwed.
ÊÉ eventually, you draw silcoâs attention. mostly because the profits from the bar have nearly doubled since you started working, partly because he can tell a certain someone is distracting sevika. he gave her a list of tasks one day that he could tell she hated doing and she went off with a nod and without a word, and she either had a new woman in her life or she was about to snap. he made sure to find out about you a few minutes later, and asked/demanded to know more about your life. in particular, any outside connections you had.
ÊÉ sevika doesn't know whether she wants to thank silco or kill him when youâre given a more permanent position at the bar and finally introduce the crew to your husband, a man who silco has apparently given a job in his booking department. when sevika pulls him aside later to ask why he would od something like that, he just. shrugs. silco never just shrugs.
ÊÉ now that youâve basically part of their little crime family it's even easier for sevika to spend more time with you. unfortunately for you jinx has taken a liking to you, but you handle it well and always make sure to give the girl her favorite drink in her favorite cup whenever she stops in the bar to babble on about some new weapon of mayhem sheâs decided to make.
ÊÉ but after a few weeks she notices your mood start to sour, how you start getting snippy with some of the more rowdy drunks who stumble through the bar. she catches you a few hours after closing sat behind the bar with a half drunken bottle in your hand and mascara running down your cheeks. normally if this was anyone else sheâd scoff to herself and quickly make her exit but instead she plops herself down next to you and demands you tell her what's wrong. through hiccups and tears, you tell her that youâre pretty sure your husband is lying to you. about a lot. in particular about where he spends his nights and comes back grumbling about âunfair betsâ and losing cash.
ÊÉ sevika assures you sheâll get to the bottom of it, and it only takes her a few hours of trailing thee guy to find out the problem. it seems your betrothed has been gambling your money away in seedy gambling circles, with some guys she swore she told to cut it out months ago when it came to rigging their dice when playing with tourists. but the amounts heâs using are definitely more than what either of you are making on a salary.
ÊÉ she tries not to smile when she picks the excuse of a man up by the back of his neck with her mech hand, reveling in the horrified look on his face as he makes up excuse after excuse for why heâs been stealing money from you and the boss, that he swears heâll make it back up to silco-
ÊÉ you come in the next day as confused as ever, whispering that your husband packed up his things in the middle of the night and disappeared. sevika sits you down and explains that your husband was a thief, stealing hundreds from silco rather sloppily under his nose, and was dealt with in a timely manner. but she assures you that you won't be affected by any debts he may have had, sheâll make sure of it and make sure none of those gamblers come after you.
ÊÉ you only grow closer and closer after that night, and its no surprise you start to catch feelings for the gorgeous woman who constantly makes sure youâre safe and protected. its on one of the bars rather more exciting nights that you relent and play a drinking game with some members of the crew, and in a moment of weakness accidentally admit that since your husband left you haven't been laid in weeks, and in an additional moment of weakness admit that the first person youâd like to rock your world would be none other than silcoâs second hand.
ÊÉ it was just your luck that the woman was walking by when the words left your lips, and fueled by her own dose of liquid courage came up behind you and whispered that she was free at that moment.
ÊÉ you expected many things when you settled down in zaun, and getting bent in half for hours on end by the second in command to the rule of the underground was not one of them. but when sevika groans in your ear and moans about how you have the tightest pussy sheâs ever had the pleasure of taking, youâre really glad it happened to you.
ÊÉ âgod, iâm really not gonna be able to stay away from you now. promise that the next time you get married youâre not gonna have to worry about being disappointed ever again.â
ÊÉ (when sevika walks in the next morning with a rare smile on her face silco does admit that he hired your husband knowing heâd be an idiot that sheâd have to get rid of. youâre welcome.)
ABBY êš
ÊÉ abby never saw herself as a jealous person. sheâd only been in one relationship before, and even though it ended rather sourly she knew it was only natural that theyâd both eventually move on. but when she sees you, a new wlf recruit walking and smiling side by side with owen, she feelsâŠweird. really weird.
ÊÉ she does feel bad that as soon as he introduces you all to the group at a small party thrown by some of the soldiers all she can manage is tight-lipped smile and a small wave. you visibly deflate and smile it off, immediately pulled away by nora and leah to grab some drinks. manny butts her shoulder with his, giving her that âwhat the hell?â look he loves to do. she defensively apologizes, because how should she react? her ex-boyfriend clearly has a thing for you, is she supposed to be all buddy buddy with you?
ÊÉ it doesn't help that its clear to everyone that youâre pretty. like, weirdly pretty for someone in the middle of an apocalyptic setting. crystal clear skin, smooth lips, and eyes of a beautiful shade. she caught herself staring once in the gym as you laughed with one of the trainers and had to quickly get herself together.
ÊÉ isaac must be playing a sick game because you then get assigned to go with her on patrol. she initially resented, questioning why you were tagging along when you mostly worked with the medics and mel was already trailing along. he said that apparently you had asked for the chance to get some more field practice and left it at that, dismissing her with a wave.
ÊÉ she was quiet for most of the ride to the patrol spot, hands tight on the steering wheel as you sat in the back of the truck with the others in the group and laughed at some story one the guys was talking about.
ÊÉ god, even your laugh is cute, she thinks as she carefully maneuvers the truck around a downed tree. youre like if a dream girl was placed down in this wasteland to torture her, a giant sign to tell her of course owen went after you, you were perfect. more perfect than she could be.
ÊÉ it isnt helpful that shes left partnered with you as you clear out the abandoned store in the strip mall they've all been sent to check and re-clear the spaces if necessary. she finds herself frustrated when you very reasonably and very smartly stick to her side the whole time. she swears she almost trips over an overgrown branch when she catches a whiff of your soap and she doesnt know where the hell you managed to snag vanilla flavored anything.
ÊÉ everything is fine for a while. you both remain vigilant as you walk through the barely lit aisles of the department store, the only action when a clicker jumps up out of nowhere and nearly tackled you before sheâs roughly pushing you out of the way and kicking out its knees before bashing in its head with her boot. sheâs panting and catching her breath before roughly asking if you were alright and reminding you to stay vigilant, taking your wide eyed stare for shock at a close encounter to what would be a rather painful death.
ÊÉ but despite her rather abrasive attitude you try your best to be friendly with her. you reveal that owen did confide about their past relationship, and as awkward as the situation sometimes was you wouldnât let it drive a wedge between you, that you in fact wanted to be friends with abby. you had heard a great many things about her, how she was a loyal friend, a courageous leader, clearly an incredibly strong soldier-
ÊÉ her brain. short circuits a bit. the way you called her strong, like it was fact that was so obvious that sheâd already proven it to you just by being out here. sure sheâd pushed you of out the trajectory of that clicker but that was normal, anyone should and would do the same. she realizes you wouldnât get the chance to see any displays of strength like that back in the base save for the visits to the gym, and a foreign voice in her head laments what a shame that is.
ÊÉ she doesnât realize until a day later just how screwed she is.
ÊÉ whatever weirdâŠfeelings she has for you donât even get a chance to go away or settle, just fester and multiply with your constant presence. where abby is her friends are close by, and that now includes you. at small get togethers, shared gym workouts, breakfast lunch and dinner hangouts, youâre always there with a bright smile and a warm greeting for her. she thinks sheâs hiding whatever it is sheâs hiding pretty well until nora pulls her to the side and asks why she just keeps staring at you whenever youâre around, that she understand there might be some lingering feelings of jealousy and resentment towards owen but thatâs no reason to treat you rudely.
ÊÉ abby stumbles over her words, insisting that sheâs not treating you rudely, thatâs the last thing she would want to do. who would ever do that to someone as nice and sweet and gorgeous as you? she ends her mini explanation with a stiff chuckle and looks at nora whoâs now staring at her with an open mouth and a flabbergasted look on her face.
ÊÉ so itâs clear that abby likes you. she doesnât know how to grapple with the fact, and decides its best to just deal with it privately and wait for it to just pass as most things do. the only person who knows is nora, who after not talking to her for a few hours after their last encounter came back to abbyâs room to apologize for walking out on her in a moment where they so clearly needed to talk more about what was just revealed. she assures abby that sheâll help her through this but itâs very confusing to herself as well. itâs not every day you have to deal with your best friend falling in love with her boyfriends new girlfriend.
ÊÉ she doesnât agree with abbyâs method, frequently telling her that dealing with this in private will only have the opposite effect. and just like normally sheâs right, abbyâs increased attempt at distance from you only peaks your worry and drives you to constantly check in on her to make sure sheâs okay. one day you come by her room after one of your workouts, and the sight of you covered in a thin sheen of sweat in shorts and a tank asking her sweetly if sheâs feeling okay and if sheâd like to join you for lunch letâs her know for sure that she really canât do this for much longer.
ÊÉ so sheâs tries her best to try a different approach : exposure therapy. as bad as it sounds, sheâs sure once she starts spending more time with you sheâll realize you arenât some mythical girl of of her dreams and are just a normal person whoâs dating her ex and who she can totally just be normal friends with. she comes up to you in the halls a few days later and asks if youâd like her to help you train for more field work and you beam up at her before wrapping your arms around her neck and thanking her a multitude of times before composing yourself. you go one about how you were so eager to prove yourself and youâd do no better than to have the abby anderson teaching you the basics. she zoned out as soon as she felt your skin against the back of her neck, nodding along to all of your words with a doe-eyed blank look.
ÊÉ itâs really nice bonding with you over the course of a few short weeks. you quickly pick up on the things she teaches you, and whatever you donât sheâs more than eager to help you learn. she hates to admit it but her conscious cheered a little bit when you told her you needed help aiming one of the bigger rifles, and it nearly screamed when she got to place herself behind you and helped you aim at the target practice. maybe sheâs a bit delusional at this point but she swears she felt your body relax into hers, felt your breath stutter just a bit when her chest met your back.
ÊÉ and she knows itâs serious when she trusts you enough to share her space in the library. itâs a night when manny has a girl over so sheâs in her usual cozy spot surrounded by the book shelves when she shears your gentle footsteps and call of her name, remarking that you initially went to the room out of loneliness about owen being gone for the night but came here when a breathless and shirtless manny told you her usual sleepover spot. she invites you to settle in with her in her heap of old blankets surrounded by dusty novels, trying her best to remain calm when you lean your head on her shoulders and insisted she keep reading her current book aloud.
ÊÉ she wakes up to the early morning light with her head rested on top of yours, snuggled up to battle the chill of the stadium air and your hand clamped around her arm. when she looks down at your face and wishes she could see you like this every day she realizes that she is really, really screwed.
ÊÉ luckily she doesnât have to wait long to see you like that again. well, the circumstances are rather horrid. yet another soldier was having small secret party ok one of the larger stadium dorms and you were glued to abbyâs side. everyone besides nora was confused but happy that the two of you seemed to be getting along so well, and nora herself kept giving abby looks that were a mixture between pity, worry, and just a bit of âyou need to just get this off of your chest to anyone else but meâ annoyance.
ÊÉ abby was your designated drink manager, constantly making sure you werenât too drunk and were drinking enough water to stave off any of the negative effects of the smuggled in alcohol they brought in for the party. youâre both sitting on one of the couches and observing the party when you make an off handed comment about not seeing owen for a while and abby decides to sit you down snuggly on the couch while she goes to look for him to appease your tipsy haze. her search leads her down the hallway, and itâs only when she hears an object drop in a nearby maintenance closet does she find out the truth.
ÊÉ she whips open the door to see owen and mel in a ratherâŠwell, letâs just say a really lewd position. in the midst of being disgusted and infuriated she finds a bit of amusement at mousy mel of all people doing a drunken hookup in a dingy closet. owen hurriedly tries to fix himself and his pants, insisting to abby that itâs not what it looks like, and suddenly his eyes lock on an object behind her and she turns around to see you, teary eyed and clearly betrayed before you silently stoop off to the direction of your own room.
ÊÉ abby is normally a calm person. as a soldier she isnât afforded the luxury to let her emotions get the better of her in moments of stress. but seeing you with tears in your eyes and a wobbly lip makes her wish she broke owenâs nose on the spot. collecting all of her composure, she slaws the closet door in his face and quickly runs after you.
ÊÉ she quickly chases after you, making her way down the stadium halls until she finds your bedroom door agape, quickly knocking and entering when she hears your quiet cry demanding owen leave. she makes sure to announce who she is once she settles in beside you on your bed, gently extending her hands to make sure shes allowed to physically comfort you before pulling you into a tight hug once you let her know itâs okay.
ÊÉ she had again struggles to keep her composure when you cry into her shoulder, not minding the tears staining her t-shirt when she hears you weep about what a fool you wer, how you were such an idiot to believe that someone like him could truly care about you.
ÊÉ in the morning, she can blame the weeks of pent up feelings, or maybe the cup of beer she had an hour before, but she canât stop herself from grabbing your shoulders and turning you towards her, commanding your attention before she reveals that shouldâve warned you about owen earlier, that she shouldâve known he would take advantage of someone with as sweet a nature as you. Sheâs always known he was a fool, but to ruin his chances of someone like you is the dumbest thing he ever couldâve done.
ÊÉ when you sniffle and look up at her with those shiny eyes and puffy lips and ask her if thatâs true she feels her composed facade slipping, hands shaky as she reaches up to wipe your tears away before letting her palm letting her fingers trail down your face, biting her lip when she sees your eyelids flutter closer when her hands start to ghost down your neck.
ÊÉ she doesnât feel sorry when she watches you take off your top, doesnât feel guilt when she pushes you down to the bed and lets her lips bite and kiss from your neck to her chest and draw out all manners of whines and gasps from your throat. and when she feels your hips lift up and grind into her crotch, when her hands attach themselves to your hips and forces you to bring yourself to an orgasm in your pants, she doesnât give a shit how itâll seem when she parades you around the stadium tomorrow.
ÊÉ manny and nora are open mouthed and shocked when you walk hand in hand into the cafeteria the next morning, both starry eyed and covered in love bites as you sit together nearly attached at the hip. when owen walks in a few minutes later and quickly storms out after seeing the two of you, abby canât help but shrug when manny asked her what the hell is going on.
ÊÉ âowen had his chance, and he should learn that jealously is a monster.â
ELLIE êš
ÊÉ in moments like these ellie remembers laughing at how her fellow lesbians would fall for their straight friends in middle and high school and end up with broken hearts and broken friendships. and now as she sits across from you and listens to you lament about your boyfriend, she realizes that karma is real and she is totally a bitch.
ÊÉ truly, she has no one to blame, but herself the moment she saw you walk into the record store she worked at she knew that this would only lead to trouble for herself. It was obvious to Dina, who lightly pushed his shoulder and told her to stop drooling and to focus on her work and not fall into another relationship so soon after her catastrophic breakup with cat. she had rolled her eyes at the brunette and assured her nothing would happen, that sheâd politely introduce herself, help you buy a product, and never think about or see you again.
ÊÉ god, what an idiot she was.
ÊÉ as soon as she introduced herself, you complemented her tattoo, mention that you had wanted one but were too indecisive about a design and placement. before she can even think of what she wants to say sheâs telling you that wouldnât mind hooking you up with her tattoo artist who could help you decide what you wanted. hell, she wouldnât mind helping you decide what kind of vibe you were going for when it came to the body art and where exactly on your body would be best to showcase it.
ÊÉ youâre beaming up at her and thanking her, telling her that she really is just too kind. sheâs even kinder when she continues to talk to you as she helps you look through the store, helping you decide which record would be best for your collection.
ÊÉ and helping you pick out another record as a gift. for your boyfriend. she can hear dina snicker at the counter all the way from three aisles away, passing it off as allergies when you turn to look at her.
ÊÉ but itâs not like sheâs gonna fall for you. she gives you her number, but thatâs because she already promised sheâd help you with the tattoo stuff. and sure she talks with you for hours the following week and even goes with you to the parlor for moral support, but thatâs because sheâs a good person! and you even told her sheâs a great friend for helping you with this! sheâs just being friendly.
ÊÉ soon enough she basically becomes your new best friend. she doesnât know how it happened really, somewhere between helping you when your car broke down in the middle of the road and having dinner with your parents when they demand to meet the person whoâs been taking up an extra chunk of their daughters time. itâs frightening how easy it is to just be with you, to talk to you about any and everything. she remembers it took dina pestering her at work for weeks for them to become friends, and here she is laughing with your dad over roasted chicken after a month.
ÊÉ dina and jesse call her delusional. when the former shows the latter a picture of you on the instagram account you have to ellie he folds over in laughter and tells ellie oh so eloquently that sheâs definitely going to fall for you, itâs only inevitable. but she remains vigilant that she wouldnât do something so dumb. i mean yeah youâre basically exactly her type, like a deity went into one of her wet dreams and plucked the woman she manifested and placed you in the real world, but she was strong. there were plenty of fish in the sea. plenty of gay fish, to be exact.
ÊÉ she tries to go on dates, scrolls through tinder and likes every other attractive viable woman she sees. she even manages to have a few hookups. its really just a coincidence that they have some of your similar characteristics, truly. sheâs not actually looking for you in any of these girls, thatâd just be weird.
ÊÉ but then it happens. she has a girl over, her leg thrown over her shoulder as she grinds herself into the pretty girlâs cunt. sheâs lost in a high after the blunt theyâd shared earlier and her heads thrown back as sheâs letting out expletive after expletive, and then she does it. she moans your name. she pauses, the girl pauses, and its silent as they remove their entangled limbs from each other and rigidly lay in bed side by side. it hurts even worse than the embarrassment when the girl pats her shoulder with a smile after sheâs put her clothes back on, wishing her luck with whateverâs goin on between the two of you.
ÊÉ thereâs no point in denying it then. she doesn't even get the chance to keep it to herself, the next day when sheâs watching a movie on your couch you poke and prod at her until she reveals whatâs got her in such a sour mood. she doesn't tell you the full story, of course, just that something absolutely mortifying happened last night when she was riding some girl. she groans that she didn't even get to finish and that was way worse then what she said, hoping the joke will ease some of the embarrassment she has telling the story and the guilt about passively lying to you.
ÊÉ she doesn't notice how you hips shift in your seat, how your teeth bite at the skin of your lip. she does notice when you question what she meant by riding a girl. she cant help but think about how adorable you are before explaining the position in the nicest way possible. you hum and turn your attention back to the movie and she thinks that's the end of the conversation. but only seconds later youâre asking her to show you.
ÊÉ she thinks she's dreaming. no, she knows she's dreaming. its happened before, weird dreams she has after a strong high where she swears her dreams become all the more vivid and lifelike. it was super annoying the second time it happened, she woke up to a world where she in fact did not win the lottery and get to make out with her celebrity crush. but this is just cruel, she didn't know her brain could be so masochistic. but no, the feel of your hand shaking her shoulder and shyly asking if youâve made her uncomfortable is real, your big eyes flitting to anywhere but hers is real.
ÊÉ she stutters over her words, asking if you really mean it. and you say yeah, youâd been curious about this anyway. it wouldn't hurt to do it with ellie, you were friends, right? and god what an idiot she was because sheâs nodding along like of course, this couldnât make your friendship weird at all, right? so she gets to work, not doing anything too lewd except for gently pushing you to lie on your back as she maneuvers her body over yours, placing her crotch over yours until she can feel the heat of you through her jeans. she tries not to show a reaction to the sight of you looking up at her, curious and flushed as your hand briefly comes up to rest on her hip. its only when your hips delicately press up into hers that she abruptly removes herself from on top of you, stiffly chuckling before recommending you get back to the movie.
ÊÉ neither of you bring it up again.
ÊÉ itâs so much more difficult to be around you now. before she was resolute in the fact that she was alone in whatever weird feelings she had towards you, but eventually she might move on. but with only a few actions you threw that whole viewpoint out the window. now it was clear that you were interested. maybe not in ellie but in sex with another woman. a small part of her is upset at the fact it might not be her. its only cliche that if you started having these feelings youâd fall for your gay best friend, who the hell else were you thinking about? whatever, that wasn't important.
ÊÉ what was important was what occurred over the next few weeks. it happens slowly but surely, your complaints about your intimate troubles with your boyfriend. now ellie had met the guy before, and it made her feel slightly better that she had a valid reason right from the start not to like him. the man was clearly an ass, looking her up and down the first time they met and giving her a âyeah youâre weirdâ look that he apparently didnât think sheâd recognize. luckily she didnât have to see him often, only seeing him in passing when she spent time with you at yours or picked you up to go hang out.
ÊÉ but now his weirdness is apparently front and center. she nearly chokes on her chipotle when you tell her that he questioned why the two of you were spending so much time together, feeling like ellie was going to make a move on you.
ÊÉ and yeah, it was offensive. just because she was a lesbian didnât mean she wanted to jump the bones of every woman she met. unfortunately that didnât apply here because she very much did want to jump your bones. not like he knew that. hopefully.
ÊÉ but she doesnât want to get in the way of your relationship, begrudgingly recommending that maybe the two of you should spend some time apart so he can chill out and realize heâs being paranoid. sheâs very happy to hear your quick rebuttal, remarking how youâd rather dump him then spend any more time away from her.
ÊÉ god you are making this so confusing. and it only reaches a head the next time she sees you. youâd texted her to ask if she could come over late at night and obviously she said she would, along with a bag of your favorite drinks and snacks just in case you got peckish. so sheâs sitting on the couch as you both eat some shareable m&ms when the topic becomes a bit moreâŠintimate.
ÊÉ she notices your rigid shoulders as you sit stark straight on the couch and laughs about how pent up you must be. your following laugh is awkward as you agree that you have been a bit stressed lately. so she tells a joke, that your boyfriend isnât up to par in bed. she expects you to laugh and hit her shoulder but you nod your head.
ÊÉ youâŠnod your head. and then you turn to her, and sheâs getting flashbacks to the last time you were this close on your couch. her face is hot as whisper that the past few times youâve tried to sleep with your boyfriend he, as you eloquently put it, âjust pumps and dumpsâ, and brushes you off whenever you bring up the fact that you havenât had a release. that as much as it ashamed you to say it, once he falls asleep next to you you sometimes find your hand trailing under your shorts and thinking back to her stories of the hookups she told you about, wishing she could show you how all of that felt.
ÊÉ ellie has always liked your bedroom. its soft and sweet, with vines of fake ivy hanging across the ceiling and a large canopy hanging over the bed. you even have an adorable collection of stuffed animals, a few of them gifted to you by her throughout the months of your friendship. all of the little guys have been shoved to the floor now, and for a fleeting moment she things theyâre really just going to have to understand before her mind is consumed again with you, how youâre pretty flushed face is staring and moaning up at her as her wrist nearly cramps with how fast her fingers are pistoning into your wet cunt.
ÊÉ you havenât even touched her and sheâs already on cloud nine. your confession nearly made her pass out, and she swore she had died and gone to heaven when you asked her to help you with your problem and grabbed her hand to lead her to your bed. it was like her horniest dream come true to see you undress, to feel over your skin, to lower her head to your pussy and try her best to suck out your soul in the most loving way possible.
ÊÉ she feels her boxers get soaked when you cum around her fingers again, legs wrapping around her waist and head raising to muffle your sounds in her shoulder. she swore she nearly came when you bit into her shoulders, already knowing she was going to look into the mirror later to look at the mark your teeth left on her with a smile. but she didnât predict for you to be so insatiable, for as soon as she pulls her fingers out of your cunt youâre whining and grinding your hips up into hers, whispering little *âplease, el, need moreâ*s
ÊÉ âdonât worry, baby, iâll give you whatever you want. swear once iâm done youâre never even gonna think of that stupid boyfriend of yours again.â
.."I'm Silver. I'm going to be the world's greatest Pokémon Trainer"..
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