[ James x Fem!Reader ] PT. I
James is bisexual in this I have... it took me a lot of thought to write this...
Also note bold is Y/n talking to James in the future she’s telling him the story of her life. And how she knows Clementine.
[ Warning: angst| mentions of death| language| hints of sexual activity| death | mentions of characters having panic attacks | Kenny being an asshole to Arvo ]
“If you wanna know my story.” [Y/n] says looking down, then back up at James.
“I’ll need to start from the beginning, or what I remember.” She says, looking off into the distance..
“I lost my parents when I was thirteen.” She says, looking up at the man named Kenny.
“Bandits. Theses assholes took everything from us, food, supplies.” She looks down sadly, shaking remembering what happened.
“Wanted to take us as prisoners, but my father fought back.” She says, fiddling with the necklace around her neck.
“They...” she says, stopping eyes going wide lips trembling.
“Got the upper hand, filled his body with bullets. I got covered in his blood, and I watched as they beat my to death.” She looks down, hands covering her face.
“And I couldn’t do jackshit to help them.” She cries, sobbing. Kenny places a hand on her shoulder, and hugs the young teen.
“They took me in and cared for me. I finally had something a family. In this shitty world.”
After she told them her story, about why she was alone. They gave her food, seeing that she looked as if she hadn’t eaten in days.
She scarfed down the food in mere seconds, after took a nice warm bath and got new clothes.
“After that a group came with a girl younger than me.. Clementine.”
“From what I could tell Kenny and Clementine knew each-other from before.. He was in a group with her until. They got separated.”
“Y/n. This is Clementine she was in the group I had before.” Kenny says, and she looks at Clementine and smiles.
“H-hi Clementine.” She says to her nervously, it’s been awhile since she’s ran into any other kids.
“After a shit tone of stuff happened, a man came. A man I never wanted nor, thought I would see again.”
She gasps looking up, seeing the man before her.
“Oh, god...” She whispers, shaking trembling hand covering her mouth as she hides behind the railing.
“What is it?” Alvin asks, and she looks at him eyes widened.
“H-he’s the one who killed my parents.” She says, looking down. Her breathing quickening, her vision becoming blurry.
It was as if the world around her was spinning, she covered her mouth with her hands. Trying to stop her from breathing so loud.
“F-fuck he’s gonn-.” She says, then hears Carlos’ screams. And as well Sarah’s
“Rebecca please he’s gonna kill Carlos.” Alvin pleads, and Rebecca looks down.
And stands, “Bill, stop please!” Rebecca shouts, and Carver looks up at her.
She breathes heavily and looks down, as she made her way down the stairs.
James looked at [Y/n] who was breathing heavily, remembering what happened.
“Hey it’s okay,” James says, rubbing her hand gently.
She looks down sadly, she made her way to the others and of course was tied up.
Hands behind her back, her breathing was quickened the world around her was spinning. Her head was spinning.
She felt as if she was drowning, Carver came over and looked at the girl.
And knelt down, “Don’t I know you from somewhere?” He asked, and she felt as if the world was crushing her. Her parents killer right in front of her.
She couldn’t speak, even if she tried she couldn’t. She was terrified scared, she pursed her lips. And looked down.
Carver growled to and looked at the girl closely, “oh I remember you, were that girl. Hey I’m sorry bout’ your parents but that father of yours shouldn’t of shot and killed one of my men.” He says to her, and she looks at him tears running down her cheeks.
She wanted so bad to punch this bastard in this face, shoot him for killing her parents. She wanted to be the one to murder him. But she couldn’t bring herself to do anything.
She was too afraid, she just growled and looked up at him.
“Poshel ty..”She growled, having the courage to say. And Carver growled, and punched her in the stomach.
“What the fuck does that mean?” He says, and she laughs at him.
“Fuck you..” she says to him, smiling.
She coughed and gaged, “I would watch how you speak to me girl..” he says, and she just growls.
“I wanted to kill him James, I didn’t have the courage to but I had the courage to cuss at him in Russian. I-I don’t wanna talk about the events, when he took us captive..”
“A lot happening.. and I mean a shit tone of stuff happened and I’m gonna just sum it up for you so we won’t be here for years and end up skeletons.”
[Y/n] was with Jane and Clementine, looking for medicine. When [Y/n] noticed someone limping their way over...
It looked like a boy a teenager maybe late teens, not much older maybe four to three years.
She looked at him, then back over at Clementine and Jane.
“Someone’s coming..” She says, and they make their way over by the stairs behind the gate and hide.
“Shit shit shit.. he’s coming this way. And who knows if he has friends near by.” Jane says, and [Y/n] looks at her..
Eventually he makes his way up the stairs, and grabs to back of medicine..
[Y/n] hides behind the canon, when he turns around and notices her. And he pulls out his gun,
“Ostavaytes' na meste.” He says, holding his gun out shaking.
‘Stay where you are.’ [translation]....
[Y/n] slowly stands shaking a bit, but stands her ground..
“Kto ty.” She asks, in Russian and Arvo is taken back.
‘Who are you?.’ [translation]..
“I-I’m Arvo. I’m going to go. I don’t want to shoot.” He says, shaking and [Y/n] looks at him.
“I-I don’t want to shoot anyone.” He says, the gun still pointing at [Y/n].
“It’s okay Arvo, just put the gun down.” She says, to him. Then Jane snuck up behind him, and took his gun.
And pointed it at him, “Drop it.” Jane says, and Arvo looks at her and drops the bag.
“Clem Y/n, make sure he’s doesn’t have any other weapons in there.” She says, to Clementine you kneels down and opens the bag.
“No I have no more guns I swear to you.” He pleads, and [Y/n] looks at him sympathetically.
“We just need to make sure you’re not a threat.” She says, to him.
“Please please I have not hurt you.” He begs.
[Y/n] kneels down, “No weapons, it’s just..” [Y/n] says, peering in, and her mouth drops.
“Just a shit ton of meds.” She says, in amazement.
“No no no no. Please take anything else just not the medicine. It’s for my older sister. She’s sick.” He says, and [Y/n] looks back up at him.
“Is it just you and your sister?” She asks, him.
“No I have many friends.in the woods” he says, looking down at her then back up at Jane.
“Sister or not we could really use that stuff.” Jane says to him.
“No no you are not nice people. You have already left me defenseless. And now you take my sisters medicine.” He says..
“It was a long confrontation. I told them not to take it from him and he thanked me of course.”
“But... that was shorted loved I was young I thought he was cute. Really cute but I was good I hiding it. There was a fight between us and Arvo’s group.”
“It was traumatic and I don’t wanna remember that either. But I do remember Kenny beating abusing, being racist is him.”
“He lost everything. And I could tell he didn’t like having to do this. He lost his sister, his group. He had nothing..”
[Y/n] watched as Kenny tied Arvo up, she looked back at him constantly. She shakes her head,
[Time Skip] after losing Luke
‘He doesn’t deserve to be treated this way yes.. He caused this fight but still he doesn’t deserve this.’ She thought.... as she watched Kenny punch Arvo..
When [Y/n] heard Kenny call Arvo a commie, she stood to her feet. “Back the fuck off! You have absolute no fucking right to call him that!” She shouted at him, fuming with anger.
“Stay the fuck out this! This has none of your concern.” He says to her, and she snaps her neck at him.
“Yes it fucking does. I’m Russian to haven’t you noticed that my grandparents were Russian so what. Does that make me a commie too, someone who’s been in your group for years.” She shouted at him, her fist clenched.
“This isn’t any of your concern! This fucking piece of shit.” Kenny shouted, and [Y/n] stood in front of Arvo protectively.
“Lay one fucking finger on him and I’m gone. You won’t see me again. Both of us.” She says to him, glaring at him. Her fingernails digging into the palm of her hand, drawing blood.
“He was telling the truth about the supplies and Kenny beated him up in a fit of rage.”
While everyone wasn’t looking or some were asleep, [Y/n] was tending to Arvo’s wounds.
“Why’d you stick up for me.” Arvo whispers to her, quietly she looks at him smiling.
“Because at a young age, I was taught to stick up for others. Yes you did bring your group and lied, but that doesn’t mean you deserve to be called names, and be abused.” She says to him, and he looks down.
“Listen there’s a truck in the back. I’ve been wanting to leave this group for awhile. Kenny hasn’t been stable since someone important to him died.” She says to him, and looks him in the eye.
“I’ll help you escape. If you want I can come with you.” She says to him, and he just looks at her as if he has found hope.
He just nods, and [Y/n] smiles.
“Ugh! I was so naive so young...”
She kissed him on the cheek, and left him. There when eventually she Bonnie, and Mike talked about leaving the group. And she was going with them..
She thought she was in love with Arvo, but looking back she wasn’t. And when she watched, as Kenny murdered him. Yes she was heartbroken saddened, and she hated Kenny for that.
So she left, she left the group left that toxic man behind. And she hated Kenny, she hated him.
“That’s my story.. I was alone for years until of course I met you.”
[Y/n] looks up at James and smiles, he smiles at her too.
Then she felt something in her mouth, it was foul and she stood up, and walked to a nearby tree.
“Shit.” She groans, standing up after just puking, then she realizes that she’s past due..
“You okay?” He asks, and she looks over at him and nods lying of course.
“Yes I’m fine. I just have to use the bathroom I’ll be right back.” She says nervously, walking to her bag and pulling out a feminine hygiene and sneakingly pulling out an pregnancy test.
She went behind a tree not far, from the camp. And did her business, and before she went back she waited for the results for the test.
And gasped in shock at what it says...
