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if only my hair could stay this colour without fading every 3 washes :’(
Yall ever notice how so many white straight and queer women in the queer media space literally just have different fantasies of lecturing their favorite male gay characters over and over through the mouths of their close frnds/relatives/partners who are female. Like it's specific but it's suchhhh a clear thing and it annoys the ever loving fuckkk out of me. This isn't them being enlightened about sexuality. This is a sexist fantasy where they get to have the moral high ground over the one group who have social power over them - white men. Except this time they're queer. So it's like. These women can look down on them for their masculinity and femininity at once. While at the end of the day, they're just invested in the patriarchy.
I can't impress enough how fucking annoying it is when these people pretend that their condescension is coming from the same old bigotries like classism racism sexism queerphobia etc etc. (Not to mention monogamy🤮). Even their kinks are the same old shit. Age gap, authority, virginity, (?this one surprised me ngl), daddy kink, etc. They're puritanical yet edgy or whatever the hell.
Anyways release me from these bitches omfg.
what really fucking irks me about people plagiarising (yes, fucking plagiarising! that’s what it is!) works that us writers pour our time and heart into is the shitty notes like “all work is credited! let me know if you want it taken down” as if they’re doing us a favour.
do. not. steal. people’s. work! it’s not rocket science. i don’t want your credit! it means nothing to me without my permission!
today is the day i have to fix my sleeping schedule
wdym the night doesn’t allow me another 5 hours to waste? what do you mean i have to slowly become part of society again?
i love my house dearly but i’m so scared to invite ppl to it bc most of my friends own mansions and i’m just insecure ab it :(
CM rewatch a.k.a.going crazy
I’m rewatching s3 and right as I’m about to eat lunch, “Lucky” comes on....and I feel not so lucky. but I continue eating bc this show has made me immune to just about everything ... including emotional pain. And I think to myself how I’m turning into a sociopath, because, I’m watching this show, the gruesome details and all I can think about is how this man...
...this fucking troubled man, whose wife just left him, who hasn’t seen his kid in a MONTH and he cannot dealTM with anything, and is probably working himself to death while tracking down a cannibal and trying not to vomit...
...ALL!!! I CAN THINK ABOUT is how FUCKING FINE THIS MAN LOOKS and how I’d let him do unspeakable things to me.
WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME?!?
Some of my stories are like, so cringey 🤢🤢 I'm sooo tempted to delete more than a half of my masterlist. Like, seriously, with what courage did I even write some of those stories 💀💀
WILLIAM ‘THE DUKE’ WELLINGTON
ok. it is out of my system.
if you are interested what this is about, I’ll direct you to the post below this one. the tags might be of a particular interest.