in which ◞ your boyfriend tends to make you cry during sex from how good it feels
warnings. . . explicit sexual content (mdni) ﹕ unprotected sex ﹕ overstimulation ﹕ sensitive!reader ﹕ praise ﹕ crying during sex
•﹙ 442 ﹚ ── boyfren!jay ✶ 𝑓. reader┊custom order 📋
collector’s notes: being sick on my birthday has to be some type of karma given to me for whatever i’ve done in the past…
jay had your back pressed against the mattress, thighs trembling around his shoulders as he pounded into you relentlessly, watching the way your pussy swallowed his cock with every deep stroke.
you were a beautiful mess beneath him: tears spilled from the corners of your eyes, nails digging into the pillow behind you, and your jaw slackened with every quick thrust.
"please... i—i can't... too much—" you sobbed, voice cracking.
“shh… it’s okay, baby. you’re doing so good for me,” he cooed, voice low and almost gentle, but the words came out thick with amusement.
he leaned forward, capturing your lips in a kiss. it wasn't the soft, sweet kisses jay usually gave you whenever he was cooking dinner or came home after a long schedule. this kiss was deep, hungry, his tongue sliding against yours, like he was savoring the taste of your moans.
he broke the kiss long enough to catch his breath, a string of spit following before pressing his forehead against yours. you wrapped your hands around his neck, fingers tangling in his hair while the other clawed his back.
his pace was quick. his thrust growing harsher, the tip kissing your cervix. he wasn’t letting up, never giving you a chance to recover. another broken sob ripped from your throat, your body shuddering, the pressure building in your core.
"i know. i know, baby, just take it for me," he murmured softly, his hand slipping between your bodies, rubbing your clit with his thumb, the overstimulation making cry out.
his hips continued to snap into yours, his cock drilling into the spot that made your vision blurry and mouth water. the sounds of his cock slamming into your slick pussy filled the quiet room.
“fuckfuck— please— s’too much!” you cried out, nails practically digging into his skin now. the knot in your lower stomach threatens to snap at any moment.
jay’s eyes stayed locked on your face the whole time, a certain glint in them as he watched your face contort in pleasure and the new set of tears roll down.
“you’re doing perfect—squeezing me so tightly. you’re so fucking sensitive—god, i love you,” he breathed, feeling your walls flutter around him.
it didn’t take long for you to cum. the combination of his thumb pressing against your clit and his brutal pace, tipped you over the edge. your orgasm shatters through you fast and intense, your whole body a twitching mess as your walls clench around him.
he doesn’t give you a moment to settle before his follows behind, his hands moving to your waist, gripping hard enough to bruise. he groans before releasing thick, pearly ropes of cum inside you.
“see? i knew you could do it, baby,” he cooed, leaning forward again, his cock buried to the hilt. “you’re such a good girl for me.”
jay is annoying with his expensive outfits, large crowds that follow him wherever he goes and that stupid perfect smile that always paints his face. little did you know that he's completely at your mercy and is willing to do absolutely everything to please you, especially when he's under you.
ᴘᴀɪʀɪɴɢ: richkid!jay x fem!reader
SMUT, he's down bad, service bottom / switch jay , he's bratty, reader is kind of a switch/but more dom leaning in this, blowjob, lots of teasing, swearing, begging, "pretty boy", "good boy", unprotected sex (don't unless you're sterile and tested!), cowgirl, little bit of tiddie sucking, birthday sex, lowkey degration (he's into it), slight hate fucking from readers side, university au!, not proofread (4.1k words)
park jongseong is fucking infuriating.
as much as you don't wish to admit it, he gets under your skin. the picture perfect boy, living in the big mansion that his oh so perfect family owns. apparently they even have a massive hand painted family portrait in the entry hall.
wherever he goes, the crowd follows. girl and boys, no matter who it is, they all cling to him as if he hung the fucking moon. you don't understand it, the parties he throws seem to be ordinary, he's not particularly interesting besides his parents money. yet he still lingers in the back of your mind, deeply hidden from the rest of the world, but still there.
you sit a few rows above him, boring lecture only acting as background noise. in disbelief you watch the swarm of people staring at the proclaimed golden boy, who is only taking notes.
"wow jay your handwriting is so nice!" one girl exclaims.
"shhh, you're distracting him!" shoots back another.
you scoff in disbelief. everyone has gotten fucking insane.
thankfully, as if your professor knew of your suffering, he briefly concludes the last few slides and released you into freedom. while the loyal jay solar system stays close to their sun, you squeeze past them, feeling the freedom of the end of classes.
moving through the masses you pick up some fellow students exited mutters. "yea it's gonna be insane tomorrow. he hasn't been announced anything!"
you almost stop paying attention when another drops the news.
"i mean it's jays fucking birthday, it's bound to be something."
oh god. hell awaits you tomorrow.
if people have been annoying any other day, they will be fucking insufferable tomorrow.
for a second you think of simply not showing up, but then again, you refuse to let this random man affect your studies. this has to fucking stop.
in the end, you should've just stayed at home. the halls were filled with people carrying homemade cakes, birthday cards signed by the entire university being handed around so that not a single person will be left out.
"y/n! come sign real quick." a girl you've never met in your life practically screams and shoves the card into your face.
carefully, you push the card towards her again. "no thanks, him and i don't know each other."
"come onnnn", she whines. "it's jay, everybody knows jay."
that earns her a scoff from you. "well i doubt he'll miss my signature then. he'll be just fine." and with that you move past her. it's honestly baffling to you how people still act like this in university. one would think you'd all be past the idolisation of random people at this age.
a mere 24 hours later tough, despite all the odds, you find yourself within the holy walls of residence of the golden boy.
you had been curious, you can't lie. the invitation had mysteriously found its way into your bag, a fucking qr code staring back at you.
please scan to confirm your attendance.
what did you have to lose? confirm that he's just like the other rich kids and settle this once and far all?
you hadn't put much attention to your outfit, you didn't want to give him even the slightest suspicion of going for his sake.
the place was vibrating with energy and the bass of music. the entire university must be here, what was the need for confirmed attendance?
the plan had been to lay low, observe, confirm your suspicions and disappear again. but jay's eyes had been fucking everywhere. you couldn't even make your way through the first floor without his eyes meeting yours all across the, way too big, room.
next thing you knew, you were locked into his bedroom with him. truly, you don't even remember it happen. there had been a tug on your hand up the stairs, him guiding you through the masses of students, jealous eyes staring at you in disbelief.
something inside of you had snapped the moment you heard the door click, you couldn't believe him.
"the fuck do you think you're doing?" you almost screamed at him and you yourself were surprised at your rage.
jay was fiddling with his hands in front of his chest, broad shoulders shaking with his uneven breath. his mouth opened and closed. opened. closed.
"speak!"
he sighed, eyes darting around the room and you don't miss how his eyes lingered in the corner. you turned your head. the bed. the motherfucker was staring at the fucking bed,
you scoff, grabbing his arm and dragging him across the room. his knees hit the expensive wooden frame, causing him to fall back against the abundance of pillows.
"someone fucking fluffed those up for you before your guest came, didn't they?" you mutter as you straddle him.
as if he wasn't flustered enough, your words flicked a switch in his brain and he only managed a weak nod in response.
"you're so fucking spoiled." you practically spat at him.
and in response he whines. he fucking whines underneath you.
"y/n you're so mean to me." he pouts and it's the most pathetic thing you've ever seen.
"why, because i don't fucking fawn over you when you simply breathe?"
his hands twitch, aching to touch you but he knows you'll just slap them away.
"you never even looked at me. you never went to any of my parties. i've been trying to get your attention since the beginning." he breathes, eyes low lidded and hazy.
you coo, "awww, poor baby. couldn't buy my attention, how mean of me." a fake pout forming on your face.
jay trashes around, hair messily splayed over the pillow. desperate whines keep bubbling out of him, you make him so fucking insane.
"please." he mumbles, head lulled to the side, soft pillow muffling his voice.
"hm?" you question. "please what?"
he scoffs, "let me touch you, feel you. my god anything please, please just let me be inside of you."
and there it finally was.
for a moment you only stared at him, his eyes darting around the room, looking anywhere but your face.
he didn't know what he expected for an answer. a witty comeback, a teasing question maybe. but what he didn't expect, was you just full on laughing at him.
"you think", you manage to get out between giggles "you think that's all it takes for you to get what you want? say pretty please and i jump at you command?"
all jay can do is look at you with wide eyes, but it's not out of hurt. no. he's so fucking horny right now.
"please." he chokes out, rapidly blinking up at you. "please y/n i promise i'll make you feel good."
"hmmmm, what to do what to do..." you say with a roll of your hips against his. he hisses, sensitive cock throbbing underneath his tailored slacks.
"fuck, don't tease me i'll fucking cum in my pants."
the moment those words leave his mouth, he immediately starts to regret them. especially when he noticed the sparkle in your eyes.
"oh how awful." you pout down at him, index finger slowly slipping underneath his shirt and trailing down his torso.
you felt each and every abdomen muscle flex under your touch as his breathing starts getting heavier and heavier. but what really gets you is the sight of him when your eyes dart back to his face.
his jaw slack, eyes fixated on your fingertip: the man was utterly at your mercy.
a small chuckle leave you and you lean in to hover over his face, fingertips still ghosting over his skin.
"so responsive, hm?" you whisper in his ear and he shudders at your closeness.
with dreadful slowness your fingers travel down his abdomen, tracing every rig of his toned body.
jays eyes travel down and you grab his face. "nu-uh." you tut, index finger softly caressing the line of his jaw. "eyes on me, pretty boy."
you don't quite know where this part of you is coming from. before today, you would've imagined yourself to be in his position, not the opposite. but you refuse to give him power over you right now, not after him acting like a spoiled brat, despite the fact he showed off only for you to notice him.
after excruciating seconds, your hand started playing with the waistband of his boxers, careful fingers slipping beneath it. his hips buck involuntarily and he sighs out of frustration of his erection being exposed to the cool air.
ever so slowly you move your along the elastic band, other hand pulling his slacks down and inching closer to his throbbing cock. the sound of his frantic breathing music in to ears. but you refuse to give in this easily and make the band suddenly snap back against his skin.
a strangled moan escapes him and his eyes close shut, brows furrows. "fuck, please y/n."
"who knew you could beg this sweetly?"
"could've shown you ages ago baby, you never fucking looked at me though."
you smile at his witty remarks, despite his already fucked out state.
"can't have the birthday boy wait much longer then can't i?".
he frantically starts nodding; god he's absolutely pathetic and it's the hottest thing you've ever seen.
your lips replace your fingers along his waistband, teeth nipping at his skin. he twitches in response and you press his hips back to the mattress. "stay. or i'll stop."
his hands fist the sheets and he throws his head backs in frustration.
you start placing open mouthed kisses all over his boxers, careful to avoid where he wants you most. though that doesn't stop you from "accidentally" nudging his cock with your nose through.
"oopsie." you giggle, placing a kiss on the spot and he hisses.
"please, i need your mouth on me so fucking bad." his voice is raspy, filled with need and desperation.
you're not letting him get his wishes that easily though.
with one smooth motion, you lick his length from base to top, teeth grazing the fabric. you feel his legs flex, but he refrains from moving much.
"hmmm, good boy." you praise, pressing another kiss to his clothed tip.
he jerks again at the petname and you notice the faint red staining his cheeks.
"awwww, pretty boy blushes at the slightest form of praise."
your words only intensify his embarrassment, one hand covering his face, one that you instantly remove.
"absolutely not. you've been acting like an attention whore all along, you don't get to hide now."
he scoffs, little high pitched noise bubbling out of his throat. if he wants to play brat you just have to put him back into his place.
not giving him time to fix his attitude your teeth are on him, but not nipping at his skin. no, your teeth sink into the sensitive flesh of his, still clothed, tip.
tortured moans fill the room, his hands flying down to swat your head away.
"i'm sorry, i'm sorry, please- ngh, i'll be nice now i promise."
you take his hand into his, intertwining his long fingers with yours.
"mhm, you better." you murmur back, as you free his cock from his precum stained boxers. the cool air made him hiss, head thrown back in both pleasure and pain.
slowly, you wrap your free hand around the base of his length, gliding it up at down at an almost cruelly slow place.
the moans that spill out of him were almost pornographic, low guttural ones mixing with high pitched whines.
deciding that he's suffered enough you start kitty licking around his tip, swirling your tongue around it.
his hips buck and he immediately whines. "i'm sorry, i'm sorry, i'm sorry you just make me feel so fucking good."
you place him fully in your mouth, humming softly at his pleas. he tugs at your still intertwined hand and you squeeze back, reminding him that you're the only in control.
it doesn't take much for jay to get close, a few bobs of your head, not even having to take him down your throat and he's panting like a dog.
"fuck, fuck y/n please, can i cum? please i want to come so fucking bad." you couldn't help a giggle escape you, the vibrations only making him moan back at you even louder.
you pick up the pace, hand squeezing the base of his cock your mouth hasn't reached yet.
his moans turn into full on squeaks, head moving from left to right, legs twitched besides you.
"i'm gonna cum, fuck." he breathes, as his torso curved forwards, eyes forced shut and mouth wide open. he squeezed your intertwined hands so tightly you were sure all circulation was cut off for a second.
warm liquid filled your mouth and he slumped back onto the mattress, taking deep breaths to recover from his high.
"you're fucking insane, you want me to fucking die." he murmurs, eyes locking with yours.
sitting upright again, making sure he sees you swallow all of his release as you fix your hair. "someone's got to put you in your place eventually." you smile back at him sweetly.
"don't stop now then."
you cock your head at his words.
"touch me again, i'll do whatever you want from me." he rasps, not a single trace of uncertainty on his face.
"you have a crowd of people downstairs, desperate for your attention. meanwhile you're begging for a simple touch, don't you think that's a little pathetic of you?"
"i don't fucking care about them." he spats out. "i'll send them home for all i care. heck, i'd let you do this in front of them all. let them see you're all i want."
your heart stutters a little at that confession. until now this was teasing, pushing some boundaries, but you're starting to truly believe he was serious.
" 's that so? what a sweetheart you are, park."
"you fucking ruined me." he continues. "you're on my mind all the time, i can't focus on anything. nothing matters as much as being around you."
you scoff. "what happened to just talking to me. we've never exchanged a single word until today."
"i was scared, okay?" his eyes dart away from yours. "i'm not used go people not wanting to be in my vicinity. i thought you hated me."
a wave of emotion hit you, one that you couldn't quite place. sure, you avoided him because you were annoyed at this golden boy status, but you did assume things before actually having had a proper conversation with him.
"i never hated you." you whisper back.
he scoffs, "well you weren't quite fond of me."
"true, but i was more annoyed and irritated than anything else."
to that he only hums. his hands fidget and you hesitate for a moment before taking them into yours. you don't say anything and simply put them on your hips.
"if i'd hate you that much would i get you a birthday present?"
"huh?" jay looks at you, utterly confused and before he knew it he witnessed you removing your top.
"never seen tits before?" you chuckle at him — he looked like he'd just seen a unicorn walk into the room.
"no, i mean yes...uh, not yours tho." as soon as his words left him he cringed at himself. "gosh i sound pathetic."
not in your wildest dreams would you've imagined having your tits be this intriguing, let alone to jay.
"mhm, maybe a little. its cute though."
his head shot up at that and you laugh.
"you're so eager for praise, don't u get enough as is?" you tease.
"this is my first time getting it from you," he mumbled, "cut me some slack."
your hands travel up his torso, tracing little shapes and roaming mindlessly. " gonna let me have some fun with you? what'ya think about that?"
jay only manages a nod and you don't fail to notice the now faster moving rise and fall of his chest.
"well, get naked then park."
in record time jay tugs off his shirt, carelessly throwing it around the room. there flies a random 400 dollar shirt.
"you don't take care of your stuff well do you?"
he props himself up by his elbows, "not when i have to take care of you first."
you raise your brow at that, eyes slightly squinting down at the man looking up at you as if you were on ocean in the sahara and he's been wandering for weeks to find it.
"you sure you're not all talk, park?"
a sly smile spreads on his face. "feel free to punish me if you're not satisfied" he shoots back.
game on.
jay's eyes never left yours when you removed the rest of your clothes and you don't miss the swallow after he saw the pretty white panties you wore, eyes following it flying towards his previously discarded slacks.
"real price is here." you mutter, taking his chin into your hand to make him look at you again.
jay didn't know where to look first. having you completely bare on top of him seemed to have fried the last remaining braincells he had. up and down his eyes flickered, from face to tits to pussy.
"jesus christ you're gorgeous." he says, voice so breathless it almost sounded comical.
you hum, positioning your hips right above his.
with excruciating slowness you lower yourself, carefully watching how he switches from low lidded, lust filled to screwed shut eyes and sharp hisses.
"fuck, fuck more please." he chokes out and you pause, only halfway down his length. giving him what he wants easily was not on your list.
you reach your hand down, fingers wrapping around the base of his cock and squeezing. and my god; the sounds that spilled out of him were heavenly.
"please, oh my god don't tease me i'll be so good i promise," he rasps, looking up with you with glassy eyes. cute.
hand moving away from his cock, you place it against his stomach, spreading yourself as you continue to glide down on him.
"jesus you're so wet, you're so fucking perfect oh my god."
you chuckle. you don't even need to speak and he's babbling.
"pussy got you talking sweet to me, huh?" you tease and he whines.
"just don't want you to stop, please don't stop."
deciding you won't torture him much longer you drop your hips with one quick motion and you both gasp. you underestimated just how deep he'll be inside you now.
you had to take a few deep breaths, writhing jay underneath you absolutely losing his mind at the feeling of being hugged by your gummy walls.
"holy shit, move," he pleads, "please, please move i'm gonna go insane."
you slowly start rolling your hips. god did he feel good inside of you. you've heard people praise this man into the ground but surprisingly never heard much of his sex life and his performance. even if, you doubt that they could've prepared you just how feel he fits inside of you.
"come on", he chokes out between gritted teeth, "make yourself feel good on me, use me."
you throw your head back, hand gripping onto his shoulders. his hips buck up to meet the circling of your hips and you gasp, walls clenching around him.
"fuck, you're so fucking pretty angel. can't believe you're letting me see you like this."
one would think jay has met god in person and to him it feels like it. you're his god now, he's willing to devote his entire life to worshipping you.
" 'm never letting anyone have you again. say you're mine now."
you laugh breathlessly. "is that your way of asking me to be your girlfriend, park?"
"if you rather me asking when i'm not balls deep inside you i'll take you on the best date of your fucking life tomorrow, pretty" he shoots back.
"gonna show you that these fucking losers you've been giving chances could never love and spoil you like i did." sharp pain interrupts on your hips as he digs his fingertips into the plush flesh.
"i got so fucking annoyed at that girl who played you. fucking loser, just like that guy who forgot the right time of your first fucking date."
he remembered. he remembered them all; and you didn't quite know how to feel. your heart swells as your walls clench around him again.
"should've just fucking talked to me then," you manage to moan out. "could've been yours since the moment you wanted."
at your words he pulled your hips down even closer against his, his cock hitting your sweet spot just right and you gasp, falling forwards. encouraged at your reaction, he pushes you back upright again, hips snapping upwards at a relentless pace.
high pitched, almost squeaky moans spill out of you, hands gripping onto anything that could offer some stability. but jay hasn't had enough, he needs you as desperate for him as he is for you. his thumb finds your clit, rubbing tiny calculated circles on it.
"fuck, jay holy shit oh my god, don't fucking stop."
"not so cocky anymore, huh princess?"
you laugh, "fuck you. you're not any better."
"gotta get an answer out of you don't i?"
"yes", you whine "yes i'll be yours, fuck, oh my god you're so big."
his ego boosted and he sits up slightly, lips wrapping around you nipple, giving it a few sucks. you moan in response, back arching forwards as he kitten licks around it before moving to the other.
" 'm so close." your voice barely even noticeable.
he hums, mouth still on your breast before releasing it with a small pop. "let yourself go pretty, hm? make a mess on my cock, come on."
your hips now match his frantic movement, the pressure of his finger against your clit, cock drilling into you, almost making you see stars.
jay is as much of a mess as you are, hair stuck to his forehead, pupils blown wide and fixated on your pussy.
"jay-"
"i know, pretty, me too."
without thinking you fall forwards, lips crashing into his. he gasps, hands moving from your hips to your waist to pull you closer. it was barely considered kissing or making out, the two of you were practically devouring each other alive. tongues clashed in fight for dominance, both of you too stubborn to back down and admit defeat.
two more thrusts and you feel the warmth in your stomach drop, thighs clenching and pussy swallowing his cock. white coats your vision and you go limb as you feel jay stiffen up underneath you, a mix of groans and whines filling your ears.
you feel his heart beating through his chest, messy rhythm matching yours. two large hands find your waist as he starts dragging his fingertip up and down your sides, involuntarily tickling you.
"you're so fucking cute." he mumbles sleepily as you try and doge his touch.
your eyes meet his, heart stuttering at his fixated gaze on you.
"you're not too bad yourself i guess," and he laughs, hips bucking up, cock still burrowed deep inside you, nudging your sweet spot for a second.
involuntary you squeak in surprise, slapping his chest lightly and squeezing his cock with your walls in response. he moans back, wide smile spreading on his face.
"feisty girl you are." he beams, connecting your lips with his. this time it's not as fiery, no clashing of teeth and messy tongues. no, it was gentle and deliberate.
lips still connected, you rolled you on your side, cock slipping out of you and you gasp at the emptiness. you gasp instantly swallowed by him he deepened the kiss, one hand leaving your waist to softly cup your cheek.
"you still standing with the answer you gave earlier?" he whispers against your lips and you hum.
"nu-uh," he pulls back and you whine, "use your words."
you squint at him, "don't you use my words against me, park."
at that he only laughs, pressing a few kisses on your cheeks. "forgive me, but i can't have you thinking i'll let you be in control all the time."
"oh please," you scoff, "you were literally begging for me a few minutes ago."
"and i'll do it again, but next i'll have you begging baby."
he smiles and for a moment you forgot how you hadn't been charmed by him the moment you saw him.
"let's see if you're not all talk then, birthday boy. make a wish."
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⌗ in which . . . you and park jongseong, engaged by an arrangement, lose all restraint in one jealous penthouse night
流星 ໑ . . fiancé!jay x fem!reader
⌗ includes . . . smut (18+), possessive partner, arranged engagement, vulgar language, oral sex (f. receiving), multiple orgasms, so much overstimulation, jay is aggressive as shit, degradation & praise mix, creampie, shit ton of filthy talk, exhibitionism, unprotected sex (don’t), just a lot of filthy things in general, please don’t imprison me 💔 ➜ mdni ! or do.. it's up to you ♡ purely a work of fiction, none of this is real | wc 5.9k
♪ el’s bubble: man, i miss jay ya’ll i dug real hard into my saved documents to find this beast from back in december (this was made because i was stuck in an airport and i was feeling FREAKY 😛 i just remember making this incredibly freaky.. like multiple rounds type shit.. & i had to time out and stuff because what the hell was this 🥀 yes, even president el spiraled over the filthiness of this ! I’M A CHANGED & LESS FREAKED OUT EL NOW, OKAY ☹️) so, yes, this is five months old. i was incredibly obsessed with this song too so there’s that . . gotta keep pushing even though i’m lowkenuinely going insane over the mafialeader!riki fic 💪 not proofread, enjoy — likes, reblogs, and feedbacks are deeply appreciated on here ♡ requests are always open if you want to see me write something specific ۫ ׅ
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The night begins in a polished silence that feels heavier than conversation.
It's the kind that follows a public dinner where everything was perfectly performed but nothing felt real, and in the private elevator ride upward, you and Jay stand side by side without touching, yet hyper-aware of each other's presence in a way that makes even the smallest movement feel loaded with things neither of you are saying.
You don't look at him.
You don't need to.
You can feel the restrained energy radiating off him, the way he's holding himself with that infuriating composure that makes everyone else look slightly unsure of themselves.
The elevator's soft lighting catches the sharp line of his jaw, the fitted polo shirt that hugs his broad shoulders and chest in a way that should be illegal at a formal event.
You've spent too long pretending you don't notice these things, the way he fills a room without trying, the calm authority in his posture, how unfairly put-together he looks even now in private.
But tonight it's way, way, way worse.
Tonight you keep catching the small things you're not supposed to care about.
The way he looked across the table when someone else made you laugh.
The controlled silence he kept instead of reacting.
The fact that he never asks questions he doesn't already know the answer to.
Worse than anything else is the realization you refuse to say out loud, that you don't just see him clearly, you always have.
Even when you were supposed to be treating him like a contract, not a weakness.
The dinner replays in your mind on a loop.
The rival heir, some visiting businessman's son with a silver tongue and wandering eyes, had spent the entire evening making his intentions so damn clear.
He'd leaned too close when he spoke to you, laughed too loudly at your quiet responses, let his gaze drag over you like he had every right to look.
His hand had found your arm at one point, fingers lingering on your bare skin, and you'd felt Jay's attention sharpen from across the table.
Though he hadn't said a word, he had just watched you both, composed as marble.
It stung more than anger would have.
When the elevator doors open to the penthouse, the space is vast, expensive, and quiet in a way that should feel comforting but instead feels isolating.
Floor-to-ceiling windows display the glittering sprawl of the city below, but neither of you pauses to admire it.
You move through the room separately, shedding the weight of public appearances without acknowledging how tense the air between you has become.
You head toward the walk-in closet without a word, a room so large it feels like its own world, and begin removing your jewelry slowly, methodically.
The diamond earrings first, then the bracelet, each piece placed with deliberate care on the velvet tray.
Your fingers find the clasp of your necklace, but the angle is awkward, and you abandon it in favor of working on the pins in your hair.
It's something to do with your hands.
Something to ground you while your thoughts stay tangled on the dinner, on the way Jay barely reacted, on everything he didn't say.
You're so lost in your own head that you don't hear him approach.
He enters without announcing himself, stopping just inside the doorway rather than fully stepping in.
The silence stretches.
For a moment there's only the sound of fabric shifting and the distant hum of the city filtering through glass walls.
You don't turn around.
"Jay, can you help me with the zipper?"
It comes out casually.
Almost way too casually, like you're trying to ignore how aware you are of him standing there.
How the temperature in the room seems to have risen ten degrees just from his proximity.
He approaches in silence.
You feel him before you see him, the warmth of his body, the subtle shift of air as he moves closer.
His hands are steady when they reach for the zipper at the back of your dress, but there's a pause before he touches you that feels like hesitation he doesn't allow himself to name.
Then the zipper begins to move.
He takes his time.
Slowly, with deliberate patience that feels almost like punishment.
The metal teeth give way one by one, exposing the smooth skin of your back inch by inch, and you can feel his gaze following the progress like a physical touch.
You exhale in frustration.
"Damn it, Jay, speed it up."
Your voice is sharper than you intended.
Behind you, Jay goes entirely still.
"This isn't part of the agreement people think exists between us."
His voice is calm and controlled.
But you can tell that there's something underneath it, something dark and tightly leashed.
You turn your head slightly, just enough to catch his profile in your peripheral vision.
"Neither is the way you keep acting like you're unaffected when you clearly notice everything."
That makes him pause.
The zipper stops halfway down your back.
"Excuse me?"
You turn more fully now, and there's something dangerous in the way his dark eyes meet yours.
You've spent too many nights biting your tongue, too many public events swallowing the words that want to spill out.
Tonight, something in you snaps.
"You deadass just sat there all evening, watching that guy come close to me. You didn’t even bother saying a fucking word at all while he—" You cut yourself off, jaw tightening.
"While he what?" Jay's voice drops lower. "While he looked at you like you belonged to him? While he touched your arm and made you smile? While he spent the entire dinner trying to fuck you with his eyes?"
The crudeness in his tone catches you off guard.
He never speaks like this, never lets the polished veneer slip enough to show the raw hunger underneath.
"Please, just look at your pathetic self," you say quietly, almost to yourself. "You're shaking."
He is.
Just barely, a fine tremor in his hands that he's trying to hide.
"God, it eats me alive."
The confession comes out in a low, controlled voice that cracks at the edges.
"Watching someone else look at you tonight. Having to sit there pretending it didn't matter. Pretending I don't—" He stops himself, jaw clenching so hard you swear you can see the muscle jump.
You should step away.
You should remind him of all the practical reasons this arrangement exists, all the boundaries you've carefully maintained.
Instead, you hear yourself saying:
"Our arrangement was built on exactly that kind of emotional distance."
The words come out pointed, almost cruel.
You're pushing him.
You know damn well you're pushing him.
"Is jealousy really the first thing you've decided to break the rules over?"
Something shifts in his expression.
The mask slips, just for a moment, and beneath it you see something raw and unguarded desperation, maybe.
Want.
Hunger that's been starved for too long.
"It's not just jealousy."
He steps closer.
Close enough that you can feel the heat radiating off his chest, close enough that his breath ghosts across your temple.
"It's the fact that I can't tell anymore where the performance ends and what I actually feel begins."
The words hang between you.
Your heart pounds against your ribs so hard you're certain he can hear it.
This is the closest either of you has ever come to saying it, the thing that's been building for months in loaded glances and accidentally tender moments and nights spent lying awake thinking about the person sleeping in the next room.
Then he reaches for you.
His hand cups your cheek, gentle despite the tension radiating through every line of his body.
His thumb traces the line of your jaw, and his eyes search your face like he's looking for permission, for rejection, for anything that might stop him from doing what he's about to do.
You don't stop him.
He leans in and kisses you.
It starts soft — almost tentative, a question more than a demand.
Then, without warning, you make a sound against his mouth, something small and involuntary, and whatever restraint he had left shatters completely.
His other hand slides into your hair, tilting your head back to deepen the kiss.
The zipper, still halfway down, becomes irrelevant as his hands find your waist, your hips, pulling you against him with an urgency that makes your knees weak.
You feel the hard planes of his chest, the strength in his arms as he holds you, and something hot and demanding pools low in your abdomen.
"Tell me to stop," he murmurs against your lips. "Tell me this is just… tell me you don't want this, and I'll walk away. I'll never bring it up again."
You don't tell him to stop.
Because who are you to tell him to stop?
Instead, you reach for the hem of his polo shirt, pulling it up and over his head in one smooth motion.
The fabric falls to the floor, forgotten, and for a moment you just look at him.
The defined muscles of his chest and abdomen, the way the low light plays across his skin, the steady rise and fall of his breathing.
"You're staring."
"I'm just appreciating." Your voice is dry, but there's no hiding the way your gaze keeps dropping. "Don't pretend you don't know what you look like."
Something like a smile tugs at the corner of his mouth.
Then his hands are on you again, sliding the dress off your shoulders, letting it pool at your feet in a whisper of expensive fabric.
You stand before him in a pair of silk shorts, a bra, and underwear, suddenly aware of how exposed you are, how hungry his eyes look as they travel over you.
"Beautiful," he breathes. "You have no idea how long I've wanted to do this. How long I’ve thought about when this would finally come. About—"
He doesn't finish the sentence.
Instead, he pulls you into another kiss, this one deeper, more demanding.
His hands find the waistband of your shorts and tug them down without hesitation, leaving you in just your undergarments.
The cool air hits your heated skin, but you barely notice because he's looking at you like you're an oasis in the middle of a dessert.
You can see the effect this is having on him.
The prominent outline of his erection pressing against his tailored pants, straining against the fabric.
The way his chest rises and falls more quickly now.
The dark intensity in his eyes that makes you feel both powerful and completely at his mercy.
"Jay." His name comes out as a whisper. "Fuck, just… touch me already, please."
He doesn't need to be asked twice.
His hands slide up your sides, thumbs tracing the curve of your breasts through the thin fabric of your bra.
Your head falls back as he explores, learning the map of your body with agonizing thoroughness.
When he finally unclasps the bra and lets it fall, the sound you make is embarrassingly needy, a soft, desperate whimper that you can't hold back.
"Already making sounds for me?" His voice is rough, pleased. "And I've barely even touched you yet."
"I'm not—" You try to protest, but his hand slides lower, fingers slipping beneath the waistband of your underwear, and whatever you were going to say dissolves into a gasp.
"Oh, you're not what? Not wet? Because I can feel how soaked you are through these panties." He presses his palm against you, and your hips jerk involuntarily. "Feel that? That's all for me, because of me."
Your usual silence is crumbling.
Every brush of his fingers, every press of his palms against your heated skin, pulls another sound from your throat, louder than the last.
For someone who's spent the entire relationship holding your tongue, keeping your thoughts locked away, you're making an awful lot of noise now.
And he notices.
Of course he does.
"You're so vocal tonight." His voice is ragged, thick with desire. "I've never heard you make these sounds before. The quiet, composed woman I'm engaged to, the one who barely says two words at dinner, look at you now. Whimpering for me like I’m all that matters."
"I hate you," you manage, but it comes out breathless and unconvincing.
"No, you don't." He presses a finger inside you, and your knees buckle. "You love this. You love, love, love that I can make you fall apart like this. Damn it, just admit it already, won’t you.”
"I—"
"Admit it."
"Fuck, yes." The word tears out of you, louder than you intended. "Yes, I love it. I love your hands on me so, so much. I've thought about this—about you, god—"
He groans against your neck, the sound vibrating through your whole body. "Tell me. Tell me what you've thought about."
"Your mouth." You're past embarrassment now, past holding back. "Your hands. Shit, how you'd feel inside me. How you'd sound when you lose control, things like that."
"Fuck." He pulls his hand away, and you nearly sob at the loss. "I need to taste you right now, pretty ."
He turns you around, walking you backward until your knees hit the edge of the bed.
You fall onto the plush mattress, and he follows you down, settling his weight over you.
For a moment he just looks at you, hair fanned across the pillows, chest heaving, eyes dark with want.
"Tell me what you want," he says. "I’ll hear you out… I need to hear you say it, use your words for me, pretty."
You reach up, palms flat against his chest, feeling the rapid beat of his heart beneath your fingers.
"You, god, it’s you, Jay. I want you, all of you, actually. Your mouth, your fingers, your cock—I want everything."
He exhales shakily.
Then he's kissing down your body, lips trailing fire across your collarbone, your sternum, the soft skin of your stomach.
When he hooks his fingers into your underwear and pulls it off, you're completely bare beneath him.
"Spread your legs for me, gorgeous."
The command makes heat flood through you.
You obey, and he settles between your thighs, breath warm against your most sensitive skin.
Then his mouth is on you, and you genuinely forgot how to keep your mouth shut.
A loud, broken moan tears from your throat.
Your back arches off the bed as his tongue works against you, slow, deliberate strokes that make your thighs tremble.
He finds the spots that make you gasp, the pressure that makes your hands fist in the sheets, and he exploits every single one.
"Jay—oh god—oh fuck—"
"That's it." The vibration of his voice against you makes you jerk. "Let me hear you. I want the whole building to know who's making you feel this good."
Your usual silence shatters completely.
Moans and gasps and desperate cries spill from your lips without permission, each one louder than the last.
You can't control it, can't hold back, not when he's doing that with his tongue, not when his hands are gripping your thighs to hold you open for him.
"More, please, please, fuck—don't stop—"
He hums against you, and the pleasure spikes. Your hips roll against his face without your permission, chasing the sensation, and he lets you.
Encourages it, even.
His hands slide under your ass to tilt you closer to his mouth.
"You taste so fucking good," he growls against your flesh. "I could do this for hours, gorgeous. Eat this pretty pussy until you can't think, can't speak, can't do anything but come on my tongue."
The filthy words send a jolt through you.
You've never heard him talk like this, never imagined the composed, controlled man you're engaged to had this side to him.
"You're close, aren't you?" He sucks on your clit, and you scream. "I can feel it. You're shaking. Come for me. Come on my face."
"Jay—Jay—I'm—"
The orgasm crashes through you without warning.
Your whole body seizes, back bowing off the bed as pleasure whites out your vision.
You hear yourself screaming his name, but it sounds distant, muffled by the roaring in your ears.
He works you through it, tongue never stopping, drawing out every last aftershock until you're twitching and oversensitive.
When he finally pulls back, you're trembling and breathless.
He rises over you again, lips glistening with your arousal, and you can see how much this has affected him, the heavy-lidded desire in his eyes, the way his body is straining toward yours.
"I want to be inside you," he growls. "Now, literally now. I can't fucking wait anymore."
He reaches for his pants, undoing them with shaking hands and shoving them down his thighs.
His boxers follow, and then he's naked before you, and you have a moment to appreciate the body he's been hiding under all those perfectly fitted polo shirts.
He's gorgeous.
Lean muscle and defined lines and hard, flushed cock jutting from a nest of dark hair.
Thick.
The tip glistening with precum.
He catches you staring and smirks. "See something you like?"
"Stop fishing for compliments and just fuck me already."
A surprised laugh escapes him, the first genuine sound you've heard from him all night.
Then he's climbing over you, positioning himself at your entrance, and the laughter fades into something much more intense.
"Tell me if you need me to stop."
You nod.
He pushes forward, slowly, letting your body adjust to the stretch.
The sensation is overwhelming, the fullness, the intimacy of being connected like this after months of careful distance.
"Fuck—you're so tight, so sexy." His voice is strained. "So wet, so fucking wet. You're dripping around me."
"Move. Please. I need you to move."
He obeys.
Slow at first, deep strokes that make you gasp with each thrust.
His forehead rests against yours, breath mingling, eyes locked on your face like he's memorizing every reaction.
"You feel incredible." He groans, hips rolling. "Better than I could’ve ever imagined, and I imagined this a lot, baby. Every night. Fucking my fist thinking about you."
"Jay—"
"I'd think about your face when you come. The sounds you'd make. Now… shit—here you are, underneath me, taking my cock so well."
His words make you clench around him, and he hisses.
You're being vocal again, gasps and moans and cries that fill the room, each sound spilling out without your permission.
"You like that? You like hearing how much I want you?" He thrusts deeper, hitting a spot that makes you cry out. "You like knowing that your fake fiancé has been obsessing over you? That I've been desperate to get my hands on you?"
"Yes—yes—fuck, more—harder—"
"Harder?" He obeys, snapping his hips faster. "Like this? You want me to ruin you?"
"Yes! God, yes, ruin me—please—"
His pace increases.
You're being so loud now, louder than you've ever been during sex, louder than you thought possible.
Each thrust punches another sound out of you, and the more noise you make, the faster he goes.
"That's it. Scream for me. Let me hear you." His voice is ragged, barely controlled. "The neighbors are going to know exactly who's making you feel this good. They're going to hear you screaming my name and know that you're mine."
He shifts your leg higher over his hip, changing the angle, and suddenly he's hitting that spot with every thrust.
The pleasure is overwhelming, building inside you like a wave about to break.
"You're going to come for me again, aren't you? I can feel you squeezing me. You're so, so close."
"Yes—so close—please—"
"Fuck, come—come on my cock. Let me feel you."
The orgasm tears through you, even more intense than the first.
You scream his name, back arching, nails raking down his back hard enough to leave marks.
He groans above you, hips stuttering as your walls clench around him, but he doesn't stop.
He fucks you through it, maintaining the pace, drawing out your pleasure until you're trembling and overstimulated.
"One more," he growls. "Give me one more."
"I can't—too much—"
"You can, you will. For me—just for me."
He pulls out suddenly, and you whimper at the loss.
But then he's flipping you over, pulling your hips up until you're on your hands and knees, face pressed into the pillow.
"This position." His hands smooth over your ass, squeezing. "I've thought about this. Having you like this. Face down, ass up, completely at my mercy."
He pushes back inside in one smooth thrust, and you moan into the pillow.
"No." He tangles a hand in your hair, pulling your head back. "I want to hear you, pretty. Don't muffle those lovely sounds."
He starts moving, harder now, the sound of skin slapping against skin filling the room.
You're loud again, cries and moans and desperate sounds that echo off the walls.
"You take me so deep like this." His grip tightens in your hair. "Feel that? Feel how deep I am? I'm hitting spots you didn't even know existed."
"Yes—yes—so deep—fuck—"
"This is what you do to me." His hips snap forward, relentless. "You drive me insane. Walking around this penthouse in those tiny ass shorts. Cooking dinner with that concentrated look on your face. Making me want you when I'm supposed to be pretending I don't."
"Jay—"
"I've jerked off to the thought of you more times than I can count. Thought about bending you over every surface in this apartment. About making you scream so loud the whole city knows you belong to me."
His words are pushing you toward another peak.
You're so loud now, practically screaming with each thrust, and every sound you make seems to drive him faster.
"I love hearing you." His voice is strained, desperate. "I love knowing I'm the one making you lose control. The quiet, composed woman everyone else sees—she doesn't exist when I'm inside you. It's just me. Just us."
"Harder—please—I'm going to—"
"Come for me, pretty. Come on my cock again. I want to feel you fall apart."
The third orgasm hits you like a freight train. You scream, body convulsing, and he groans behind you as your walls clench around him.
This time he doesn't hold back, his rhythm becomes erratic, hips pistoning faster, chasing his own release.
"I'm going to come," he growls. "Where do you want it? Inside? On your ass? Tell me—"
"Inside, please—fuck, Jay, I need to feel you—"
He thrusts deep one final time, burying himself to the hilt as he comes with a guttural groan.
You feel the pulse of his release, the heat flooding your insides, and it triggers one last small orgasm that makes you whimper.
He collapses beside you, both of you breathing hard, bodies slick with sweat.
For a long moment, there's only the sound of your ragged breathing and the distant hum of the city.
Then he laughs, low and exhausted and genuine.
"I had no idea you were that loud."
You bury your face in the pillow, suddenly self-conscious. "I've never—I'm not usually—"
"I'm not complaining." He pulls you against him, pressing a kiss to your temple. "It was the hottest thing I've ever experienced, seriously. Every sound you made just made me want you more."
You're quiet for a moment, tracing patterns on his chest.
"We should do this again," you murmur.
He snorts. "Give me ten minutes and we will."
"That's not what I—" You swat at his chest. "I meant—this. Us, you know… not pretending to hate each other's asses anymore."
His expression softens.
He tilts your chin up, making you meet his eyes.
"I don't want to pretend anymore either. I haven't wanted to for a long time."
"You could have said something."
"So could you."
Fair point.
He rolls onto his side, facing you, one hand propping up his head.
"I have a confession." His voice is lighter now, teasing. "When you said you wanted to 'do this again'—I was hoping you meant right now. I'm not done with you yet."
"Already? Most men need recovery time."
"I'm not most men." He grins, and there's something predatory in it. "And you haven't seen everything I want to do to you yet."
You raise an eyebrow. "Such as?"
"Ride me."
The command makes heat pool in your stomach again, despite your exhaustion.
"You want me on top?"
"I want to watch you. Want to see your face when you take what you need from me. Want to see how pretty you look bouncing on my dick."
"Wow, you’re so eloquent… you have a way with words."
"I have a lot of things." His hand slides down your side, gripping your hip. "And I plan to show you all of them before this night is over."
True to his word, he's hard again within minutes, helped along by your hand wrapping around him, stroking him to fullness while he groans and bit your shoulder.
"Get up here," he demands, pulling you on top of him. "Straddle me. Face me."
You position yourself over him, sinking down slowly.
The angle is different, deeper in some ways, shallower in others, and you have control for the first time in your whole life.
"Take what you want," he says, hands settling on your thighs. "Use me."
You start to move, experimenting with different rhythms and angles.
His eyes never leave your face, watching every expression, every flicker of pleasure.
"That's it. Just like that." His thumbs stroke over your hip bones. "You look so fucking good like this. Taking what you need. Using me for your pleasure."
"You feel—" You break off with a moan as you find the right angle. "So good, so, so, so fucking good. You fill me up so perfectly."
"Made for me." His hands slide up to cup your breasts, thumbs brushing over your nipples. "This pussy was made for my cock. We fit together perfectly like jigsaw puzzles.”
You're getting loud again, moans filling the room as you ride him faster.
He groans beneath you, hips lifting to meet each of your movements.
"That's it, baby. Ride me. Take what you need." He pinches your nipples, and you cry out. "You're so sexy when you're loud. I love hearing how good I make you feel."
"Jay, I'm—"
"Uh-uh, wait for me, gorgeous. I want to come with you this time."
You slow down, trying to hold back, and he growls his approval.
"Good girl. So good for me. You listen so well."
He sits up suddenly, wrapping an arm around your waist and pulling you flush against his chest.
The new angle presses your clit against his pelvis with every movement, and you keen at the sensation.
"I want to feel you fall apart around me while I come inside you." His voice is rough against your ear. "Can you do that for me? Can you come with me?"
"Yes—yes—please—"
"Good. Now."
He thrusts up into you hard, and you both shatter at the same time.
You scream his name as pleasure crashes through you, feeling him pulse inside you, filling you up again.
He groans against your neck, teeth grazing your shoulder, hands tight enough on your hips to bruise.
When it's over, you collapse against his chest, completely spent.
"Round three in five minutes," he murmurs against your hair.
You laugh—weak and exhausted but genuine. "You're going to kill me."
"What a way to go."
But he's not joking.
True to his word, he's hard again within minutes, his stamina is inhuman, and you're beginning to wonder if you've created a monster.
What kind of shit has this guy been pulling off in the gym to achieve so much?
"Turn around," he says, hands guiding your hips. "I want you facing the other way. I want to watch that pretty ass bounce on my cock."
You hesitate. "You want—"
"Now." His voice leaves no room for argument. "I want to see you from behind while you ride me. I want to watch my cock disappear inside you."
Heat floods through you at his words.
You've never been particularly adventurous in bed before, mostly because you've never had a partner who made you want to be.
But Jay is looking at you like you're a feast he's been starved for, and you find yourself turning around, positioning yourself over him with your back to his chest.
"That's it." His hands smooth over your ass, kneading the flesh. "God, look at you. So eager. So desperate for my cock."
You sink down onto him slowly, and the new angle makes you gasp.
He fills you differently like this, deeper in some ways, the pressure concentrated against your front wall.
"Fuck—you feel even bigger like this—"
"I am bigger." He grips your hips, helping you find a rhythm. "And you're going to take all of me. Every. Single. Inch."
You start to move, lifting yourself up and sliding back down.
The sensation is overwhelming, the way he stretches you, the way his hands feel on your ass, the knowledge that he's watching himself disappear inside you.
"That's it. Ride me. Show me how much you want it."
"I do—I want it—want you—"
"Then take it harder. Faster. Fuck yourself on my cock like you mean it."
You obey, moving faster, grinding down with each stroke.
You're loud again, moans and gasps and desperate little cries that fill the room.
True to form, the louder you get, the more responsive he becomes.
"Yes—yes—oh god—right there—"
"Right there?" He thrusts up to meet you, hitting that spot perfectly. "Like this? You want me to keep hitting that spot while you scream for me?"
"Yes! Please—don't stop—harder—"
"Harder?" His grip tightens on your hips, and he starts fucking up into you with purpose. "You want me to ruin this pussy? Make it so no one else will ever feel right inside you?"
You're screaming now, completely beyond controlling the sounds coming out of your mouth.
Every thrust punches another cry from your throat, and you can hear how wet you are, the obscene sounds of your bodies meeting echoing through the room.
"Jay—Jay—I'm—oh fuck—I'm going to—"
"Not yet." He stills your hips, and you whimper. "You don't come until I say. You understand? You hold it."
"I can't—it's too much—please—"
"You can. And you will." He starts moving again, slower this time, torturously slow. "I want to feel you clench around me when I tell you to come. I want you begging for it."
"Please—please, fuck, just let me—"
"Tell me you're mine first."
"I'm yours—I'm yours—only yours—"
"Say it louder."
"I’m yours! Jay, I'm yours—please—please let me come—"
"Good girl. Now come for me. Come all over my cock."
The orgasm crashes through you like a tsunami.
You scream, actually scream, back arching, body shaking as wave after wave of pleasure tears through you.
He moans beneath you, and you feel him pulsing inside, filling you up again as he follows you over the edge.
You collapse forward, barely catching yourself on your hands, breathing ragged and uneven.
He's still inside you, still half-hard, and when he shifts, you whimper from the oversensitivity.
"One more," he growls. "I know you have one more in you."
"Jay, I literally cannot—I can't feel my legs—I… what the fuck are you even made out of?"
"I'll do the work then." He maneuvers you onto your stomach, pulling your hips up so your ass is in the air. "You just lie there and take it. Let me use you."
"Use me?"
"Did I stutter?" He runs a hand down your spine, making you shiver. "I've been fantasizing about you for months. Years, maybe. And now that I have you, I'm going to take everything you'll give me."
He enters you from behind again, this time with your face pressed into the mattress, your hips propped up on a pillow.
The position is sinful, animalistic, and you feel so deliciously full.
"This is my favorite position," he admits, voice strained. "Having you like this. Face down, ass up. Unable to do anything but take what I give you."
"Then give it to me." Your voice is muffled by the sheets. "Give me everything."
He starts moving, slow, deep strokes that make your toes curl.
The sounds you're making are embarrassing now, whimpers and moans and desperate little cries that you can't control.
"You're so loud tonight." He groans, thrusting deeper. "I love it. I love hearing how good I make you feel. The woman who barely speaks at dinner being reduced to this. Screaming my name. Begging for my cock."
"More—please—more—"
"More?" He snaps his hips forward, and you yelp. "Like this? You want me to fuck you harder?"
"Yes! Harder—faster—please—"
He obeys.
His pace increases, and you're being fucked into the mattress so hard the headboard is hitting the wall.
Each thrust is punctuated by a slap of skin against skin and a desperate sound from your throat.
"This what you wanted?" He grunts. "Wanted me to use this pretty pussy? Wanted to be ruined?"
"Yes—yes—ruin me—please—"
"You're close again, aren't you? I can feel you tightening around me. You're going to come on my cock again like a good girl."
"I can't—I've already—"
"You can. You will. And you're going to scream my name when you do."
His hand snakes around to your front, fingers finding your clit, and you sob at the dual sensation.
He's thrusting into you and rubbing circles on your most sensitive spot, and it's too much, it's everything.
"Come for me. Now."
Your final orgasm rips through you with an intensity that makes your vision go white.
You scream his name, scream it like a prayer, like a plea, like the only word you know, and you feel him follow you over the edge with a guttural groan.
He collapses on top of you, both of you shaking, sweat-slicked and thoroughly spent.
For a long moment, there's nothing but the sound of your ragged breathing and the pounding of your hearts.
Later, much later, you're both tangled in silk sheets, bodies exhausted and satisfied.
You've lost count of how many times he's made you come, how many positions he's bent you into, how many filthy things he's whispered in your ear.
"You know," you say, voice hoarse from screaming, "I always thought you were the composed, controlled type."
He chuckles, pressing a kiss to your shoulder. "I was. Until you."
"Me? I didn't do anything."
"You exist." His arm tightens around your waist. "You walk around this apartment looking like that. You cook meals in those tiny shorts. You bite your lip when you're concentrating. You exist, and it drives me insane."
You're quiet for a moment, processing this.
"I've been pretending too," you admit softly. "Pretending I didn't notice you. Pretending the arrangement didn't feel like anything."
"And now?"
"Now I don't want to pretend anymore."
He smiles against your skin, genuine and warm.
"Good, I have no intention of letting you go."
"Possessive."
"You love it."
You consider protesting, but then again, he's not wrong.
"Maybe a little."
"Good answer." He shifts, pulling you closer. "Sleep now. I have plans for you in the morning."
"More? What the fuck?"
"Many, many more."
You drift off with his arm around your waist and his breath warm against your shoulder, thinking maybe the arrangement was always going to lead here.
Maybe there was never a version of this story where you remained indifferent to each other.
AKA━━━━⊱ you ask jay to fuck you hard and he does; while he records for his friends, of course.
pt. i of THRILL [pt. ii | pt. iii | pt, iv]
pairing | jay × reader
genre: smut | wc: 3.7k | content: smut, unprotected sex (p in v; wrap it before you tap it), fingering, brief oral (f receiving), spanking, pussy slapping, rough sex, consensual recording of sex, doggy style, hair pulling, cervix kissing, lowkey cock shaming? (i just be writing anything), squirting, jay cum's on the readers ass, brief use of daddy, mentions of other partners, aftercare mentioned
mcwilla.log: merry christmas..? i've been on a writing kick so this may or may not be my last post until the holidays - we'll see. thank you so much for the love on my last fic, it genuinely warms my heart more than you all know. next fic will either be the ni-ki req or the start of a heeseung miniseries (teehee). likes, reblogs, and comments appreciated; as always, thank you for supporting my work!
The sweat pooled between your back and Jay’s chest would’ve been disgusting in any instance other than this one. With both of your clothes discarded somewhere on the floor and his chest pressed flush against your back, you, quite frankly, didn’t give a flying fuck about anything else.
Jay hovered over you; his arms parallel to your face as he fiddled with his phone on the windowsill. You just sat there, patient as ever and admiring your boyfriend on the camera. You tried to sit still, but, fuck it, you were horny. Goddamn that gorgeous man.
This was almost routine at this point—Jay recording you. He was protective and easily provoked with fits of jealousy, so it was contradictory. Wouldn’t someone so hellbent on making sure everyone knew you were his want to keep your sex life a secret? Well, sure, in a sense. It wasn’t like he was posting these videos for the world—not at all. He was just sending them to his groupchat, obviously.
You couldn’t remember the first time this happened, but for some reason, it didn’t bother you. You weren’t stupid. You noticed Heeseung’s wandering eyes that always landed on your chest, you weren’t oblivious when it came to Sunghoon trying to show off his gym progress, and there was no way Jake wasn’t even a little bit conscious when he’d drape his body over your own at the bar. But the weirdest part? Jay never cared.
Your boyfriend would’ve pulled you possessively close and thrown a mean look over his shoulder had it been anyone other than his friends acting like this. You’d thought about it a lot—what the difference was in response, and you finally came up with your conclusion.
Jay got off on it.
Jay simply loved knowing his friends were so enamored with you that they probably jerked off to your Instagram account. He loved knowing he was the one that got to fuck you—not them; loved knowing that he was the one splitting you open on his cock, he was the one tasting your delicious pussy, he was the one making you cum and cry and beg for more.
And yeah, his friends talked about it. His friends mentioned how hot you were, cornered Jay into giving them details about the sex, everything. Quick comments of, “How tight is she,” and even, “How does she look when she cums—fuck, I bet she sounds so hot.” And you knew, though you pretended you didn’t.
So, when one night of disgustingly passionate sex after a night out with Jake and Heeseung eyefucking you was coming to an end, Jay asked if he could record. You said yes, he pressed the button, and after five minutes of slow, sensual strokes, you came around Jay with a loud cry and soft whimpers to accompany your clenches.
“I’m sending this to the guys,” he said as you two started drifting off.
You just laughed in response and said “Do it, I wanna see what they say.”
And after that night, it became routine. Jay didn’t always record the two of you, maybe once every few months. But the knowledge that the camera was on and his friends would be watching turned him on more than he’d like to admit. Jay liked to rub it in their faces. He liked to say I’m the one who gets to fuck her pussy, not you without actually saying it.
Tonight was different; tonight had a purpose.
“Fuck,” you felt his muscles flex beneath you. You reached up and grabbed Jay’s bicep, a soft moan slipping past your lips; you were getting impatient. “I don’t like the angle, it’s pissing me off.”
Jay grabbed the phone from the windowsill and put it in your hands. He adjusted your arms, making sure your face and chest were visible. The only part of himself on camera was his chest and shoulders, but he got cut off at the neck. Jay pressed a few kisses on your neck, wet and open mouthed, as his hands found themselves on your waist. He stroked your skin, soft and lovingly before giving it a quick squeeze.
“Wanna press record for me, baby?” He murmured into your neck. You nodded, hands shaking as your fingers found the red button on his phone. Jay’s hands splayed themselves over your stomach, the tips of his fingers dangerously close to your pussy. You were wet—so wet—with anticipation that the mere suggestion of Jay touching you made you impossibly wetter.
“They can’t see you,” you breathed out.
Jay chuckled. His fingers found your clit as they rubbed soft circles onto the bud. Your back arched up off his chest and a moan fell from your kiss-swollen lips. “It’s okay—they know who’s fucking you.”
Jay continued touching you, and you just stared into the camera. You made pouty faces and gave it soft winks and smiles as though you were testing out angles for a selfie or admiring your fresh makeup. Every now and again, when Jay would rub your clit just right, your mouth would fall open or your face would twist with pleasure. You’d catch it on the screen, and a soft blush would rest across your cheeks with a shy smile across your lips.
“Tell them what’s happening,” Jay whispered. His fingers picked up the pace; you internally cursed him because you knew he did it on purpose—knew he wanted to hear your voice quiver and shake while you addressed his friends.
“Uhm,” you began, a shy giggle slipping past you as you moaned. “Wha,” you squeezed your eyes shut, “Whad’you want me to tell them?”
“What you told me,” Jay’s voice was low and sensual. You could hear him fine, but the video only picked it up in the distance, although the viewer could hear him clearly. “What you want me to do.”
Heat rises to your cheeks at his words. Right. That. “Oh,” you bite your lip as Jay picks up his pace again before quickly slowing down. His fingers move along your swollen bud slowly now, large circles that make you shake with want. “I told Jay that,” you hesitate a bit, staring at yourself on the screen with big eyes.
Jay comes into view now, hooking his chin over your shoulder. He admires the two of you on screen and a sly smirk paints his sharp features. Jay licks his lips and chuckles before he latches onto your neck. He nips and sucks your skin, making you jump each time he makes contact with a new area. “C’mon, use your words,” he says, “Tell ‘em what you told me—don’t get shy now.”
You swallow thickly before nodding. “I kinda want him to be,” you hesitate again, your voice growing smaller. “Like, rough with me.”
“Like what?”
A whine slips past you as you purse your lips into a pout. Of course, he’s doing this. Jay likes to act all macho when the camera’s on, likes to humiliate you because he knows it’s what his friends get off to.
“Like, slap me a bit, be a lil’ rough—not too much, though! I don’t wanna hurt.”
“Y’know I won’t hurt you, baby.”
You nod again. Your lip is between your teeth once more and you will yourself to keep talking. “Fuck me harder than usual—y’know? I jus’ kinda wonder what it feels like.”
“Yeah,” he’s talking to the camera now, “Figured I’d show you boys what it’s like to throw her around.” A wicked smirk takes over him once more as he removes himself from your neck and focuses on the camera. Jay grabs the phone from you and puts it on the windowsill. He fiddles with it again, obviously unhappy with the angle. Jay clicks his tongue, ultimately deciding it’ll do.
The camera shows more now. It shows your completely naked body and how you’re sitting on the bed, back against Jay’s chest and legs open for them to see you dripping. The angle also shows Jay’s fingers back on your pussy. They rub slow circles on your clit once more, and with your hands free you take the opportunity to grab onto Jay’s biceps. Your eyes are screwed shut, mouth hung open as soft pants slip out. Jay kisses your shoulder once, twice, before he removes his hands and brings them to your waist.
Jay scooches back from you and hooks his arms under your armpits. He hoists you up until you’re sitting on your knees before he places his hand on the small of your back. “Bend over for me,” he commands, and of course, you comply.
You let Jay’s hand guide you down - face first into the sheets. Your cheek is pressed into the cloth when you feel Jay grab your hands. He binds the two with the fingers of just one of his hands while the other lands a sharp smack across your ass. Immediately, you feel the sting from his hand, yet you still moan. The sound surprises you, but not Jay. No, Jay expected you to like it—he knows you too well.
He holds your wrists behind your back and soothes the red print with his hand. Your thighs clench together, and he notices.
“C’mon, don’t hide from me,” he coos. Your pussy oozes arousal and you feel Jay drag his finger up your slit. Your hips move on their own, pushing back towards him for some kind of relief. Jay clicks his tongue, gathering the wetness onto his fingers before pulling away.
He leans towards the camera and spreads his fingers apart. The scene is grotesque; your slick strings together as his fingers spread, wetness visibly dripping down their slender form all for the phone to see. Jay makes eye contact with the camera, smirking while he brings his fingers into his mouth. The man laps at them—starved. He moans and sighs in pleasure, eyes screwed shut as he relishes in your taste.
He pulls away, examining your position. Jay leans forward, licks a thick stripe up your pussy, and lands another sharp slap, this time on your pussy. You twitch and cry out, tears prickling into your eyes.
Jay chuckles before shoving two of his fingers inside of you—rough and unapologetic with no warning. He pumps his digits in and out, in and out, at a brutal pace. There’s no intention of slowing down or showing you any signs of mercy. The squelchy sounds of your pussy are obscene—the sound bouncing off the walls all around the two of you.
“Yeah, look at that—fuck. You’re sucking them in, baby,” Jay leans forward and kisses your pussy, lips attaching to your clit as he suckles the swollen bud. Your whines join the rest of the absurd sounds, putting on a show for the camera.
Jay curls his fingers perfectly, right at the spot he knows drives you mad. You let out a particularly loud moan, and that seemed to be Jay’s cue. He picks up the pace, slamming his fingers in and out of you, abusing the spongy spot inside of your pussy. The palm of his hand smacks against your ass with every thrust, the sound of skin on skin now loud and obscene.
You clench around him, the whines of his name now accompanied with soft pants. Jay knows you’re getting close, and so without a second thought, he pulls his fingers away. Whimpers fall from your lips, tears coming to your eyes once more at the loss of contact.
“Jay,” you cry.
Jay coos at you, sucking his fingers into his mouth and licking them clean. He chuckles at you, almost mocking your state. “It’s okay, baby. Ion’ want you to cum too fast.”
You whine again, pushing your ass back in hopes he’ll give you something. Jay responds to your action with a smack, his hand rubbing the red skin as he presses a kiss to it. Jay cups himself through his boxers, palming his erection as he lets out a groan of relief. His cock is already hard and leaking precum, a wet patch on the front of his underwear signaling he can’t wait much longer.
He pulls his cock out, pumping himself as he stares at your position. Your hole clenches around nothing, oozing arousal. Jay screws his eyes shut, mouth hung open as he fucks himself with his hand.
“Oh, fuck,” he hisses when he ceases his motions. Jay scoots closer to you, lining his tip with your hole. You whine at the sudden contact, pushing back against him in hopes of getting him inside you faster. Jay doesn’t think twice before spanking you again, this time not offering any comfort.
“Fuck, you guys are missing out,” he speaks to the camera, his smirk coming back. “Tip’s barely in and she’s already tight as fuck.” Jay pushes into you about two inches before settling. You’re tighter than ever. His chest rises and falls as he tries to steady his breathing, but fuck, you feel so good. It’s all overwhelming, even to him.
Jay settles his hands on your hips, snapping his hips forward as he buries another couple inches into you. You feel so full, and he’s still not even done. That’s what you love about your boyfriend’s dick - he’s so big that even half feels like you’re going to fucking die. He hardly ever uses his whole length, but when he does - it’s heaven.
You begin to rock back onto him, a silent signal that you’re ready for him to start. Jay clicks his tongue before letting out a sigh, “Patience, baby.”
You whine at his words, pouting against the sheets. Jay doesn’t wait long before giving you what you want, however. Quickly, he starts his thrusts. Rough and fast, not letting up. He brings your hips back to meet his thrusts, your whole body limp and pliable under his magnificent hands.
You’re being fucked like a stupid doll. Back and forth, back and forth, it doesn’t stop. The smacks that ring out through the room as your ass bounces off his pelvis are loud, but it only eggs him on. Jay hit the spot that makes you see stars, and you cry out louder than you have tonight.
Your hands find purchase in the sheets around you, desperately trying to anchor your body from the damn near abusing pace Jay has set. Soft breaths are punched out of you with every thrust; Jay’s own grunts and groans are raw and full of need.
Jay slows his movements down when he fists a handful of your hair. He pulls on it and drags your body up; back flush against his chest as you’re pulled onto your knees. You stare at yourself on camera; nose red and raw, eye makeup smudged with tears, drool collecting around the corners of your mouth. Jay keeps his hold on your hair with one hand and grabs your breast with his other, manhandling the mound of flesh.
“Look at them,” he says to you. You nod at him, eyes remaining focused on his phone. “Tell ‘em how you feel.”
Your lips quiver as you try to find your words, but you simply can’t. Your eyes drift down to your pussy visible on the screen - split open on Jay’s cock and dripping in an insane manner. Jay notices, removing his hand from your chest and bringing it to your pussy. He spreads your lips open, showcasing your pretty pussy to his friends.
A possessive smile spreads across his face, “Her pussy looks so good split open like this, huh?” You moan at his touch and words, which just gives him the confidence to keep going. “She wouldn’t look nearly as good on any of you guys, though.”
His fingers find your clit, giving it slow, languid rubs while Jay leans towards your neck. His lips find your sweaty skin, latching on and leaving open mouthed kisses all over. His tongue darts out, licking up a bead of sweat as he enjoys the salty taste.
“She only likes to fuck guys with big dicks, right, babe?”
You let out a laugh of disbelief that quickly morphs into a moan.
“Answer me,” he whispers into your neck.
You nod, “Mhm.”
“Mhm? C’mon, be a big girl and use your words. I know they’re in there, somewhere.”
“Ye,” you’re interrupted by a moan, “yeah - yes.”
Jay smirks. He releases his grip on your hair, letting you crash down onto the mattress beneath him. Jay resumes his pace. His cock is splitting you open—you barely had time to adjust before he set the speed.
His tip hits the right spot; the place that has your eyes rolling back and toes curling, the place that makes you see stars and has you reaching back to your boyfriend for comfort. Jay notices. Jay keeps fucking you like a stupid doll.
Harder.
Faster.
Messier.
Your ass meets his pelvis time and time again. Loud smacks bounce off the walls, the raw sound of skin on skin colliding is obvious to anyone who dares to hear what the two of you are doing. Jay loves it. Jay gets off on it.
You feel his ego growing by the second; every clench of your pussy and twitch of his cock a signal that he’s coming close to letting go. You are too.
You feel the familiar feeling deep inside your gut. The heat is rising; your stomach is suddenly heavy and you’re way too aware of everything happening. You’re aware of every drag of Jay’s cock—aware of every vein caressing your gummy walls.
Your moans increase in volume, Jay’s name spilling out of your lips. The entire scene looks and sounds like some kind of cheap porno performance, and you’d think so too if you weren’t actively living it.
“Fuck, baby,” Jay moans above you. His jaw is slack, eyes screwed shut.
“J,” you can barely finish his name at the pace he’s fucking you. “Jay—I’m gonna,”
“Fuck, me too baby.”
Something inside you snaps at that moment. Immediately, your body goes slack, brain goes numb, vision gets foggy. You cum more intensely than you ever have. Your juices squirt out of you, arousal coating Jay’s cock and thighs and pelvis. He’s simply dripping with you—all for his friends to see on the other end.
Jay doesn’t stop when you cum - he keeps fucking you with that raw, brutal pace he’s had set for the night. A low groan comes from deep within Jay’s chest. He feels your walls clench around him from the overstimulation.
“Shit—you’re so hot. I’m gonna—fuck,”
Jay pulls out of you in one swift motion. He angles himself above your ass, shooting ropes of his milky cum all over your red ass cheeks. Jay continues to pump his cock, milking himself until he’s emptied his entire load onto you.
You sit there, cheek still pressed into the mattress with tears running down your face, panting and desperately trying to catch your breath. You feel Jay press himself against you as he grabs the camera from the windowsill. He flips it, showing your cum-covered ass off to his friends.
“Look at her,” he says, fingers collecting his cum. He briefly shows the wetness of his thighs, laughing as he coos at your fucked out state. Jay presses his palm to your back, pressuring you to lay flat down onto your stomach. You comply, simply because you don’t have enough strength in your entire body to resist your boyfriend.
Jay hovers over you, camera shoved in your face as he shows you off to the audience. He brings his fingers to your lips, beckoning you to open them before he shoves his fingers into your mouth. You lap at them wildly, sucking the cum off his fingers until they’re clean.
Jay just laughs at you, “Yeah, show ‘em how needy you are for daddy’s cum.”
You moan around his fingers, eyes rolling back at his words. You pull off his fingers with a loud pop. Jay grabs your jaw, forcing you to face the camera. A cheeky smile spreads across your face; your tongue poking out with remnants of his cum before you pull it back into your mouth and swallow the rest of it.
You’re a mess—a beautiful fucking mess. Your hair’s all tousled and in your face, sticking to the damp skin adorned with tears and smudged mascara.
“Mm,” you moan, "tastes good, daddy. I wan’ more.”
Jay kisses the top of your head. “How was that, babygirl?”
You nod, nuzzling into Jay’s harsh grip on your jaw. “Good.”
“Don’t tell me—tell them.”
You open your hooded eyes wider, watching yourself on screen. “Sunghoon—it was really good,” you swallow your breaths for a moment, “you wanna join us next time?”
Jay lets out a low whistle, speaking up off camera, “You’re gonna leave Jake and Heeseung out?”
You laugh and bite your lip, “I didn’t say that. Jakey and Heeseung can join, jus’ thought Sunghoon would want to the most.”
Jay clicks the red button, ending the recording before he tosses his phone onto the comforter. He smoothes his hands over your body, a sudden sense of gentleness following his movements. You feel his weight leave the bed and you lay there, waiting for Jay to return.
When he does, he has a bottle of water and a wet washcloth. Jay doesn’t even let you attempt to move, just shushes you as he carefully wipes you down and finds your long-forgotten clothes on the floor.
“Are you okay—for real?”
You nod and giggle at his sudden soft disposition, “Yes, Jay. I’m fine,” you reach out for your boyfriend, “c’mere.”
He accepts your spent invitation, settling directly on top of you as you huff out a dramatic breath and mumble something about him being heavy. Jay just mocks you, reaching for his phone. He spends some time on it, splitting the video into chunks small enough to send to his friends. Jay kisses your head and your cheek and anywhere else accessible to him; he simply refuses to leave you without affection.
Jay sends the clips to his groupchat, one by one until almost the whole encounter is in the hands of Jake, Sunghoon, and Heeseung. He tosses his phone onto the bed, settling on top of you while he continues peppering you with kisses.
Barely two minutes later, Jay’s phone buzzes—five, six, seven times. It keeps buzzing, but Jay just laughs into your hair.
“Sounds like they like it,” he mumbles into you, “I hope you weren’t lying about letting them join.”
Synopsis: Your sheriff husband really knows how to properly treat a woman.
Pairing: sheriff!Jay x wife!reader
Warnings: SMUT MINORS DNI, p in v, unprotected sex (not for you), oral (f and m receiving), face sitting, use of aphrodisiac (m), fingering, finger sucking ig?, pussy slapping, spanking, thigh riding, semi public sex, exhibitionism, breeding kink eyyy, edging, mating press, garter stuff, dom!Jay, sub!reader, rough sex, cumming inside (we gettin pregnant yall), me and my attempt at romance, mention of food
A/N: and thus we have the second installment of Chitty Chitty Bang Bang! yall know I am unable to write a jay fic without involving breeding in it so this one is for all my girlies who are ovulating. Shoutout as always to my child @wichujunseo who is the reason I included mating press ehehehe. as always, enjoy, my sweethearts!
Word Count: 11.5k (me and my urge to write dialogue)
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You loved your husband.
Who wouldn't, after all? Maybe except for the crooks and calumnious cowboys of the town, everybody loved your husband. The town sheriff, five feet and ten inches of pure muscle packed into that tight little uniform of his, badge shining on his chest as his leather boots stamped on hardwood floors like he owned the very air; the first time you saw him in that entire get up, the brim of his hat accentuating his sharp eyes, his sharp jaw locked right as he fiddled with his tie, you nearly fainted (ignore how it was the hottest day of summer that day).
But unfortunately, being the town sheriff meant he would rarely ever be yours.
Only yours, even for the span of a cicada’s song.
Yours to kiss and laugh with, yours to leave marks all over, yours to be absolutely destroyed by in the bedroom. It had been almost two months now since you had him properly. Two painful, sexless months. What was a woman supposed to do?
You tried not to resent the badge, telling yourself it isn’t its fault or the town’s or the emergencies that always seemed to happen just as he walked through the door, hat barely off his head before someone’s knocking again. Worst part was he forbade you from visiting him at the station, too scared you’d get hurt because of some or the other crook.
But sometimes, deep into the melancholic night, when his side of the bed was still cold, you remembered how it used to be.
You were barely more than kids when you got married. Too young, the older women whispered. Too reckless, the men at the bar said. But you had looked at Jay standing there in that simple suit—nervous, smiling too wide, hands shaking when he held yours—and you knew he was your Orpheus.
He used to laugh more back then too, a bright, easy laugh that filled rooms. He’d steal you away in the middle of the day just to walk by the creek. He’d tip his hat low and pretend to be some grand outlaw sweeping you off your feet. You’d cook together in your kitchen, bumping into each other on purpose, arguing over salt and laughing before the argument could even start.
If he rode out, you rode with him. If he fixed fences, you handed him nails. If you sat on the porch swing at sunset, his hand would find yours without looking, like it belonged there.
You were young, so painfully, beautifully young. And in love, in that uncomplicated way where nothing else mattered.
You were inseparable, the perfect example of love.
Love is anything but perfect.
Now you sat on that same porch alone some evenings. The wood creaked the same, the sunsets were still gold, but the space beside you felt wider. Jay still kissed your forehead when he left in the mornings, still told you he’d be home soon, still called you “darling’” in that low voice that made your stomach flip.
But it’s different. He’s tired now. His smile didn't quite reach his eyes some days. When he came home, he’d collapse into a chair instead of your arms. You’d talk about supper, supplies, the weather—practical things, necessary things, safe things.
And you started to wonder. Did he still look at you the way he used to? Or did he see an obligation, a routine when he saw you now?
You hated yourself for even thinking about it. But doubt is a quiet, persistent thing. It slipped in when the house was too quiet. When another week passed with only brief touches and half-finished conversations. You found yourself staring at your reflection sometimes, wondering if you’ve changed. Maybe it wasn't that he loved you less. Maybe it was that he was afraid.
Afraid to bring the weight of his job home. Afraid to let you see the things he saw. Afraid that if he let himself relax, even for a second, something would fall apart. You remember how young you both were—how fearless. How sure that love alone was enough to carry you through anything.
Now the love was still there. You felt it in the way he paused at the door and looked back at you, just for a second longer than necessary. In the way his hand lingered on your waist when he passed. In the way he softened when you said his name quietly at night.
But you still missed him.
Your Jay.
How cruel the world was to take him away from the softness.
“I keep telling you—” Your neighbour laughed as she hung up laundry, “—all you need is one magical garment to get your husband back.”
“I am not wearing that old thing.” You scoffed, handing her a wet cardigan, “What’s gonna happen anyway? He’ll see me in it and suddenly drop to his knees?”
“Precisely.” She laughed, turning to you, placing her hands on her hips, “Just trust me this one time, and you’ll get your husband back this very night.” You rolled your eyes but your mind still drifted.
The white silk garter.
You hadn’t touched it in years. It had been tucked away carefully after your wedding night, folded with ridiculous tenderness as though it were made of spun glass instead of silk. You remember how young you’d been—how your hands trembled, how Jay’s did too, though he’d tried so hard to look confident. You remember the laughter more than anything. The way you both kept breaking into nervous grins like children pretending to be grown.
You cleared your throat and crossed your arms. “It’s old now.”
“So is your marriage, honey.” Your neighbor shot back, “And I’ve never given you bad advice to this day, have I?”
“What if I put it on and he doesn’t even notice?” You leaned closer, lowering your voice dramatically.
“He’ll notice.” She insisted. “Men are simple creatures. Especially when silk is involved.”
“Is that so?” You laughed as you put the laundry basket down, “You really do get the wildest ideas when you’re not over at the bakery.” You said, inviting her over for a glass of water at your house. These were rare days that you got to hang out with her, on days she didn't open her bakery.
“Come on, show it to me at least!” She said, leaning back against your kitchen counter with her arms crossed. You snorted despite yourself, nonetheless inviting her up to your bedroom. Her eyes went wide as you opened your closet, pulling out the little piece from some forgotten corner.
“Oh. My. God.” She gasped, making you laugh.
“I keep forgetting how young you are.” You ran your fingers over the garter.
White silk, slightly yellowed at the edges, delicate lace stitched along the top; and suddenly you’re twenty again—heart racing, cheeks flushed, believing that nothing in the world could ever wedge itself between you and the man who looked at you like you were the only thing that existed.
You sat on the edge of the bed, garter in your hands, and wondered if this was foolish—if a scrap of silk could compete with whatever weight he carried home in silence.
“You’re considering it aren't you?” Your neighbour said slowly, lips curling.
“I’m considering burning it,” You retorted, though your ears were warm, “If this doesn’t work, I’m blaming you for the rest of my natural life.”
“It’ll work.” She said confidently, grinning like she had won something.
“You are impossible.” You grinned.
But for the first time in weeks, something inside you felt less heavy, less afraid and more like that reckless, hopeful bride who once believed love could conquer anything.
Maybe tonight, you’d remind him of her.
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Park Jongseong considered himself to be an alright man.
Alright in the sense that he actually considered himself to be a fucked up piece of shit who couldn’t even spare a second for his treasure of a wife. Life had gotten so busy nowadays that he couldn't remember the last time he spun you around in the kitchen, held you in his arms and kissed you all over.
Most nights, he came home late, right when the clock struck ten. You’d already be dead asleep on the bed, turned away from him, hair falling over your face to frame it in the most ethereal way ever. One day he came home to find you on the couch, apron still on and a cold cherry pie on the table; Jay wanted to be struck down by lightning right there and then.
His wife.
His beautiful, amazing wife, who had stuck by his side even when he wasn't the sheriff he was now.
And this was how he treated you.
Jay paused outside the door, a habit he’d always had, standing there on the ‘welcome home’ mat for a second before stepping inside, as if shedding the outside world from his shoulders before fully crossing into his home.
The house was quiet—lamps turned low, curtains drawn against the night, the air thick with the faint scent of…..lavender oil? Jay felt as if he were transported back to the night of his wedding, when your bedroom was all lavender, roses and some good fucking sex.
His hat came off first and then a quiet exhale as he threw his boots off.
“Darling?” He called, voice tired but still warm.
“In here, Jay.” You answered, from somewhere in the living room. Jay stepped into the living room, unbuttoning one cuff absently. Something kept swelling in his chest, was it the amazing scent wafting through the house?
“You’re still up darling? I thought you’d—”
And then he looked up.
And then the world stopped.
You had seen Jay angry. You had seen him determined, gentle, amused, even broken in the privacy of your arms after a particularly hard day. You had never seen him freeze like that, his hand frozen still mid-motion.
The fatigue vanished from his face so suddenly it almost startled you. His eyes, those sharp, steady eyes that intimidated half the town, widened in a way that made him look almost boyish. They narrowed with heat as he took you in, from the way the fabric clung to your breasts down to the way your hair came loose at some places.
“Hi honey.” You said sheepishly, toying with the fabric of your nightgown.
You had stood by the mirror for a total of fifteen minutes, making adjustments to every inch of your body. You’d pinned your hair up the way you used to in those early days, soft curls escaping on purpose.
The gown itself was a simple, flowing thing in pale ivory, sheer enough in the right light to hint at the curves beneath without giving everything away. You remembered how his eyes had darkened when you'd worn it before, how his hands had roamed all over like he was tracing a map.
And beneath it all, known only to you, was that thin band of white silk. It was delicate, the lace edges soft against your skin, hugging your thigh just below the hem. You’d added a touch of perfume, the one he always said smelled like home and waited in the living room, the soft glow of the lamp casting warm shadows across the space.
For a long moment, neither of you spoke. You felt heat suddenly creep up your neck. What the actual fuck were you doing?
“You’re staring.” You managed softly.
Your heart picked up pace as you ran your gaze over him in his uniform shirt, sleeves rolled up to his elbows, revealing the corded muscles of his forearms. His dark hair was tousled, and a day's stubble shadowed his jaw. You saw the movement of his throat, the tightening of his jaw as though he were grounding himself.
“Can a man not look at his wife now?” The way he said it made your heart stutter, as he closed the distance slowly, “You look…” He stopped, eyes tracing you as though committing every detail to memory. “I don’t even have the right word.”
Jay’s hands found your waist, pulling you against him, and you felt the immediate hardness pressing into your belly. “What's all this, sweetheart?”
“Nothing much.” You avoided his gaze, looking down at your fingers, “Just thought I should remind the sheriff he has a wife.”
Your hand slid down slowly to palm his hard cock through his hands. It had him graining, his hips bucking forward seeking more of your glorious touch. You smirked at the massive tent in his pants, before leaning in to brush your lips against the shell of your ears.
“You were gone for so long. Might as well have fucked someone else in this town.” You whispered, feeling his grip on your waist tighten, “Who’s gonna resist this pretty body anyway?”
You pulled back, still avoiding his gaze, but the bruising pressure of his calloused hands on your waist told you everything you needed to know.
Jay’s hands came up slowly to your chin, his calendar index finger resting underneath it, and then tilting your head up. You had to hold yourself back from humping against his length when you saw his face, brows slightly raised, his tongue poking the inner walls of his cheek as if to ask ‘how dare you?’
“No answer, husband?” You slowly inserted his finger in your mouth, sucking on it and then pulling it free, “Well then I guess I have to—”
You barely had time to pull back before his mouth was on yours, hot and demanding. His tongue pushed past your lips to tangle with yours as he backed you up against the wall, pinning you there with his body. One of his hands slid up to fist in your hair, tilting your head back to deepen the kiss further.
“What was that sweetheart?” Jay grunted into the kiss, “Who’s gonna resist this pretty body?” His free hand slid down to grab your ass, squeezing hard as he ground his cock against you. You could feel it throbbing, begging to be let out and buried deep inside you. The thought made you whimper, your own arousal growing as he marked you with his mouth and hands.
“Well this pretty body,” He nipped at your bottom lip hard enough to sting, “is mine.” He pulled back just enough to stare down at you with dark, heated eyes.
You tilted your head up, meeting his stare with a playful pout. “Why don’t you come claim it then hm?” Your fingers trailed up his chest, feeling the steady thump of his heart beneath the shirt, “You still haven't apologised by the way. For keeping me lonely all these days.”
“Oh trust me.” Jay’s chuckle was low and promising, his thumbs rubbing circles on your hips through the thin fabric, “I’ll show you how sorry I am, darling.” He gave your ass a light squeeze as he kissed your neck, sucking a dark bruise onto your skin as he rocked against you.
His lips brushed your forehead, then your temple, before capturing your mouth in a deep kiss. It started slow and apologetic, but quickly turned hungry, his tongue sliding against yours as he backed you toward the hallway leading to the bedroom. He tasted faintly of bourbon, getting your senses drunk, though he hadn't touched you properly yet.
Jay scooped you up in his arms, muscles flexing against his shirt as he did. Your legs wrapped around his waist like a choreographed routine as he carried you down the hall. The bedroom door was already ajar and he kicked in shut behind him, the room bathed in soft moonlight.
“Look so beautiful like this.” Jay muttered, before laying you down on the sheets with infinite care, your gown pooling it around you like a whisper. His eyes roamed over your body, drinking in the sight of you, before his hands traced the hem of your nightgown, pushing it up to expose your legs.
‘I’m the luckiest man in the world.’ He thought, as his eyes caught sight of the white fabric hugging your thigh. Jay wanted to tear that thing right off with his teeth, memories of your first night together flashing in his mind.
“You really went all out, yeah darling?” Jay said, cupping your cheek in his hand, you nuzzled into it, “I’m so sorry sweetheart.” He kissed your forehead, “I’m so sorry I left you all by yourself.” Then your temple, “Won’t ever do it again, alright?” And then your neck, all the way down to your chest.
With a reverent touch, Jay explored your body like a country he had forgotten he’d discovered, his hands mapping every dip and swell with a tenderness that belied the passion burning within him. You gasped and writhed beneath him, lost in a sea of sensation as he stoked the fires of your desire higher and higher.
“Jay…” You whined, “Want you soooo bad.”
“I know, darling.” One large hand settled on your hip, fingers splaying possessively over the curve where your gown had ridden up, exposing your skin to the cool air. He traced lazy shapes there—swirling patterns, perhaps hearts or initials, you couldn't quite tell through the haze of contentment—with the pad of his thumb, the touch feather-light and soothing.
“You remember that thing we used to do?” Jay said, his voice thick. He leaned in, pressing open-mouthed kisses along your inner thigh, until his breath ghosted over your panties. You were already wet, the anticipation building since you'd dressed for him, and he could tell. “That thing where you’d sit your pretty little ass down on my face?”
Jay gripped your thighs with the force of a thousand suns, yanking you towards him as he sat on his knees on the bed. The action sent a sharp shiver scores your flesh, of arousal and deep affection. You’d only done that thing once before, refusing to do it ever again in fear that you’d break his neck. But the ever loving man your husband was—death by your thighs sounded positively spectacular.
“You’re gonna sit on my face and I’m gonna show you how sorry I am, yeah?” Your breath hitched at the command, but you nodded, shifting back on the bed as he stripped off his shirt, revealing the broad expanse of his chest and his carved muscles.
Jay laid down, propping his head on the pillows, and tugged at your hips. You straddled his face, the nightgown bunching around your waist, the garter still snug on your thigh.
“Seong, you sure?” You asked, you breath coming hard, “I don’t want to—”
His hands gripped your ass and Jay pulled you down until your pussy pressed against his mouth through the thin fabric of your panties.
“Jay!” You whined high at the sudden movement, grasping at his hair to support yourself. Now you were reminded of the reason you married this man.
Jay’s tongue flicked out, tracing the outline of you, and you gasped, one hand bracing on the headboard. He hooked his fingers into the waistband of your panties and yanked them aside, exposing your slick folds.
And then his mouth was on you, hot and insistent, his tongue lapping at your clit in broad, flat strokes. You moaned, rocking against him, the sensation overwhelming right from the start.
“Fuckkkk you taste exactly the same.” He murmured against your skin, “So damn sweet—feel like cherry pie darlin’.”
His tongue flattened and lapped at your dripping slit, dragging up from your entrance to your clit in one long stroke. The sensation hit you hard—wet heat sliding over your sensitive skin, making your hips buck involuntarily. Pleasure sparked through your core, sharp and insistent, your pussy clenching around nothing as you craved to be filled.
“Oh–oh Jay right there right there!” You cried, grinding down harder, thighs trembling as he sucked your clit into his mouth, tongue circling it with expert precision. He knew every inch of your pussy better than you did, and god did that make you want to marry him all over again.
“Thaaat’s it baby.” His own arousal spiked at you flooded his mouth with your slickness, “Ride my face like you mean it, gotta show my pretty wife how much I missed her.”
Jay was already rock hard, pre-cum leaking from his tip, obsessed with devouring your cunt before he claimed it. He was relentless, alternating between gentle licks and firm suction, slurp slurp slurp, his stubble scraping deliciously against your sensitive inner thighs. Your fingers tangled in his hair, pulling him closer, and he groaned in approval, the sound rumbling through you.
It didn't take long for the pleasure to build, coiling tight in your belly. You were sensitive tonight, your body primed from the neglect of the past weeks, and Jay knew exactly how to push you. His hands kneaded your ass, one finger dipping lower to tease your entrance, sliding in just enough to make you whimper.
“Oh god—Jay I’m close.” But he already knew from the way your pussy was clenching like she was talking to him, “F-Feel so goooood…”
He hummed, not letting up, his tongue delving into you now, fucking you with it while his thumb rubbed your clit. The orgasm hit you like a wave against a sinking ship, your body shuddering as you cried out, pussy clenching around nothing. Jay kept licking, softer now but persistent, drawing out the aftershocks until they bordered on too much.
“Wait—ahh ah—Jay, too much!” You panted, trying to lift off of him, but his strong arms locked around your thighs, holding you in place.
“Not done apologizing yet, darling.” He said, his mouth latching back onto your clit.
He sucked harder, his tongue flicking rapidly, the overstimulation was making your nerves sing with a mix of pleasure and ache. Tears pricked your eyes as another climax built, faster this time, your body betraying you under his skilled assault.
“So damn sensitive.” He muttered, “Haven’t trained her enough, have I?”
“Could have if you were ever home.” You mumbled low enough, but of course your sharp-eared husband heard you, now sucking your clit into his mouth like a starved man, rolling it between his lips. You cried out, the suction pulling a fresh gush of wetness from you, which he lapped up greedily.
You came again, harder, your thighs clamping around his head as you sobbed his name. Still, he didn't relent, his tongue tracing lazy patterns over your swollen folds, lapping up your release like he couldn't get enough.
“Please….Jay—I can’t…’s too much Jay!” You begged, your voice breaking, but there was a bratty edge to it, a challenge because part of you wanted to see how far he'd go.
He finally released you, his face glistening with your arousal as you collapsed beside him, chest heaving. Jay wiped his mouth with the back of his hand, his eyes gleaming with satisfaction and something darker.
“You’re really gonna make me work for it huh darling?” His laugh was dark, and he flipped you onto your back in one smooth motion, pinning you beneath his weight, “This your revenge or somethin?”
The nightgown rode up completely now, the garter the only thing left between you and total exposure. Jay's hands roamed your body, rough and possessive, cupping your breasts through the silk before shoving the gown up to your neck. He leaned down, sucking a nipple into his mouth, teeth grazing just enough to make you arch.
“Maybe it is.” You bit your lip, nodding defiantly, though your body was still buzzing from the overstimulation, “You’ve got a lot to make up for, sheriff.”
You knew what it did to him when he heard you call him that. And you also knew what it got you.
“Brat.” He murmured against your skin, his hand sliding down to cup your pussy
You were soaked, sensitive from his earlier attentions, and his fingers slipped easily through your folds. He circled your clit once, twice, making you gasp, then pulled away just as the pleasure crested. “Brats don’t get to cum that easy, sweetheart.”
“Jay please…” You whined, hips bucking up, but he held you down, his palm pressing flat against your mound.
“Please what, beautiful?” He slapped your pussy lightly, the sting sending a jolt straight to your core. You yelped, the sensation sharp and arousing, your clit throbbing under the impact.
“Fuck me.” You demanded, your voice laced with that bratty tone you knew drove him wild, “Please fuck me, sheriff. I’ll be a good girl, I swear.”
“Begging already are we?” He slapped your clit again, harder this time, and you moaned, your legs spreading wider instinctively, “You sound just as angelic as you did our first time, my dearest.” His words ignited something within you. Jay had always been a poet.
Your husband stripped off the rest of his clothes, his cock now free, thick and hard, the tip already leaking pre-cum. He positioned himself between your legs, rubbing the head against your entrance, coating himself in your wetness.
With one thrust, he buried himself inside you, streeetching your walls around his girth. You cried out, nails digging into his broad shoulders as he bottomed out, his hips flush against yours. Pain lingered at the edges, a delicious sting that heightened the sensations, making every inch of him feel more intense, as he set a punishing rhythm.
Just right for a brat.
“Pussy’s made—hah—for me.” The words sent a thrill through you, your arousal spiking, wetness squelching around him, “Fits me like a fuckin’ glove.”
“Oh—ohhh so biggg.” You moan loud, your heart pounding against its cage. You certainly forgot how big your husband was, and he was certainly hell bent on reminding you.
He angled his thrusts, grinding his pelvis against your clit with every stroke, building you up fast. You felt the orgasm approaching, your pussy fluttering around him, but just as you teetered on the edge, he stopped, buried deep but completely still.
“Jayyyy.” You whined, trying to rock against him, but his weight pinned you down completely, “Don’t stop please.”
“What did I say baby?” His hand came down on your ass, the slap echoing in the room, your cheek blooming with head, “Brats don’t get to cum that easy.”
He pulled out almost entirely, then thrust back in, repeating the motion while his hand alternated slaps on your ass. Left cheek, right cheek, each one harder, making your skin tingle and your pussy clench around him. “You like that don’t you, my dirty darling? Gettin' wetter with every damn smack.”
“Harder Jay.” You taunted, pushing him further.
Jay's eyes flashed, and he flipped you onto your stomach briefly, yanking your hips up so you were on your knees. He slapped your ass again, the impacts raining down until it burned, then he reached between your legs and slapped your pussy directly, the wet smack making you jolt forward with a cry. The sting was intense, your clit pulsing, but it only heightened the need coiling inside you.
“On your back.” He ordered, flipping you once more, “Need to see my pretty pussy.”
He hooked your legs over his shoulders, as he drove back into you, the new angle letting him hit even deeper. His thrusts were brutal now, his cock pistoning in and out, the obscene sounds of skin slapping skin filling the room. You were close again, so so close, your walls gripping him like a vice.
“Jay—no!” He edged you again, slowing grinds just as you hovered on the brink.
“Beg for it baby.” He slapped your pussy once more, lighter this time, and then thrust particularly deep, “I’m afraid the sheriff will only let good girls get what they want.”
Tears of frustration welled in your eyes, the overstimulation from earlier making every sensation amplified. “Please, Jay…..need it so bad.” You were a pathetic, babbling mess beneath him, “I’ll be your good girl sheriff, I promise—ahh fuck!”
“That’s my girl.” But he didn't let you tip over, pulling back to edge you a third time, his hand coming down on your ass as he fucked you slow and deliberate.
“Can’t take it Jay—fuck.” You whined, squirming in his hold, “Please let me cum on your cock please, I’ll do anything."
And there it was.
What a beautiful woman his wife was.
Satisfaction crossed his face as he reached down, skilled fingers hooking under the silk garter on your thigh. With an achingly gentle tug, he slid it off, the lace dragging against your skin and sending shivers up your spine. He held it up, the white silk gleaming in the moonlight, then brought one end to his mouth, biting down on it gently. The other end he pressed to your lips.
“Bite.” Jay commanded, and you did, the silk muffling your moans as he thrust back into you.
Now in full missionary, your legs wrapped around his waist, he fucked you with long, powerful strokes, the garter stretched between your mouths like a intimate tether. Every time he bottomed out, the pull on the silk made you both groan, the fabric dampening with your shared breaths.
His pace quickened, hips snapping against yours with a violent force, his cock swelling inside you. The edging had you wound so tight that the first orgasm crashed over you almost immediately, your pussy spasming around him as you screamed into the garter. He didn't stop, pounding through it, the silk pulling taut as he leaned closer, his forehead against yours.
“Cum for me, my darling.” Jay moaned around the fabric, his hand slipping between you to rub your clit. The overstimulation hit full force, your body convulsing as a second climax ripped through you, harder than the first. You bit down on the garter, tasting the faint salt of his sweat mixed with the silk.
Jay followed soon after, his thrusts erratic as he buried himself deep, his cock pulsing as he filled you with hot spurts of cum. He released the garter from his mouth, tossing it aside, and collapsed onto you, both of you panting in the aftermath.
“Fucking hell.” Jay grunted, pulling out as slow as he could, cupping your cheek as he did. Your husband was a wildly dual natured man.
He pressed a soft kiss to your forehead, his breath steadying as the frenzy of passion ebbed away, leaving only the quiet intimacy of your shared exhaustion. Your body hummed with aftershocks, muscles loose and sated, the ache between your thighs a sweet reminder of how thoroughly he had claimed you.
“You alright, darling?” He collapsed beside you, immediately pulling you into his comforting hold, “Need anything? Water?”
‘No just—” You sunk into him, head on his chest as he ran his fingers through your hair, “—stay like this.”
Jay lifted a hand slowly, brushing a loose curl from your cheek. His fingers were rough and calloused, but his touch was ever so gentle.
“You’re really something, you know that?” He chuckled, “I don’t think you understand what you do to me, darling.”
You tried to laugh it off, but your throat felt tight. “I was starting to think I didn’t do much at all anymore.” The words slipped out before you could stop them, and his hand stilled against your face.
“Hey,” He said immediately, firm but soft, “Don’t”
“I know it’s stupid but–”
“You think I stopped thinking about you?” Jay said, squeezing your hand, “I think about you every single day,” He said. “I think about getting home to you. I think about this house, about the porch, about you standing in the doorway.” His thumb brushed along your cheekbone. “I just…..stay away from you sometimes because I’m afraid.”
Your brows knit. “Afraid of what?”
“Burdening you.” Jay sighed, “I don’t want this damn job to reach you, my dearest.”
Your heart clenched at his words. Oh your sweet, sweet husband. Still that naive boy you married all those years ago.
“You think I married you for easy days?” You whispered, running your thumb over his knuckles. His lips twitched faintly.
“No,” He laughed. “You married me when I was just a fool with a borrowed suit.”
“And I’d do it again,” You said without hesitation, “Just promise me you’ll let me come to the station sometimes. It gets boring here.”
Jay considered it for a while, the moonlight falling into the room illuminating your face so perfectly.
“Only if you promise to stay safe.” He said, to which you nodded frantically, making him chuckle, “Although I don’t think I’ll get any work done with your pretty ass hanging around.”
“Good.” You giggled, “The town should know their sheriff has the ability to smile.”
“Only for you, darling.”
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“One of those chocolate madeleines please.” You slid two notes across the counter, “And I’ll take a cream puff as well.”
Behind the display case, your friend smiled sweetly at you. Flour dusted her cheek, and a streak of chocolate smudged near her wrist where she’d clearly tasted something mid-batch.
“Just those?” She asked lightly, tongs hovering over the tray.
“Hmm.” You hummed, watching her carefully take the goodies out and package it, “It's for my husband.”
“I figured.” She laughed, "Everything you bake goes into that man’s stomach. Tell him to save some for us too!” She leaned forward, “I was right about that garter, and I’m right about this.”
“First of all, someone's got to remind that man to eat.” You said, leaning your elbows on the counter, "Second of all…” You paused before smiling, “yeah you were right. Thank you honey.”
“Oh, I’m sure the whole town appreciates your dedication to the sheriff’s well-being.” She snorted softly.
You narrowed your eyes at her teasing tone, sticking a tongue out playfully, watching her fingers as she tied the ribbon neatly around the small brown box. The bakery smelled of melted chocolate and warm sugar, sunlight streaming through the front windows and catching the dust in the air.
You had just come from your sister’s bar across the street, after listening to her troubles about some or other cowboy who had been hanging around the bar. ‘Troubles’, you laughed at the thought, more like young love.
“You know,” She slid the box toward you, lowering her voice almost conspiratorially, “I tried something new today.”
“Should I be worried?” You arched a brow. You knew how much she loved to experiment, which often ended up in fire and smoke.
“It’s harmless,” She insisted. “Mostly.”
“Mostly?”
She reached beneath the counter and lifted a single cupcake onto a small porcelain plate. Pale frosting swirled high on top, a faint dusting of cinnamon and something darker speckled across it.
“And pray tell what is that?” You said, peering suspiciously at the poor cupcake.
“An experiment.” She said proudly. “Something that will…..have the same effect as that garter.”
You stared at the desert in front of you, and then flicked your gaze to her, scoffing. “You made a love potion?”
“It’s really subtle, I promise.” She grinned, “Plus I didn't have enough ingredients to make it the usual strength.”
You hesitated, eyeing the cupcake again. It looked innocent enough, almost too innocent. But the thought of walking into that sun-beaten station with something playful—something just for the two of you—made your heart flutter.
“Come on.” She said smoothly, “It doesn't hurt to have a little fun.”
“And you swear it’s not that strong?” Your friend nodded her head frantically, making you sigh and shrug your shoulders, “Alright then.”
“Yay!” She laughed, then carefully lifted the cupcake and placed it in a small white box separate from the others. “On the house,” she said.
“Absolutely not—”
“Consider it payment for that advice you gave me.” She said, “And also for making your husband my guinea pig.”
You laughed, and picked up your boxes, shooting her a wink before bidding her goodbye and stepping back out into the afternoon sun.
You stepped outside into the blaze of the desert afternoon, the heat wrapping around you like a living thing. The sky stretched endlessly blue overhead, the sun merciless and bright, pressing against your shoulders. The ground radiated warmth through the soles of your sandals as you walked.
Your knee-length dress, a soft cotton fitted at the waist and buttoned down the front, fluttered lightly around your legs as a dry breeze swept through. The skirt swayed, brushing against your calves as you walked, the scent of cocoa drifting faintly from the boxes in your hands.
You walked toward the sheriff’s station, just a block away, pulse picking up the closer you got. You told yourself it was just the heat.
In reality, it was the thought of his expression when you would walk in. The way his tired eyes would soften, the way he’d lean back in his chair, hat tipped aside, sleeves rolled up to reveal those beautiful forearms, the way he’d spread his legs just right, inviting you in.
God you wanted your husband so bad.
A bead of sweat trailed down your spine as you climbed the station steps, the wooden boards warm beneath your sandals. You paused at the door, taking a slow breath, adjusting the boxes so they wouldn’t tilt.
The desert sun blazed behind you, casting your shadow long across the threshold. Then you reached for the handle and stepped inside, the colder air of the building meeting your skin. The station smelled faintly of paper, dust and sun-warmed leather. Your sandals clicked softly against the wooden floor as you stepped fully inside, hearing the loud buzz of conversation soften a bit.
Two officers near the front desk looked up first, then another from behind a stack of reports. You offered them a warm, polite smile. “Afternoon, gentlemen.”
“Ma’am.” One of them said quickly, nearly knocking over his inkwell in the process. You had invited most of them to dinner at least once, fed them and listened to their stories.But had never once seen you here.
You felt their eyes linger, curiosity sweeping through you moved down the short hallway with steady steps, hips swaying slightly. Heat still clung to your skin from outside, leaving a faint flush along your collarbones, the thin ribbon at your waist accentuating the gentle curve of you.
At the end of the hallway sat his office, the door half open. You didn't bother to knock, just pushing it wider and stepping inside, closing it shut behind you.
Jay sat behind his desk, sleeves rolled up, oh god those forearms. His hat rested on the corner of the desk and a stack of papers lay scattered before him. His head was bent, brow furrowed in concentration.
“Afternoon, sheriff.” You said lightly, walking up to his desk like a mischievous child.
Jay looked up, and for a split second, all his senses crashed. His chair creaked faintly as he leaned back, eyes dragging slowly from your face down to your legs, and then back, resting briefly on the boxes.
“Well if it isn't the biggest criminal in town.” He said, voice shifting lower, legs already shifting apart, “You, ma’am are guilty of stealing my heart.”
You set the boxes carefully on the edge of his desk and took a step closer, resting your hands lightly on the wood. Jay leaned back further in his chair, boots planted wide, hands resting casually on the armrests. But there was nothing casual about the way he was looking at you.
“Do I have the right to remain silent, sheriff?” You walked around the desk slowly, your skin feeling warm. You could feel his eyes tracking every step, “Do I have the right to do this?”
And before Jay’s mind could process anything, you lowered yourself onto his lap, settling there quite comfortably.
“Careful darling.” His hands came up fast, one arm wrapping around your waist, the other against your back as he pulled you firmly against him, “You’re really testing the law here.”
Your fingers curled lightly into the fabric of his shirt, forehead brushing with his, the solid muscle of his thigh pressing up against the heat building between your legs. The office was quiet, the door firmly shut behind you, sealing out the rest of the station's bustle.
You could smell the faint scent of his cologne mixed with the paperwork scattered across his desk, but all your focus was on the way his body tensed beneath you, his breath hitching as you shifted closer.
“And what’s my sentence, sheriff?” You asked.
“Hmm, let me think.” Jay said, voice a low rumble that vibrated through his chest into yours, “I suppose, life” One hand went up to stroke your cheek, “with me of course.”
You smiled, leaning in to brush your lips against his ear. “How do you expect me to change with such a tempting sentence?”
Your hands slid up his chest, feeling the crisp fabric of his shirt, the badge pinned there cool under your palm. You rocked your hips subtly, grinding against his thigh, and felt him harden instantly beneath you.
Jay's eyes darkened, one hand sliding up your back to tangle in your hair. “You’re going to be the death of me.” But he didn't push you away, pulling you closer instead, his other hand squeezing your ass through your skirt.
“I got you something.” You said gently, reaching behind for the boxes, opening the smaller one first, “A cupcake.”
“Are you attempting to bribe an officer, young lady?” He said, gaze dropping to the neckline of your dress, the curve of your shoulders, then back up to your eyes.
“A bribe you say?” You laughed, pulling out the small cupcake topped with thick, white cream. “Open up.”
His eyes didn’t drop to the pastry, staying on you. He leaned forward, taking a bite. The cream smeared slightly on his lower lip as he chewed, his tongue darting out to catch it. You watched, heat pooling in your core, as he swallowed, his Adam's apple bobbing.
“Mmm caramel?” He said, licking his lips, lord give you strength, “What’s the occasion?”
“Just wanted to treat my husband.” You scooped a bit of the remaining cream onto your finger, holding it out to him.
He didn't hesitate, capturing your finger between his lips, his tongue swirling around it slowly, sucking the cream off with deliberate strokes. The wet heat of his mouth made your pussy clench, imagining that gorgeous tongue elsewhere.
Jay's eyes locked on yours as he licked every trace, his suction firm, teeth grazing your skin lightly. “Tastes even better off you.” He released your fingers with a pop.
You brought your finger to your own mouth, sucking it clean, tasting the faint sweetness mixed with the salt of his saliva. You ground down harder on his thigh, the friction against your panties making you wetter, your skirt riding up slightly.
He groaned, his cock straining against his pants now, the outline visible as you shifted. Whatever was in that cupcake was working fast; you could feel the heat radiating from him, his grip tightening.
“Fuck….darling, what are you doing to me? I feel weird.” You smirked, popping the rest of the cupcake into your mouth, chewing slowly before swallowing.
“I’m not doing anything.” You hummed, your hands working at his belt, but he caught your wrists, shaking his head.
“Baby not here.” But his body betrayed him, hips bucking up slightly, pressing his thigh firmer against your aching pussy, The officers–”
“Just one Jay.” You released a soft whine, rocking faster, the seam of his pants rubbing your clit through the thin fabric, “Please?” Your breasts brushed his chest with each movement, nipples hardening under your blouse.
Jay's breath came in short bursts, his face flushing as the aphrodisiac surged through him. His cock throbbed visibly, begging for attention, but you ignored it, focusing on your own pleasure. You rode his thigh relentlessly, the pressure building, your juices soaking through your panties onto his uniform.
“Shit.” He hissed, one hand sliding under your skirt to cup your ass, urging you on. “You’re gonna make me lose my damn mind.” His other hand fumbled with his shirt, to unbutton it, but he stopped himself, glancing at the door.
“Let me make you feel good, sheriff.” You purred, leaning in to nip at his jaw. Your hips circled, grinding your swollen clit against him, chasing the edge but not quite tipping over. He was rock hard now, the aphrodisiac turning his arousal into something primal, his eyes glazed with need.
Just as you felt the first sparks of your orgasm flickering, a sharp knock echoed through the office. Both of you froze, your heart pounding.
“Sheriff? You in there?” A voice called from the other side—his fellow officer, sounding urgent.
“Fuck.” Jay cursed underneath his breath He lifted you off his lap in one swift motion, his strength making it effortless despite the haze of lust. “Under the desk. Now.”
You didn't argue, sliding off and dropping to your knees, crawling under the large wooden desk, his rough voice only increasing your arousal.
It was cramped, the space just big enough for you to tuck in, your face level with his crotch. The door creaked open as Jay adjusted himself, trying to hide the massive bulge.
“Come in.” Jay said, his voice strained but steady. He scooted his chair forward, blocking you from view, his boots framing your hiding spot.
You heard someone step inside, the door clicking shut behind him. “Sorry to bother you, boss. Got an update on that theft case from last night. Looks like it was kids, but we found some prints that don't match.”
Jay cleared his throat, his hand dropping under the desk to grip the armrest near you. “Tell me more.” But his focus shattered the moment your fingers tugged at his belt again. He shot you a warning glance downward, but you ignored it, unbuckling him quietly.
The zipper rasped softly as you pulled it down, fishing his cock out through the opening, thick and veined, the head flushed dark red and leaking pre-cum. The aphrodisiac had him impossibly hard, pulsing in your hand, hot as a brand. You wrapped your fingers around the base, stroking once, and Jay's thigh tensed beside you.
The officer droned on, oblivious. “We dusted the safe—got a thumbprint. Running it through the system now, but I think it's that punk from the diner. You know, the one with the tattoos?'
“Mm-hmm.” Jay managed, his voice tight. Why was your mouth so fucking hot?”
You leaned in, tongue flicking out to lap at the slit, tasting the salty bead of pre-cum. His cock jerked, and he shifted in his chair, one hand coming down to thread through your hair, not pushing but holding on for dear life.
You took him into your mouth slowly, lips stretching around his girth, tongue pressing flat against the underside as you slid down. Inch by delicious inch, you swallowed him, the musky scent of his arousal filling your senses. He was so thick, filling your mouth completely, the vein along the side throbbing against your tongue.
Jay's free hand gripped the edge of the desk above, knuckles white. “What….what else? Any witnesses?” His words came out clipped, breath hitching as you hollowed your cheeks and sucked particularly hard.
The officer paced a bit, papers rustling. “Some lady saw a truck leaving around midnight—a blue pickup, rusted fender. Matches that punk. We should bring him in for questioning.”
You bobbed your head, taking him deeper, your throat relaxing to accommodate his length. Saliva coated him, dripping down to your hand as you pumped what you couldn't fit.
The wet sounds were obscene, but muffled under the desk, drowned out by the officer’s voice. Jay's hips twitched involuntarily, fucking shallowly into your mouth, and you hummed around him, the vibration making him stifle a groan.
“Yeah, sound solid." Jay replied, his voice gravelly. “Pull him in first thing tomorrow.”
His fingers tightened in your hair, guiding you subtly, urging you faster. All his senses zeroed in on you—the slick heat of your mouth enveloping him, your tongue swirling around the head each time you pulled back, teasing the sensitive frenulum.
You could feel how close he was already, the aphrodisiac amplifying everything, his balls drawing tight against your chin as you deepthroated him. Your own pussy throbbed, neglected but aching from the earlier thigh-riding, juices trickling down your thighs.
You slipped a hand between your legs, rubbing your clit through your soaked panties, but focused on him, sucking harder, lips sealed tight.
The officer chuckled. “You okay, boss? Sound a bit off. Late night?”
Jay's laugh was forced and strained. “Just……paperwork. Keep going—what about the evidence?”
As the officer launched into details about logging the prints and securing the scene, you ramped up your pace, head moving furiously now, mouth a wet, tight vice around his beautiful cock.
You gagged softly once, twice, but pushed through, tears pricking your eyes from the effort. His pre-cum leaked steadily, coating your tongue, and you swallowed around him, milking him.
Jay's boot nudged your knee, a silent plea—stop. Or don't stop?
But his hand in your hair pulled you closer; every nerve in his body screamed from your mouth: the suction pulling at his shaft, your teeth grazing lightly, the way your throat constricted around the head. The office faded; the officer’s words blurred into white noise. All that existed was the hot, slick gliiide of your lips, the obscene slurp you made when you twisted your head.
“We need to cross-reference with the database from the last break-in.” The officer continued, leaning against the desk. “Might be connected. You think?”
“Absolutely.” Jay grunted, his abs clenching under his shirt.
You felt his cock swell, the telltale pulse starting at the base. You sucked harder, one hand cupping his balls, rolling them gently, feeling them tighten further.
The officer paused. “You sure you're alright?”
“Fine.” Jay bit out, his voice breaking on the edge. “Just... hot in here. Tell me about the truck—any plates?”
You knew he was seconds away. Your mouth worked relentlessly, tongue lashing the underside, saliva dripping onto the floor between his boots. His thighs quivered, the muscles jumping under your touch.
“No plates visible, but we'll check traffic cams.” He said, wrapping up. “You want me to handle the warrant?”
Jay's hand fisted in your hair, hips jerking forward as he came, hot ropes of cum flooding your mouth. You swallowed greedily, not spilling a drop, your throat working around him as he pulsed, groan muffled into a cough. “Yeah—do that. Good work.”
The officer straightened. “Thanks, boss. Get some rest—you look beat.” The door opened and closed, footsteps fading.
Jay slumped in his chair, cock still twitching in your mouth as you licked him clean, savoring the last spurts. He pulled you up gently, zipping himself with shaking hands, eyes wild with post-orgasm haze and lingering aphrodisiac fire.
“You little minx.” He panted, hauling you onto his lap again. His cock, still half-hard, pressed against your thigh. “What was in that cupcake?”
“That’s a secret I’m afraid.” You grinned, kissing him deeply, letting him taste himself on your tongue, “Round two sheriff?”
Jay’s hands roamed under your skirt, finding your drenched panties. He rocked you against his thigh again, the teasing reversed now, his fingers circling your clit as his payback began, the aphrodisiac still burning in his veins.
“I hope you don’t have anywhere to be today, darling.”
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“You two are actually disgusting.” You sister scrunched her nose adorably as she took another swig of her beer
She was sprawled comfortably at the dining table, boots hooked around one of the chair legs, lazily tipping the bottle to her lips while she watched the two of you in the open kitchen like it was her evening entertainment.
Jay didn’t even try to look ashamed. You were standing between him and the counter, supposedly cutting slices of pecan pie. Supposedly.
In reality, his hand had found your waist about three minutes ago and hadn’t left, drawing shapes on your clothed skin and subtly kissing your neck, your back pressed to his chest.
“We’re married,” You pointed out sweetly.
“That doesn’t mean I need to witness it,” She replied flatly.
“What do you think sweetheart?” Jay leaned down slightly, his voice dropping just enough for you to feel it more than hear it. “Should we kick her out?”
You elbowed him lightly. “You invited her.”
He grinned. “Not to sit in my lap.”
“I can hear you.” Your sister gagged from the table.
“Good.” You turned, pie server in hand.
The kitchen smelled warm and sweet, sugar and toasted pecans filling the air. The last light of evening filtered in through the window, casting everything in a golden glow. Jay stood close behind you, sleeves rolled up, hair slightly mussed from the heat. He looked relaxed in a way he only did at home, his thumb tracing an absent pattern at your hip. You tried very hard not to lean back into him.
“Am I getting food anytime soon?” Your sister asked, “Or are you two going to keep being disgusting.”
Jay finally released you long enough for you to carry the pie to the table. He followed with three plates, entirely unbothered by her dramatics.
“If we’re disgusting,” He said mildly as he set the plates down, “you’re free to leave, sweetheart.”
“I was here first, Park.” She pointed her bottle at him, although accepting the plate gratefully, eyes already wide at the sight of your pie.
“You live across the street, sweetheart.” You reminded her.
“And yet somehow I’m still the third wheel in my own sister’s house.”
You sat down beside Jay, knees brushing his under the table. He casually draped his arm along the back of your chair like it belonged there…..which it did.
You slid a generous slice of pie onto your sister’s plate. “Eat up. It’ll distract you from your loneliness.”
“I'm sorry what.” She narrowed her eyes, “I am not lonely.”
“Oh?” You said lightly. “So you weren't staring at those cowboys riding past the bar yesterday with your mouth wide open?” Jay coughed into his fist, very badly disguising a laugh.
“I was not.” Your sister’s mouth formed into a pout, the familiar tactics she employed to get out of being scolded by you and Jay.
Jay leaned back in his chair, looking between the two of you like he was watching a particularly entertaining courtroom argument. “Which cowboys?” He asked casually.
“Nobody!” Your sister defended herself, pointing a fork at you, “Your wife is insane, don’t listen to her.”
“Hey now.” You laughed, leaning your face on your palm, “I’m just saying.”
“Hopefully it's not that bastard Sunghoon. Almost caught him today but he slipped away.” Jay sighed heavily and took a bite, “Last time he was in town I had to break up two fights and confiscate a stolen saddle.”
You grinned at your sister—she was never that great at keeping secrets and boy was this a big one. “Hear that? The sheriff disapproves.”
“I don’t disapprove,” Jay corrected calmly. “I just prefer when citizens don’t start saloon brawls every other week.”
“He did not start that fight,” Your sister snapped. Jay gave her a look, as if to ask how she knew and she quickly cleared her throat, “I was out that day and I saw what happened.”
“You sound very defensive for someone who isn’t staring.” You chuckled, titling your head at her.
She groaned. “You two are insufferable.”
“We’re just saying he’s trouble, sweetheart.” Jay smirked.
“You’re trouble,” She shot back.
“That’s different.” You and Jay said at the same time.
She blinked at the synchronized response and then shook her head in disbelief. “This is exactly what I mean. You’re like….a unit. It’s disturbing.” She crossed her arms and huffed, “And quit acting like I’m gonna run off with someone.”
“You wouldn't survive five miles into the desert.” You and Jay snorted, as he squeezed your shoulder lightly, “You’ll find someone soon enough sweetie.” You cooed at her, “Someone to soothe you and all that lovey stuff.”
“I don’t need soothing.”
“You need supervision.” Jay muttered.
“Honestly,” She said, taking a dramatic swig of her beer, “maybe you two should just have kids already.”
You loved your younger sister of course. But you had to admit she had a talent for saying stuff that could shut people up.
“What?” You blinked, feeling heat rise to your neck.
“So you’ll stop hovering over me like I’m fifteen.” She scoffed, glancing over at Jay who had his fork paused halfway to his mouth, “You guys baby me too much.” She continued, gesturing wildly. “You lecture me about my life and you monitor my bar. It’s exhausting.”
“We do not monitor your bar,” You protested.
Jay cleared his throat. “I occasionally ensure it remains… orderly.”
“Exactly!” She threw her hands up with a crude laugh. “If you had children, you’d be too busy to interfere in my life.” There was a brief silence.
You laughed first. “Oh yes, because raising children is famously relaxing.”
She pointed at you. “You’d be great at it.” The words were casual—offhand, something that one said every now and then.
But the way his blood rushed to his dick made Jay want to go outside and kick a tree.
There was a subtle shift in his posture; his knee pressed a fraction closer against yours under the table, his heartbeat, steady and calm just seconds ago—seemed to pick up when you glanced at him.
“You think we’d make good parents?” You asked lightly, though your pulse had quickened.
Your sister shrugged. “Obviously. You already act like it with me.” She stole another bite of pie, “You two would have the most well-behaved little outlaws,” She added.
“Outlaws?” Jay laughed, trying to sound stable, and like he wasn't thinking about every position he could put his child into you in.
“With her stubbornness and your personality?” She said, “Terrifying.”
You laughed, but your eyes were still on him. His gaze had softened in a way you hadn’t seen before. Jay’s hand slid down from the back of your chair to rest at your waist under the table. He didn’t say anything, as you leaned subtly into your husband’s side, feeling the steady rise and fall of his chest— feeling the way his hand lingered at your waist just a second longer than usual.
It would be a long night indeed.
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It was all bruising kisses and harsh words as soon as your sister stepped out the door. Jay didn't even wait till she had crossed the street, to grab at your waist and lift you up, carrying you to the bedroom like one carried diamonds and other precious things,
The words ‘you’d make good parents’ had ignited something primal within him, and now with your sister gone, and the house left all to you two, he was going to unleash it.
Jay’s mouth crashed against yours in the hallway, teeth nipping at your lower lip hard enough to draw a gasp, his hands rough on your hips as he hoisted you up. Your legs wrapped around his waist instinctively, skirt bunching up your thighs, and you felt the hard ridge of his erection pressing against your core through his jeans.
“You heard what she said, darling.” He moaned against your mouth, voice thick with need, “We’d make such good parents.”
You clung to his shoulders, nails digging into the fabric of his shirt, heart racing as he carried you down the hall. His strides were purposeful, possessive, each step jostling you against him, the friction making your panties dampen.
“Jay.” You breathed but he silenced you with another bruising kiss, tongue thrusting deep, claiming every inch of your mouth like he owned it.
Your husband kicked the bedroom door open, the wood banging against the wall, and dumped you onto the bed with a controlled roughness that sent a thrill through you. You bounced once, skirt riding up to expose your thighs, and he was on you in an instant, looming over your body, his broad frame casting a shadow. His eyes raked over you, dark and hungry, hands already yanking at the hem of your blouse.
“Clothes off.” His voice was low and authoritative, “Let me see that pretty body.”
Your fingers trembled with anticipation as you obeyed, peeling off your blouse, unhooking your bra to let your breasts spill free. His gaze zeroed in on them, nipples hardening under the cool air and his stare.
You shimmied out of your skirt next, leaving you in just your panties, the fabric clinging to your arousal. Jay shed his shirt, revealing the taut muscles of his chest and abs, leading down to where his jeans strained obscenely.
He crawled onto the bed, caging you in with his arms, and started kissing you all over—not the harsh clashes from before, but slower, gentler presses of his lips that spoke of his reverence mixed with raw desire. He began at your neck, sucking lightly on the pulse point, teeth grazing just enough to mark without breaking skin.
“Need to worship this body.” He murmured, lips trailing down to your collarbone, nipping softly, “Before I pump you so fucking full with our child.”
Heat flooded your cheeks and between your legs at his words, the talk sending a fresh gush of wetness to your pussy. You arched into him as his mouth found your breast, tongue circling the nipple before he latched on, sucking hard enough to make you whimper.
“Ahh—Jay please…” His hand cupped the other, thumb rolling the peak, pinching just shy of pain. You gasped, fingers threading through his hair, holding him there.
He chuckled darkly against your skin, switching sides, lavishing the same attention while his free hand slid down your stomach, fingers splaying possessively over your lower abdomen.
“Please what, my dearest? Please fuck a baby into you?” His kisses continued lower, peppering your ribs, your navel, until he hooked his fingers in your panties and tugged them down your legs, exposing your slick folds, “Cause that’s exactly what I’m gonna do.” He settled between your thighs, shoulders nudging them wider, and pressed a soft kiss to your inner thigh, then another higher, closer to where you ached.
He stripped off his jeans and boxers in one go, veins bulging along his thick cock, the head already weeping pre-cum. He was so damn big, and it was intimidating even after all this time, and your pussy clenched at the sight, knowing how it would stretch you.
Jay stroked himself once, twice, eyes locked on yours as he positioned the tip at your entrance.
“Look at me darling.” His tone was sharp, even as his eyes were soft. “You ready for me?”
With that, he pushed in, the broad head breaching you slowly, inch by sublime inch, your walls fluttering around the invasion. You cried out, the burn of his size making your eyes water, hands fisting the sheets as he bottomed out, balls pressed against your ass.
“So tight—ahh fuck.” He groaned, holding still for a moment, forehead resting against yours, “Good little pussy’s made for me yeah?”
He started moving then, shallow thrusts that let you adjust, but soon deepened, hips snapping forward with controlled power. Each plunge hit deep, the angle brushing your g-spot, sending sparks up your spine. You wrapped your legs around him, heels digging into his back, urging him faster.
“Good girl, goood girl.” He panted, one hand bracing beside your head, the other gripping your thigh to spread you wider. “Feel how deep I am? Right where I need to be to breed you good, pretty girl.”
"Please, Jay—hah—please..." You begged, voice breathy and desperate as he pounded into you. "Need you to fill me up—ahh!”
Your words only seemed to spur him on further, his hips snapping forward with bruising force as he drove himself into you again and again. The hand on your thigh tightened, fingers digging into your soft flesh hard enough to leave marks.
His pace quickened, cock pistoning in and out, the wet slap of skin on skin filling the room alongside your moans. Jay leaned down to capture your lips in a messy kiss, tongue mirroring his thrusts, while his hand slipped between you to rub your clit in firm circles.
“Close close, I’m close!” You whimpered, nails raking down his back, as pleasure coiled in your lower belly.
“Cum for me.” Jay’s voice was rough, “God she’s squeezin’ me dry, darling.”
His fingers pressed harder on your clit, hips grinding deep on every thrust, and you shattered, orgasm hitting you like a truck. Your pussy convulsed around him, walls rippling, pulling him in as you cried out his name, body arching off the bed.
He didn't stop, fucking you through it, prolonging the bliss until you were oversensitive, twitching beneath him.
“Good girl.” He praised, slowing down just enough to let you catch your breath. But if you knew anything about your husband, he wasn't the kind to leave you alone after just one swig of ambrosia.
With a grunt, he pulled out, your pussy clenching emptily at the loss, but he was quick to manhandle you—throwing your legs over his shoulders, folding you in half until your knees brushed your chest. The mating press pinned you open, vulnerable, his cock nudging your entrance again.
“Look at you.” He said, eyes blazing as he sank back in, the new angle letting him go impossibly deeper, the head kissing your cervix. You gasped, the fullness bordering on too much, but the stretch ignited fresh arousal. “My beautiful wife.” He thrust in earnest now, powerful slams that rocked the bed.
You were trapped, unable to do more than take it, hands clutching his arms as he dominated you completely. “Jay—fuck, it's too much.” You sobbed, but your body betrayed you, hips tilting to meet him, chasing the building pressure.
“You can take it, my dearest.” He leaned down to peck at your forehead, “I know you can.”
His hand found your clit again, rubbing relentlessly, while the other braced your thigh, keeping you locked in place. The position made every thrust target your deepest spots, the friction on your g-spot unrelenting. Sweat slicked his skin, dripping onto your breasts as he pounded into you, grunts mixing with your cries.
“Tell me you want it.” He huffed, biting down a moan as he felt you squeeze around him, “Tell me you want me to cum inside.” He leaned down again to nip at your earlobe making you moan loud enough for the whole town to hear.
“N-Need it.” You whined, words tumbling out in a haze of ecstasy, “Need it so bad Jay—need you to fill me—ahh god—fill me up.”
His rhythm faltered at your plea, thrusts turning erratic, harder. “Fuck, that's my girl. Gonna pump you so full, you'll feel me leaking out for days, baby.”
Your second orgasm built faster this time, the overstimulation from the first amplifying everything, your pussy fluttering wildly around him.
“Cum with me.” He ordered, fingers pinching your clit. “Now.”
The command tipped you over, ecstasy ripping through you as you clenched down, screaming his name. Jay followed instantly, burying himself to the hilt, cock pulsing as he unleashed thick ropes of cum deep inside.
“Take it all.” His body shuddered with the force of his release, “Take every fucking drop.” He held you there, grinding against your cervix, ensuring every spurt coated your walls, breeding you thoroughly.
He stayed locked inside as you both came down, breaths mingling, his weight a comforting press. Slowly, he unfolded you, legs lowering gently, but he didn't pull out yet, keeping his softening cock plugging you.
“Stay like that.” He murmured, voice softening just a tad.
The harshness melted away entirely just as fast as it had settled earlier in the evening. Jay kissed you sweetly, lips brushing yours in feather-light touches, moving to your forehead, your cheeks, your eyelids.
“Love you so much.” He whispered between kisses, hand stroking your hair, "Didn't hurt you did I?”
“You’re asking me that after all that.” You smiled, sated and cherished, pulling him closer as the warmth wrapped around you both, “I loved it, baby.”
It was very rare for the town to see their cold-hearted sheriff ever soften, or even smile—he was as constant as the northern star in their opinion.
How lucky you were to see his rueful grin, as he pressed his soft lips all over you. He was your husband after all.
Only yours, for now and for as long as the cicadas kept chirping their song.
synopsis✧˖°. when you get dragged to a party by your friends, the last thing you expect is to end up in a closet with jay, your enemy for months. but seven minutes in heaven changes everything, and what starts as a game turns into a night of confessions, passion, and unexpected tenderness. sometimes the person you think you hate is the one you needed all along.
contains✧˖° explicit sexual content ; choking/breath play ; overstimulation ; make out ; rough sex ; "seven minutes in heaven" trope ; aftercare ; fluff ending ; first time together ; party scene ; sunsun & heejake mention ; unprotected sex (cloak the joker before you poke her!) ; fingering ; eating out ; wc: 5.5k ; petnames (doll, princess, pretty) ; i probally missed some... tread lightly
notes✧˖° so i really enjoyed writing smut, so i decided to do a whole story of it, but with jay!! if there are any grammatical errors, i apologize, i kinda rushed this.. if you like my writng, PLEASE send an ask!! its kind of hard for me to come up with a story on my own. anyway, please enjoy the story!!
the music was too loud. that was your first thought as you walked into the crowded living room, some generic pop song thumping through the speakers loud enough to rattle your ribs.
you scanned the room, already regretting letting your friends drag you here. the apartment was packed with people you barely knew, bodies pressed together, the air thick with the smell of cheap beer and expensive perfume. someone had opened all the windows but it did nothing to cut the heat, the september night still clinging to the walls.
and then you saw him.
jay was leaned against the kitchen counter, red solo cup in hand, laughing at something jake said. he looked annoyingly good, black shirt sleeves pushed up to his elbows, silver chain catching the light. he must've felt you staring because his eyes flicked over, meeting yours across the room.
his smile dropped immediately.
you rolled your eyes, turning away. great. just what you needed tonight.
for months now, you and jay had been circling each other like sharks. it started with petty comments, escalated to full blown arguments at group hangouts, and now you couldn't be in the same room without wanting to strangle him. or something.
the something had become increasingly confusing lately. you'd notice the way his shirt stretched across his shoulders, the way his hands looked when he was typing on his phone, the way his jaw tightened when he was trying not to lose his temper with you. you'd notice, and then you'd hate yourself for noticing, and then you'd pick a fight to cover it up.
"okay everyone," sunoo called out, climbing onto a chair with the kind of dramatic flair only sunoo could manage. "we're doing spin the bottle. couples and boring people leave now."
the crowd groaned and cheered in equal measure. you should've left. you knew you should've left. nothing good ever came from party games invented by teenagers with too much time and not enough supervision.
but jay was already walking over, that stupid smirk on his face, and you weren't about to let him think he scared you off. you'd rather die than give him that satisfaction.
the circle formed on the carpet, mismatched cushions and discarded jackets creating a rough perimeter. you and jay ended up on opposite sides. perfect. your best friend mina squeezed your hand as she sat beside you, her eyes wide with the kind of delighted horror that meant she was already planning how to tell this story later.
"this is gonna be a disaster," she whispered.
"probably," you whispered back. "sunoo's already drunk. he'll probably forget his own rules in ten minutes."
"that's what i'm afraid of."
you looked around the circle. jungwon was there, looking slightly uncomfortable in the way he always did at parties, like he was calculating the earliest socially acceptable time to leave. riki was on his phone, probably texting his girlfriend. heeseung sat next to jake, their shoulders pressed together in a way that made you wonder if they were finally going to admit what everyone else already knew. sunghoon and sunoo were practically attached at the hip as usual, sunoo's head resting on sunghoon's shoulder, both of them wearing matching smirks like they knew something the rest of you didn't.
"rules," sunoo announced, clapping his hands together. "seven minutes in heaven. no exceptions. no escapees. door stays locked. if you come out early, you forfeit and have to take a shot of whatever mystery liquid jake has in that green bottle."
"it's fermented pickle juice," jake said proudly.
"absolutely not," jungwon muttered.
"what if it lands on someone you hate?" jay asked, looking directly at you with that infuriating eyebrow raise.
sunoo's grin turned wicked. "especially if it lands on someone you hate. that's the best part. the universe is telling you to work out your issues. in a closet. in the dark. alone."
"that's not how the universe works," you said.
"it is tonight," sunoo countered. "bottle is an old wine bottle, scratched and dented, completely unbiased. who's first?"
it started with jungwon. he spun and landed on some girl you didn't know, someone from sunoo's dance class apparently. they disappeared into the closet, came out seven minutes later looking disheveled but satisfied, jungwon avoiding eye contact with everyone.
riki went next. landed on jake. they just talked about soccer the whole time, apparently, though jake came out looking deeply confused about why riki knew so much about bundesliga defensive strategies.
heeseung spun and you watched jake's face carefully, the way he tried to look casual and failed completely. the bottle slowed, slowed... and stopped on sunghoon.
heeseung laughed, jake's shoulder relaxed, and sunghoon just raised an eyebrow. "i have a boyfriend," he said simply, gesturing to sunoo.
"pass," sunoo agreed. "but only because you're cute, heeseung. anyone else and i'd make them sit in the dark and think about what they've done."
then it was your turn.
you reached out, fingers wrapping around the cool glass. you could feel jay's eyes burning into you from across the circle, heavy and intent. don't land on him, you prayed. don't land on him. anyone but him. jungwon again. the wall. literally anyone else.
you spun.
the bottle rotated, catching light, slowing down, passing jungwon, passing riki, passing heeseung and jake...
and stopped on jay.
"oh my god," mina muttered, her grip on your hand tightening to the point of pain.
jay's expression didn't change but something flickered in his eyes, something dark and interested that made your stomach flip. "well," he said, standing up with that infuriating casualness. "let's get this over with."
sunoo was practically vibrating with excitement, his feet doing a little dance on the chair. "closet. now. seven minutes. don't come out early or you forfeit and drink the pickle juice."
you stood on shaky legs. this was fine. this was absolutely fine. you just had to survive seven minutes in a dark closet with your enemy. easy. you'd done harder things. you'd survived finals week. you'd eaten sunoo's cooking. you could handle this.
the closet was small. way too small. it was technically a coat closet but someone had cleared out the coats to make room for... whatever this was. jay stepped in first, leaning against the back wall with his arms crossed, looking bored and put-upon. you followed, pulling the door shut behind you. the darkness was immediate and total, so complete you couldn't see your hand in front of your face.
"this is stupid," you said, pressing yourself against the opposite wall.
"agreed," jay said. his voice was closer than you expected, coming from somewhere in the middle of the small space.
you pressed yourself harder against the wall, arms crossed, trying to put as much space between you as possible. you could hear him breathing, slow and steady. smell his cologne, something woody and expensive that made you want to lean closer. the closet was warm, airless, and you could feel your heart starting to race.
"you're being dramatic, y/n," he said after a moment.
"i'm not doing anything."
"you're pressed against the wall like i'm contagious."
"maybe you are."
he laughed. low and soft, closer now. "you're ridiculous, you know that?"
"and you're insufferable."
silence. but it wasn't comfortable silence. it was charged, electric, the kind of silence that hummed against your skin and made the hair on your arms stand up. you could hear every breath he took, every subtle shift of fabric as he moved.
"why do you hate me so much?" he asked. his voice was closer now. when had he moved?
"i don't hate you."
"you sure act like it."
"because you're arrogant and annoying and you think you're better than everyone."
"and you're stubborn and impossible and you never back down from anything."
"someone has to put you in your place."
you could feel him now. the heat of him in the small space, radiating toward you like a furnace. your eyes were adjusting slightly, enough to make out the shape of him, the way he was leaning toward you, the glint of his chain catching some sliver of light from under the door.
"you've been trying to put me in your place for months," he said quietly. "how's that working out for you?"
"terribly."
"maybe you should try a different approach."
"like what?"
he didn't answer. instead, he moved. one hand found your waist, pulling you toward him with a strength that made you gasp, and then his mouth was on yours.
you gasped against his lips, surprised by the softness of them, by the way he kissed like he was starving, like he'd been waiting for this for years. his other hand came up to cup your jaw, angling your head just so, and his tongue slid against yours, demanding and sure.
you melted into it despite yourself. your hands found his chest, gripping his shirt, pulling him closer. he tasted like mint and something darker, something that made your head spin.
his hands moved to your hips, lifting you slightly, pressing you against the wall. you wrapped your legs around his waist without thinking, feeling him hard against you through his jeans. the friction made you whimper, made you roll your hips seeking more.
his hands roamed your body, sliding under your shirt, thumbs brushing over your bra. you arched into his touch, already lost in the sensation, in the way he seemed to know exactly where to touch you.
"pretty girl," he whispered, watching your eyes flutter in the dim light. "so pretty and you don't even know it. walking around acting like you hate me when you've been thinking about this too, haven't you?"
"yes," you admitted, the word torn from you.
he groaned, grinding against you with intent. "say it again."
"yes, jay. i've thought about it."
"about what? be specific."
"about you. about this. about you fucking me."
the words seemed to break something in him. he kissed you harder, more desperate, hands tangling in your hair, pulling just enough to make your scalp tingle.
"can't believe i'm finally touching you," he mumbled against your skin. "been driving me crazy. every time you roll your eyes at me, every time you argue, all i can think about is shutting you up with my cock in your mouth."
"jay-"
"you'd like that, wouldn't you? being on your knees for me?"
you nodded frantically, the image making you clench around nothing.
he was rolling his hips against you, creating delicious friction where you needed it most. you were both fully clothed but you'd never felt more exposed, more vulnerable, more seen.
"fuck, y/n," he breathed against your mouth. "i've wanted to do that for so long."
"shut up," you whispered, but you were kissing him again, harder this time, desperate.
his hands moved to your hips, lifting you slightly, pressing you against the wall. you wrapped your legs around his waist, feeling him hard against you through his jeans. the friction made you whimper.
"you're so responsive," he murmured, trailing kisses down your neck. "knew you would be. knew you'd fall apart the second i touched you."
"don't flatter yourself."
he bit your neck, hard enough to mark. "y/n, tell me to stop."
you didn't.
his hands roamed your body, sliding under your shirt, thumbs brushing over your bra. you arched into his touch, head falling back against the wall. his mouth followed, sucking dark marks into your skin, and you gasped when his hand wrapped around your throat.
he didn't squeeze hard, just enough to hold you there, pinned, his thumb stroking your pulse point. "look at you," he whispered, watching your eyes flutter. "so pretty when you're helpless. want me to choke you properly, princess? want me to cut off your air while i make you come?"
"yes," you breathed, the pressure making your head spin in the best way.
he applied a little more pressure, just enough to make your breath hitch, and grinned against your lips. "such a good girl. taking what i give you. imagine if i had you naked right now, my hand around your throat while i fuck you raw. you'd like that, wouldn't you? being completely under my control?"
you nodded as much as you could, pinned against the wall by his body and his hand.
"can't wait," he growled, grinding harder against you. "can't wait to get you alone and ruin you properly."
and then the door opened.
"time's up!" sunoo sang, sounding far too cheerful.
you both froze. jay's forehead dropped to your shoulder, his breathing ragged against your neck. you untangled yourself from him, straightening your clothes with shaking hands, trying to look normal, trying to remember how to breathe.
sunoo's eyes widened as he took in the scene. jay's swollen lips, your messed up hair, the hickey blooming dark on your neck. "wow," he said, stepping back. "okay then. didn't expect that. carry on."
you pushed past him, face burning. jay followed, and you didn't look at him as you rejoined the circle, but you could feel everyone's eyes on you, curious and knowing.
mina grabbed your hand. "what happened, y/n?"
"nothing," you lied, your voice rough.
she didn't believe you, but she let it go, though her eyes kept darting between you and jay with increasing interest.
the game continued, but you couldn't focus. jake spun and landed on heeseung, and they actually went into the closet. when they came out, jake's shirt was buttoned wrong and heeseung wouldn't meet anyone's eyes, his cheeks flushed pink. sunoo and sunghoon exchanged knowing looks, smug and satisfied.
you tried to focus on the game, on the conversation, on anything but the way your lips still tingled, the way your neck throbbed where he'd bitten you. but every time you looked up, jay was watching you. dark eyes tracking your movements, lingering on your mouth, on the mark he'd left on your neck.
it was disorienting. you'd spent months hating him, or trying to, and now all you could think about was the weight of his hand on your throat, the way he'd looked at you like you were the only thing in the world.
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the party started winding down around two am. people were leaving in groups, calling ubers, stumbling out into the night in various states of disrepair. you were in the kitchen, pouring yourself some water with hands that still weren't quite steady, when you felt him behind you.
"still hate me?" jay asked quietly, close enough that you could feel his breath on the back of your neck.
you turned. he was closer than you expected, close enough that you had to tilt your head back to look at him, close enough that you could see the flecks of gold in his dark eyes.
"still figuring it out," you admitted.
he smiled. it was different from his usual smirk. softer, more genuine, with a hint of vulnerability that made your chest ache. "can i drive you home?"
"my friends-"
"already left. i saw mina leave with jungwon twenty minutes ago. they looked pretty cozy, actually."
you checked your phone. three texts from mina
great. abandoned by your best friend for a boy. the betrayal.
"fine," you said, setting down your cup. "but if you murder me, i'm haunting you. and i'll be a very annoying ghost."
"fair enough," he said, that soft smile still playing at his lips. "i'd expect nothing less."
his car was nice. black, sleek, smelled like him, that woody cologne filling the enclosed space. you slid into the passenger seat, suddenly nervous now that you were alone with him. the closet had been one thing. adrenaline and darkness and the game. this was real. this was you choosing to be here, choosing him.
he started the engine but didn't pull out immediately. "can i be honest with you?"
"depends."
"i don't actually hate you. i never did. i just... didn't know how to talk to you. so i picked fights instead. it was stupid. i'm stupid."
you stared at him. "that's the dumbest thing i've ever heard."
"i know. i'm an idiot."
"yeah," you agreed, but you were smiling. "you are."
he reached over, hand finding your thigh, warm and heavy. "can i take you home? actually take you home? not just drop you off?"
your heart hammered against your ribs. "yes."
the drive was quiet, his hand never leaving your leg. he squeezed occasionally, thumb tracing patterns on your inner thigh, higher and higher, and you shifted in your seat, already wet again just from his touch, from the memory of his mouth on yours.
when you got to your apartment, you led him inside without a word. the moment the door closed, he was on you, pressing you against the wall, his mouth finding yours with a hunger that made your knees weak.
"bedroom," he demanded, his voice rough.
"this way."
he followed, and when you turned to face him in your room, he crowded you against the door immediately. his mouth found yours, hungrier than before, like the closet had just been an appetizer and he was starving for the main course.
"been thinking about you since we got out," he mumbled against your lips, his hands already pulling at your shirt. "couldn't focus on anything else. wanted to drag you back in there. wanted to push you to your knees right there in front of everyone."
"why didn't you?"
"patience," he said, though his hands were anything but patient, pulling at your clothes with desperate urgency. "wanted to do this right. wanted to take my time with you."
he stripped you slowly, worshipfully, murmuring praise with every inch of skin he revealed. "look at you. so fucking beautiful. can't believe i get to see this. can't believe you're letting me."
you pulled at his shirt, wanting him bare too. he let you, helping you undo the buttons, and then his chest was pressed against yours, warm and solid and perfect. he was lean muscle and smooth skin, and you couldn't stop touching him, mapping the planes of his body with greedy hands.
"on the bed," he ordered, his voice dropping lower.
you obeyed, lying back against the pillows. he crawled over you, kissing down your body, lingering at your breasts, sucking your nipples into his mouth until you were arching off the bed, then moving lower, to your stomach, the waistband of your jeans.
"jay-"
"patience," he said again, but there was a smile in his voice, dark and teasing.
he undid your jeans, pulling them down along with your underwear. you were bare before him, exposed and vulnerable, and he just looked at you for a long moment, his gaze heavy and reverent.
"perfect," he whispered. "absolutely fucking perfect."
he spread your legs, settling between them, and then his mouth was on you.
you cried out, hands flying to his hair, gripping tight. he was skilled, relentless, licking into you with long strokes that had you writhing, your hips bucking against his mouth. he sucked your clit, flicking it with his tongue, and you gasped his name, over and over like a prayer.
"that's it," he encouraged, looking up at you with dark eyes, his chin wet with you. "let me hear you. want to know what i do to you. want to hear how good i make you feel."
he added a finger, curling it inside you, and you moaned louder, your head falling back against the pillows. he built you up slowly, torturously, bringing you to the edge and then backing off until you were begging, your hands tugging at his hair.
"please, jay, please-"
"please what?"
"let me come. please. i need to come."
he sucked your clit harder, finger moving faster, curling to hit that spot inside you, and you came with a cry, back arching off the bed, your orgasm crashing through you like a wave. he rode you through it, gentle now, kissing your thighs, your hip bones, back up to your mouth.
"taste yourself," he said, kissing you deep, and you could, the faint sweetness on his tongue, and it made you shiver, made you want more.
he pulled back, standing to undress fully. you watched, propped up on your elbows, as he revealed himself. lean muscle, defined abs, a trail of hair leading down to where he was hard and heavy against his stomach.
your eyes widened. he was big, thick and long, curved slightly against his stomach, the tip already wet with precome. way bigger than you expected. he caught your expression and smirked, wrapping his hand around himself and giving a slow stroke.
"see something you like?" he teased.
"you're huge," you blurted out, then felt your face heat up.
he laughed, low and pleased. "don't worry, doll. i'll make it fit. gonna stretch you out so good. gonna make you feel every inch."
he climbed back over you, and you felt him against your thigh, heavy and hot. "touch it," he ordered.
you reached between you, fingers wrapping around his length. your hand couldn't close fully around him, and he groaned at the contact, hips bucking into your touch, his eyes falling closed.
"that's it," he encouraged. "feel what you do to me. been hard since the closet. since i first tasted you. since i first saw you tonight."
he positioned himself at your entrance, rubbing against you, teasing. the head of him felt huge against your folds, and you felt a flutter of nerves mixed with anticipation, your body already sensitive from your first orgasm.
"want you so bad," he admitted. "thought about this so many times. fucking you until you can't remember why you hated me. until you can't remember your own name."
"do it," you challenged. "fuck me, jay. i want to feel you."
he pushed in slowly, inch by inch, giving you time to adjust. he was massive, stretching you wide, filling you deeper than anyone had before. you whimpered at the fullness, at the slight burn of being stretched around him, your nails digging into his back.
"fuck," he gritted out, forehead dropping to your shoulder. "so tight. so warm. taking me so well, princess. feel how big i am inside you? feel how perfectly you fit around me?"
he kept pushing until he was fully seated, his hips flush against yours. you felt impossibly full, stuffed, his cock hitting places you didn't know could be reached. you could feel your walls fluttering around him, adjusting to his size.
"so deep," you gasped, your voice shaky.
"that's it," he praised, starting to move, slow and deep. "gonna fuck you properly now. gonna make you feel every inch. gonna ruin you for anyone else."
he started moving, dragging out every thrust so you felt every vein, every ridge of him. you wrapped your legs around him, trying to pull him deeper, and he groaned, his control slipping.
"greedy," he accused. "want more of this big cock already? you can take it?"
"yes," you whimpered. "please, jay, give me more. fuck me harder."
he picked up the pace, snapping his hips harder, faster. the sound of skin on skin filled the room, mixed with your moans and his ragged breathing. with every thrust, he hit that spot inside you that made your vision blur, that made you see stars.
"feel that?" he grunted. "feel how deep i am? gonna ruin this pretty pussy for anyone else. gonna make you addicted to this dick."
"already am," you admitted. "only you. only your big cock, jay."
"that's right. only me. say it again."
"only you. i'm yours. please, don't stop."
he groaned, thrusting harder, losing his rhythm. the bed was hitting the wall, and you didn't care if your neighbors heard, didn't care about anything but the way he was making you feel.
he shifted your leg over his shoulder, changing the angle, and suddenly he was even deeper, hitting your cervix with every thrust. the stretch was almost too much, bordering on pain, but it mixed with the pleasure until you couldn't tell where one ended and the other began.
"too deep," you gasped, but you were pulling him closer, wanting more, your body greedy and desperate.
"you can take it," he soothed, though his voice was strained. "such a good girl. taking all of me. no one's ever taken me this deep, princess. made for me. this pussy was made for my cock."
he reached between you, thumb finding your clit, rubbing tight circles. the dual sensation was overwhelming, his size filling you completely while his fingers worked you higher, pushing you toward another edge.
"gonna come," you warned. "jay, i'm gonna-"
"come on my cock," he commanded. "come hard, let me feel you squeeze me. milk this big dick, princess. show me how good i make you feel."
you came with a scream, back arching off the bed, your orgasm intensified by the way he filled you completely. your walls clenched around him, rhythmic and tight, and he groaned, his thrusts becoming erratic.
"fuck, that's it. squeezing me so tight. fuck, you're so sensitive now, aren't you? can feel you fluttering around me."
but he didn't stop. he kept thrusting, slower now but still deep, still hitting that spot that made you gasp. you tried to squirm away, oversensitive, but he held your hips firm.
"jay, wait," you gasped. "i can't- it's too much-"
"shh," he soothed, his voice dark and commanding. "i know, princess. i know it's a lot. but you can take it. you're gonna take more for me. gonna make you come again. gonna overstimulate this pretty pussy until you're crying."
he kept moving, his thumb still circling your clit, and you whimpered, the sensation too intense, bordering on painful but somehow still good, still building you up again.
"look at you," he murmured, watching your face. "taking it so well. so sensitive and still taking my cock. such a good girl for me. gonna come again, aren't you? gonna come on my cock even though it's too much?"
you nodded frantically, tears pricking at the corners of your eyes from the intensity. he was relentless, fucking you through the oversensitivity, his cock dragging against your walls, his thumb working your clit with steady pressure.
"come on," he encouraged. "let go, princess. come for me again. i want to feel you. want to feel you squeeze me dry."
you came again with a sob, your second orgasm crashing into you harder than the first, your whole body shaking, your vision going white at the edges. your walls clenched around him, spasming tight, and he cursed, his hips stuttering.
"fuck, fuck, that's it. taking it so well. milking my cock so good. one more, princess. give me one more."
"i can't," you whimpered, shaking your head. "jay, i can't, it's too much-"
"you can," he insisted, his voice firm but gentle. "one more for me. let me feel you come one more time. want to feel you completely wrecked."
he adjusted his angle, hitting a different spot inside you, and you cried out, the sensation overwhelming. he was fucking you slower now, deep and deliberate, making you feel every inch, every pulse of him inside you.
"please," you begged, not sure if you were begging for him to stop or keep going.
"that's it," he praised. "beg me. beg me to let you come."
"please, jay, please let me come. please make me come again."
he thrust harder, his thumb pressing down on your clit, and you came with a scream, your third orgasm ripping through you, your body convulsing, your walls clenching so tight around him that he groaned, his control finally snapping.
he thrust twice more, hard and deep, burying himself to the hilt, and then he was coming too, spilling inside you with a guttural moan, his cock pulsing, filling you up. you felt every twitch, every pulse of him, the warmth spreading through you.
for a long moment, neither of you moved. he stayed inside you, still half-hard and huge, his weight comforting above you, his breathing ragged against your neck. when he finally pulled out, you felt empty, aching, already missing the stretch of him, your body trembling from the aftershocks.
"shh," he soothed, kissing your forehead, your cheeks, your lips soft and gentle. "i've got you. you're okay. you did so well, princess. took so much for me. so good."
you were still shaking, your body oversensitive and spent, tears sliding down your temples from the intensity of it all. he wiped them away with his thumb, his touch tender now, completely different from the roughness of before.
"stay here," he whispered. "don't move. i'll be right back."
he disappeared into your bathroom, and you heard water running. you lay there, boneless and trembling, your body feeling like it was floating. when he came back, he had a warm washcloth in his hand, gentle and damp.
"open up for me," he said softly, and you let him part your legs, let him clean you up with careful, tender strokes. the cloth was warm, soothing against your sensitive flesh, and you whimpered at the contact, still too sensitive.
"i know," he murmured. "i know, princess. almost done. just want to take care of you. want you clean and comfortable."
he cleaned you thoroughly, gently, his touch reverent. when he was done, he dropped the cloth in your hamper and climbed back onto the bed, pulling you into his arms. you went willingly, curling into his chest, your ear pressed against his heartbeat, which was still racing.
"you okay?" he asked quietly, his hand stroking your hair.
"yeah," you whispered. "that was... intense."
"too intense?" he asked, and you could hear the worry in his voice.
"no," you said quickly, looking up at him. "no, it was perfect. i just... i've never come like that before. multiple times. i didn't know i could."
he smiled, soft and proud. "you were incredible. so responsive. so willing to take more for me. thank you for trusting me."
"thank you for stopping when i really needed it," you said. "for checking in."
"always," he promised. "i'll always take care of you. after, during, always."
he reached down, pulling the blanket over both of you, tucking it around your shoulders. you were still naked, pressed against his warm skin, and you felt safe, cared for, completely content in a way you hadn't expected.
"can i stay?" he asked, his voice hesitant in a way you'd never heard from him before. "i mean... i can go if you want. but i'd like to stay. hold you while you sleep."
"stay," you said, curling closer. "please."
he relaxed, his arm tightening around you. "okay. i'll stay."
you lay there in the dark, listening to his breathing slow, feeling his heartbeat steady against your cheek. his hand traced lazy patterns on your back, soothing and rhythmic, and you felt yourself drifting, your body finally giving in to exhaustion.
"hey," he whispered, just as you were about to fall asleep.
"mm?"
"i meant what i said. i don't hate you. i think i might be... really fond of you, actually. in a non-annoying way."
you smiled against his chest. "i'm fond of you too. in a slightly less annoying way."
he laughed, the sound rumbling through his chest. "go to sleep, princess. i've got you."
"you're not going to call me princess forever, are you?"
"probably," he admitted. "you make it easy. so pretty and responsive and mine."
"hm," you murmured, too tired to argue, not really wanting to anyway.
"sleep," he whispered, kissing your hair. "i'll be here when you wake up."
you fell asleep tangled together, his arms around you, your legs intertwined, his heartbeat lulling you under. and for the first time, you didn't mind the idea of morning, didn't mind the idea of waking up next to him, of seeing where this could go.
the last thing you felt before sleep took you completely was his lips pressing a soft kiss to your forehead, and his whispered words: "mine. you're mine now."
and you were. completely, irrevocably his. and he was yours. and somehow, in the span of seven minutes in a closet and one night in your bed, everything had changed. the boy you'd hated was now the boy you were falling for, and you wouldn't have had it any other way.
you slept deeply, dreamlessly, safe in his arms, and when morning came, he was still there, watching you with soft eyes, and you knew that this was just the beginning.
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an✧˖°. i lowk wrote this while listening to chaconne, fever, and daydream... please any feedback is welcomed!! good or bad, just be respectful. reblogs are always welcome. PLEASE comment!! i love seeing peoples reactions!
Warnings: Explicit sexual content, MINORS DNI!, rough sex, mating press, creampie, unprotected sex (dont be dumb), sugar daddy/sugar baby relationship, possessive behavior, power imbalance, strong language, praise kink, light degradation, marking, overstimulation.
The city lights blurred past the tinted windows of Jay’s sleek black Maybach as it glided through Seoul’s nighttime streets. You shifted against the buttery leather seat, the shopping bags at your feet rustling softly—Dior, Chanel, Cartier. Another night, another fortune spent on you.
Jay’s hand rested possessively on your thigh, fingers tracing lazy circles over the expensive silk dress he’d bought you an hour ago. “You look good in that color,” he murmured, voice low and smooth like aged whiskey. “But I can’t wait to see it on the floor.”
Your breath hitched. This was the arrangement you’d fallen into three months ago: Jay Park, wealthy heir and successful businessman, took care of you completely. Designer clothes, a luxury apartment in the heart of the city, and a black card with no limit. In return, you were his—whenever he wanted, however he wanted.
The car stopped at his private penthouse. Jay didn’t wait for the driver; he opened the door himself and offered his hand like a perfect gentleman. But the moment the elevator doors closed behind you two, the gentleman disappeared.
He pushed you against the mirrored wall, mouth crashing onto yours. The kiss was hungry, demanding. His tongue slid against yours while his hand slipped under your dress, fingers brushing the lace panties he’d chosen earlier.
“Jay…” you gasped as he pressed a thigh between your legs.
“Been thinking about this all day,” he growled against your neck, teeth grazing your pulse point. “Imagining how wet you’d be by the time I got my hands on you.”
The elevator dinged. He lifted you effortlessly, your legs wrapping around his waist as he carried you inside. The penthouse was all floor-to-ceiling windows, soft lighting, and minimalist luxury. He didn’t bother with the bedroom. Instead, he set you down on the wide marble island in the kitchen, the cool stone making you shiver.
“Spread your legs for me, baby.”
You obeyed, heart racing. Jay stepped back, eyes dark as he drank you in—dress hiked up, hair messy from his hands, lips swollen. He shrugged off his tailored black jacket, unbuttoned the top of his crisp white shirt, revealing the sharp collarbones and smooth chest you loved marking.
He dropped to his knees.
“Fuck, Jay—” Your hands flew to his hair as he pushed your panties aside and dragged his tongue up your slit in one slow, filthy stroke. He groaned at your taste, like he’d been starving for it. Two long fingers pushed inside you without warning, curling perfectly against that spot that made your thighs shake.
“Look at you,” he murmured against your clit, sucking lightly before flicking his tongue faster. “Soaking my fingers already. My pretty little sugar baby gets wet just from shopping, huh?”
You moaned, hips rolling against his face. He ate you out like a man possessed—messy, eager, completely focused on your pleasure. The wet sounds echoed obscenely in the open space. When he added a third finger and sucked hard on your clit, you came with a sharp cry, thighs clamping around his head.
Jay rose, wiping his glistening mouth with the back of his hand. That cocky smirk made your stomach flip.
“Good girl. But I’m not done with you.”
He pulled you off the counter and turned you around, bending you over it. The sound of his belt buckle sent a fresh wave of heat through you. You heard the zipper, then felt the thick head of his cock rubbing between your folds, teasing your entrance.
“Tell me what you want,” he said, voice rough. One hand gripped your hip, the other fisted your hair gently but firmly.
“You,” you breathed. “Please, Jay. Fuck me.”
He thrust in deep in one smooth stroke, stretching you open. A broken moan left your lips. He was big—thick and long enough to make you feel deliciously full every single time. He started moving, hips snapping against your ass with controlled power.
“Shit, you’re so tight,” he groaned, watching where he disappeared inside you. “Taking my cock so well. This pussy was made for me.”
The slap of skin on skin filled the penthouse. He reached around to rub your clit, driving you toward another orgasm while pounding into you harder. Your breasts pressed against the cool marble, nipples hard. Every thrust pushed you forward, making you grip the edge of the counter.
“Jay—ah—too deep—”
“You can take it,” he growled, leaning over you so his chest pressed to your back. His lips brushed your ear. “You’ll take everything I give you tonight. Gonna fill you up until you’re dripping.”
You came again, clenching around him so hard he cursed. Jay pulled out suddenly, making you whine at the emptiness. He spun you around, lifted you back onto the island, and pushed back inside in one smooth thrust.
“Want to see your face when I cum,” he said, forehead pressed to yours.
His pace turned punishing for a few minutes before he slowed, eyes gleaming with a new idea. He grabbed your thighs and pushed them up, folding you neatly in half until your knees pressed against your chest. The mating press position left you completely exposed and helpless beneath him.
“Oh my god—” you gasped at the new angle. He sank even deeper, the head of his cock pressing right against your most sensitive spot with every thrust.
Jay groaned, the sound low and primal. “Fuck, look at you. Folded so nicely for me.” He braced his hands on either side of your head, muscles flexing as he drove down into you with long, powerful strokes. The position made everything tighter, deeper, more intense. Every thrust made your breasts bounce and forced broken moans from your throat.
“Jay—too much—ahh!” you cried, nails digging into his shoulders.
“You can take it,” he panted, sweat glistening on his forehead. “Gonna fuck you so deep you’ll feel me for days.” His hips snapped harder, the sound of skin slapping wetly against skin growing louder. He leaned down, folding you even more as he captured your lips in a messy kiss.
The pressure built fast. With your legs pinned and his cock hitting that perfect spot relentlessly, your orgasm crashed over you violently. You clenched around him, vision whitening as you came hard.
“That’s it, baby. Squeeze my cock,” Jay growled. A few more deep, brutal thrusts and he buried himself to the hilt, groaning your name as he came. You felt every thick pulse as he filled you up, hot and endless.
He stayed inside you for a long moment, both of you catching your breath. Slowly, he lowered your legs, but kept them wrapped around his waist as he kissed you softly.
“Still with me?” he asked, voice gentler now.
You nodded, dazed and satisfied. Jay eventually pulled out, watching with dark satisfaction as his release trickled down your thigh. He scooped you up and carried you to the luxurious bathroom. The massive shower turned on with a touch, warm water cascading over both of you as he stripped the rest of his clothes.
Under the spray, he was careful. He washed your body with gentle hands, massaging shampoo into your hair.
“You okay?” he asked, pressing a kiss to your temple.
“More than okay,” you whispered.
After drying you off, he carried you to his king-sized bed and pulled you against his chest. The city sparkled beyond the windows. Jay reached into the nightstand and pulled out a small velvet box.
“Open it.”
Inside was a delicate gold necklace with a diamond J pendant.
“For you,” he said, clasping it around your neck. His fingers traced the J resting between your breasts. “So everyone knows who you belong to.”
You touched the necklace, warmth blooming in your chest. “Thank you, Jay.
”He smirked, but his eyes were soft. “Don’t thank me yet. The night’s still young.”
He rolled you beneath him again, lips trailing down your neck. His hand slid between your legs, fingers playing with the mess he’d left earlier. “Still so full of me,” he murmured proudly. “Good. I like knowing you’re walking around with my cum inside you.”
You moaned softly as he pushed two fingers back inside, slow and lazy. When he finally replaced them with his cock again, it was deep and unhurried. He held eye contact the whole time, one hand laced with yours.
“Mine,” he breathed between thrusts. “All fucking mine.”
You came whispering his name, and he followed soon after, spilling into you once more.
Later, wrapped in his silk robe and eating expensive takeout in bed, Jay watched you with that signature half-smile.
“You know this isn’t just about the money, right?” he said, feeding you a piece of wagyu. “I like having you here. Spoiling you. Fucking you. All of it.”
You leaned in and kissed him. “I know.”
He pulled you into his lap, the robe falling open. “Ride me this time,” he commanded softly, hands gripping your ass. “Want to watch my pretty sugar baby take what she needs.”
You sank down onto him slowly, moaning at the stretch. Jay’s head fell back, eyes half-lidded in pleasure as you began to move. His hands guided your hips, occasionally sliding up to play with your breasts or tug gently at the diamond J around your neck.
The pace quickened until you both came again, collapsing together in a satisfied tangle of limbs.
Jay kissed the top of your head. “Stay the night. Stay every night.”
You smiled against his skin. “I’m not going anywhere.”