not one bit
Mikey Way x afab!reader
CW: Getting drunk, smut, somnophilia (assault), unprotected sex
A/N: I haven't written fanfic in in years, and I haven't published smut before, so I hope this isn't shit. Anyways, enjoy, you freaks.
Mikey's head was pounding as he awoke, clearly regretting his mistake of drinking a bit too much the night before. He squeezes his eyes shut in an attempt to ward off the dizziness. When he manages to open them, he realises just exactly where he is.
He's lying on the couch of the tour bus. Or, more accurately, on you.
He has no recollection of how he ended up there, but he feels it's safe to assume he made you stay with him last night; he's been told he's a clingy drunk, and god knows he'd get attached to the person he's head over heels for. The person who's currently asleep under him, hips between his legs.
He sits up, gazing down at your sleeping form, and he can't help but feel a pang of satisfaction at the situation drunk him had gotten current him into. He admires the shape of your body under him, the contours of your face, the shape of your lips, the way your eyes are shut so peacefully... he's never seen you more beautiful. He tries to be mad at himself for thinking of you that way, but with the alcohol not quite out of his system and the blood quickly rushing downwards, he lets that idea go rather quickly.
His jeans are growing uncomfortable as he sits on your hips, watching your chest rise and fall in your sleep. He whines softly, mind clouded with desire as he observes you, and the conflicting knowledge that it's so, so wrong.
He'd be gentle. Quick. You wouldn't even know.
Mikey slowly begins rocking his hips against yours, stifling a groan. The friction from his jeans makes the sensations all the more delicious, and he can't help but imagine what it'd be like to be inside you. He shuts his eyes, picturing his aching cock pushing in and out of your tight cunt while you shake back and forth like a ragdoll in your state of sleep. He imagines himself thrusting into you roughly, waking you up with the way he splits you open. His hips move faster as he imagines the sounds you would make if you were awake, the way you would beg for him.
He leans down as he grinds against you, pressing light kisses along your neck so as to not wake you. But none of it is enough. He needs more. He's got to have more.
He sits back up, fumbling with the fly of his jeans and shifting them down slightly along with his boxers. He takes himself in his hand and runs a hand across his length with a shudder, already leaking with precum. He tries jacking himself off to the sight of you, pretending it was your hand instead of his like he's done so many times before, but it's not enough, it's not right, it's not you. And so he reaches down to the waistband of your pants and pulls them down.
The sight of you in your underwear makes his hips jerk unconsciously. Internally, he feels disgusting, like a monster, for what he plans to do. But physically, he's never felt more pleasure.
And so he pushes your underwear to the side, lines himself up, and pushes in.
He knows it's wrong, but he doesn't care. He knows he should've looked for protection, but he doesn't care. He knows you could wake up any moment, but he doesn't care. They're all risks he's willing to take.
He bites his lip to stop himself from moaning as he bottoms out, carefully watching your face to see if you'll stir as he begins to slowly move his hips. He watches the peaceful expression on your face as you squeeze around him; the only sounds on the silent bus are his quiet pants, and the sound of slick as he gently thrusts in and out. He's careful not to hurt you or move too fast, in order to prevent you waking up and catching him in the act.
He can't believe it. He's finally fucking you. Sure, you're asleep, but it's close enough. If anything, it turns him on more.
He can feel his stomach tightening as he nears his limit. He kisses your neck softly, not stopping himself as he moans into your skin. He tenses up, hips stuttering at their own accord as he fills you with his cum.
He pulls out after a moment, crawling off you and resetting your clothes to hide what he had just done. He sets the blanket over you and heads to the bathroom to clean up. He takes one last look at you as you lie there sleeping and he can't help but think to himself that he doesn't regret it.
Not one bit.
















