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BTS MAKNAE LINE TEXT: When they call you clingy so you put a distance but then they regret it

Jungkook / Taehyung / Jimin

-Rose

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Gone

You tried your best to hide your emotions but the impact you had made in the atmosphere made it clear that there was something wrong. 

You were the typical bright and happy girl that was satisfied with living a life with simple things. The boys had never seen you angry or upset, you were just a person with overflowing positivity that they had never felt so uncomfortable in their life after seeing the new side of you.

It was like there was some sort of depressing tint in the air and at first, they tried to ignore it but it was like the tint was knocking through their hearts and opening the door of guilt and confusion. The boys had quietly examined you and noticed your smiles, your answers even your usually cheerful eyes seemed dead.

Jimin had never had to deal with your negative emotions that he felt so horrible as a boyfriend. 'Do I even deserve to be her boyfriend?' he mocked himself. 

It was like a tradition to watch a movie with the boys on a Friday night, but this Friday night it felt just too wrong to watch a movie with such pain in the air. Namjoon had wanted to ask you straight forwardly about what was wrong but Jimin gave him one glance that told him it was best not to do so since he knew how hard you were trying to hide it.

Jimin knew that you were hurting and that you weren't used to it either. He knew you did not know how to deal with it and so he knew that he and the boys had to tread carefully and let you know that they were there for you.

What could have been so bad that you could have such a different change of personality like this? He wanted your smile back. Not that dead smile but the sincere smile that brought flutters to his heart each time. 

You were cuddling beside him. His hands wrapped around your shoulders and your head was on his chest. Taehyung got up and flicked through the screen to find a movie. 

Taehyung turned off the lights and sat back down to press play and start the night. Through out the 1/3 of the movie you were so quiet that it had made even the comedic parts seem out of place.

At some point, you lost the focus of the movie and soon you lost your mind which you had tried so hard to strain closed but it ended up wondering where you did not want it to go. Your mother is dead.

Your

Mother

Is 

Dead

You could just not get it. It felt so unreal. You met her a few days ago. You will never meet her again. Wait, hang on. 

You. Will. Never. Meet. Her. Again.  

There was no way of avoiding the truth and no way of sugar coating it.

You. Would. Never. Meet. Your. Mother. Again.

Your beloved mother could never be seen alive again. Why? Why you!? Why her? You could feel the anger through your veins and you were about to explode in anger but instead, you let out a loud heartbreaking sob.

You sucked a deep breath in and the tears started overflowing. No one was prepared and no one was ready, not even you. You felt the blood pumping in such a taunting and scary manner that you swore it was probably the reason you let out such tears.

Jungkook turned on the lights but before he switched the light on, Jimin had wrapped you and you were leaning on his shoulder. Jimin was absolutely heartbroken by the state you were in that he started crying too. He felt your heart pumping through your chest like a drum. He felt the whimpers in some moments of your mental break down.

"What do I do!?"

You let out with no hopes for an answer.

"Nothing, I can't do anything!"

You answered yourself in acceptance. You gripped hard on his shirt, took a deep breath and said

"Jimin. My mother is dead"

The boys were absolutely concerned and terrified, especially Jimin. He hugged you tighter.

"My mother is dead"

You said in such a soft voice and with the tone of defeat and hurt

"Dead"

You said again making Jimins heart clench harder and harder.

"Dead"

You kept repeating the word 'dead' as if you were convincing yourself that it was not true. That there was a chance she was alive.

"Dead"

You breathed out

"Alive"

Jimin let out and you stopped your repetition to listen closely.

"You are alive and breathing and thank god for that. I am so sorry I can't comfort you properly but shit y/n! Now that I absolutely love you and know that I and the boys are here for you regardless of the circumstances"

He cried out through his tears and later you could feel the rest of the boys all gathering up to give you a group hug. You felt one of them crying on your back while your swollen eyes had looked up at the ceiling as if you were sending a sign that you were fine to your mother.

1 year

You and Jimin were gleefully walking to a certain place while holding hands. The rest of the bangtan boys were behind you and each of you were holding a flower.

They kept their word. They never let you deal with a situation alone and tried every way to distract you from your pain. Your boyfriend slept beside you each night and had said calming sweet words while caressing your back.

Every single one of them did their best to make you back to normal. They made a song, They made you food they did everything and to them, it felt like it was no burden since your sincere smile had lit up their days.

Jimin helped you with the funeral and on the day many tears were shed but now you guys were here. Visiting your mothers grave. 

You all respectfully put the flowers down softly. A lot has happened in this one year. You have returned to normal and had not let your tears fall again after the funeral but just this once tears started to fill up.

"I miss you and I want you back but know that I am happy and well"

-Rose