Just For A Little Bit (M)
“It’s true that we don’t know what we’ve got until we lose it, but it’s also true that we don’t know what we’ve been missing until it arrives”
Summary: That night was just suppose to be nothing but careless fun, but after drinking shot after shot that night was your first time having a one-night stand. What did you have to worry about? 99% of the time you never see the person you sleep with again… right? WRONG. What will happen when your past comes back to life to haunt you again?
Previous Parts:
Part 1 // Part 2 // Part 3 // Part 4 // Part 5 // Part 6 // Part 7
Part 8 is here~
More Parts:
Part 9 // Part 10 // Part 11
Masterlist
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“Bobby,” I snapped out of my thoughts and looked up finding Y/N standing right there before me with a huge smile on her face.
“Aren’t you going to bowl?” I lifted myself up and smiled widely.
“Of course I am,”
Y/N and I are just friends… There is nothing that is going to happen between us two.
It’s innocent intentions… I promise…
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Your Point of View
“Are you sure drinking is a good idea after what happened the last time?” You asked Bobby as you noticed Hanbin approaching a bottle of Soju close to Bobby with a glass cup.
“What happened last time?” Jinhwan asks and you turned and looked over at his band member.
“I had to help Mino and him to my apartment because the two of them were completely wasted. This one..” You said pointing at Bobby. “He was singing loudly in the hall and got scolded at by someone who lived in my apartment building.” The boys all looked at Bobby and he just smiled and laughed.
“Did that really happen?” Of course, Bobby couldn’t seem to remember, he was wasted and out of his damn mind.
“Yes, I had to save your butt.” The boys began to laugh and you laughed along with them.
“Hey, how long have you and Mino been together anyway?” Junhoe asks as he reached in for a fry and you had to silently reflect back at all of the good memories you had with your incredible boyfriend and then looked back at Junhoe.
“6 months,” You said as you reached in for a fry and that’s when you noticed Bobby looking so lost in his thought and you couldn’t help but throw the fry you had in your hand to his direction and he shook his head and looked at you.
“Sorry what?” Bobby looks at you and he looked a bit unhappy.
“Is something wrong?” You asked Bobby and he was quick to shake his head and after looking like he was frowning, Bobby looked at you and smiled. Just from that, you knew the smile was absolutely fake and something was clearly bothering Bobby. But instead of asking him again if something was wrong, you pretended like Bobby was okay and smiled.
You looked back at the rest of Bobby members and continued to have a conversation with them.
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“Hey Y/N, can I tell you something?” Jinhwan one of Bobby members asks pulling you aside from the rest and you smiled.
“Sure what’s up?” You asked him and he smiled.
“I know it’s none of my business but I just thought I should let you know… I know Bobby and you are friends and I know you are happy with Mino but if I was able to have a say in anything… I would totally ship Bobby and you… But that’s my opinion.” The moment Jinhwan said that…. You looked at him and you were surprised because it came out of nowhere.
You looked over at Bobby and Hanbin and you suddenly started to reminisce on the memory of Bobby’s lips against yours. Did you have feelings for Bobby? Do you see Bobby as a man?
“Y/N?” You snapped your neck and looked right at Jinhwan and smiled.
“Yea?”
“You okay?” Shit, you were quiet after that being said.
“Yeah! Sorry thought I saw someone I knew,” you lied instead of trying to continue the conversation and Jinhwan smiles and walks off.
Imagine if you didn’t leave Bobby after sleeping with him… Would things be different if you were to stay? Do you think that maybe you would have been with Bobby instead of Mino if you were to stay at his apartment? Who knows anymore…
“Y/N,” You looked up and see Bobby smiling at you.
“Ready to go?” Shit.
“Yeah,”
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The boys all had to go do something except for Bobby. So instead of going to your apartment, Bobby and you decided to back to his place. You knew that maybe it’s not the brightest idea but you knew that Bobby understood that you loved Mino and that he wouldn’t make a move on you… At least you were sure about that…
“And here we are,” Bobby says opening the door wide and the moment you walked in memories were suddenly flooding in.
But the memories that were coming back was the time you woke up in his bed completely undressed… You know what, now that you think about it and now that you are standing in Bobby’s apartment, your mind was racing with thoughts you shouldn’t be thinking in the first place.
“Get comfortable,” Bobby says as he walks over to his bedroom door and you silently nodded your head and walked over to the couch.
Alright, get comfortable? What should you do? You put your right arm over your left and looked around the room. Why do you feel nervous? Bobby and you are just friends… The both of you have been hanging out perfectly fine with others around… So now it shouldn’t be a problem.
“Sorry I had to go charge my phone,” Bobby says interrupting your thoughts walking back into the living room and you smiled.
“That’s fine!” Bobby walked over to the couch and sat right beside you. You looked over at him and suddenly felt like the room was getting hot. You couldn’t help but fan yourself with your hand and Bobby looked over at you.
“Are you okay?” Bobby asks you a bit concerned and you smiled.
“Yeah… I just feel hot..” Bobby looked at you and smiled.
“Oh! Do you want something to drink?” Ah, why are you suddenly getting like this? You’re just casually hanging out with Bobby… Stop overreacting.
“Actually can I have some water?” You asked him and he laughs.
“Of course,” as Bobby left his living room you decided to get up and just browse around his apartment. You looked at the pictures on the wall and you noticed a picture of Bobby hugging who seemed to be his mom. You couldn’t help but smile at the way he smiled. He looked so cute… So innocent.
“That’s my mom and me.” You looked to your right and see Bobby standing right next to you with a cup of water in his hands. Woah when did he get here?
“She’s adorable. How often do you see her?” You asked as Bobby handed you the cup and from that point on he looked down and sighed.
“I mean… In the beginning, before I even debuted I didn’t see her at all because she lived in the United States and I was here in Korea training… But the moment I finally debuted I made sure I did something I promised myself I would do.” Bobby says and you tilted your head and looked at him.
“And what exactly was that?” Bobby looks over at you and smiles.
“I made sure to fly my family back to Korea.” That was probably the cutest story you have heard from a guy. You smiled and noticed Bobby smiling.
“I mean I don’t see her as often but still it’s good to know I have my family here so if anything I can take a drive and go visit them whenever I want.” Hearing things like this made it hard for you to honestly not feel something for Bobby.
He was sweet, cute, charming… And he smells so good… He can rap… He can dance… Again what are you saying? Are you losing your mind?
“Well… I know you may not see your mother often but I’m sure she’s proud of you.” You smiled and Bobby chuckled.
“I know…” You noticed Bobby looking down at his hands and you could tell just from body language there was something Bobby wanted to say but you didn’t want to ask…
“So… How are Mino and you doing?” The truth was everything has been good but lately, you felt like Mino has been so dedicated to his music, he’s been living the famous life he forgets you exist.
“Good I guess,” You answered and after that being said you couldn’t help but to suddenly sigh.
“Uh oh, that doesn’t sound convincing at all,” Bobby says and for some reason you noticed Bobby getting closer. But the thing is you really didn’t put much thought into it. If anything you thought Bobby probably just wanted to comfort you.
“I don’t know… I mean the truth is, we are good. When the two of us are together everything is good. He tells me everything I want to hear, he makes sure that I am happy. He cares about me and I care about him… But when he gets back to his music I feel like he forgets I even exist… On top of all that he never really brought me to the studio to introduce me to his bandmates at least on a personally level,” You confessed all to Bobby and he just sighs.
“Well… I do believe Mino really does like you… But music does bring a lot of pressure on an artist… I’m pretty sure Mino will bring you around the studio and introduce you to his bandmates sooner or later.” Bobby was right. There was no way that wasn’t true.
“You’re right… Maybe I’m overreacting,” You responded now twiddling your thumbs and catching you even more caught off guard, Bobby placed a hand on your thigh and you just looked at him.
“Don’t worry about it… Mino is a lucky guy and I’m sure he knows that. Just give him time,” Bobby says as he gets up. You have no idea where he was suddenly going but you kept staring right at him.
He was walking to the bathroom but before he entered he looked at you and smiled.
“If you were my girlfriend… I would make sure to put you first.” Just hearing that it immediately warmed your heart. Bobby was making it harder to not like him. You wanted to ask him a question but you decided it was best to remove yourself from this conversation and talk about something else.
“So… Have you found any lucky ladies to be your girlfriend?” You asked him and he silently thought to himself and smiled.
“I did have this girl in mind but I decided not,” Hm wonder who’s the girl.
“What’s stopping you?” You couldn’t help but be curious.
“Well... she has eyes on someone else. No matter how much I can give her, how many times I show her that I’m not all that bad, you can tell she will never see me the way I want her to,”
You suddenly began to feel bad. You have no idea who Bobby is possibly talking about… But Bobby isn’t ugly first of all and second of all, he is beyond sweet.
“Bobby, it’s okay. I mean you have two options here… Either you don’t give up on the girl and show her that you are not a bad guy and you are worth the time. Or you can move on and try to look for someone who will give you the attention you deserve.” You said trying to help Bobby out and he nods.
“You’re right.” You hope Bobby does take your words into consideration. Maybe if Bobby gives the girl he likes the time of day you won’t feel so bad rejecting him. You just have to help Bobby out.
“I sometimes think I shouldn’t give up on her because I feel like every time we meet its destiny… But then again I know she’s happy and it’s not because of me.” Just hearing those words were moving you more and more.
The room grew completely silent and the both of you stared at one another. You have no idea what came over you however you couldn’t help but to look down at Bobby’s lips and replay the moment the both of you kissed. Why are you even thinking about this?
You could feel Bobby looking down at your lips and the next thing you know you suddenly noticed Bobby slowly leaning in.
Were the two of you about to kiss?
Why aren’t you pulling away? Why do you suddenly feel like Bobby has this spell on you where you can’t reject the guy… UGH, you have to do something now! Bobby was getting closer and closer to the point where your lips were so close to touching till…
*RING RING*
You two were so quick to pull away. You grabbed a hold of your phone and looked down at it. Mino was calling… Save by the bell….
“I should take this,” You said getting up suddenly feeling that awkward tension and Bobby just silently nodded his head and stood there completely quiet. You walked over to the halls and at last, answered the call.
“Hey babe,” You said but for some reason when you said the word babe, you felt so guilty…. Here you were at his best friends house….. About to kiss him… Wow, you’re a terrible girlfriend.
“Are you busy right now?” Mino asks and you looked around hoping Bobby wasn’t around and responded saying “no,”
“Alright perfect, I was hoping tonight you maybe wanted to go get some dinner. Just the two of us.” How could you possibly say no…
“Sure, where do I meet you?” You asked Mino.
“Meet me at YG, I’m finishing up my solo right now.”’ You agreed and from that point on… The both of you hung up and it was now time for you to put on your big girl pants… Go over to Bobby and let him know you were going to go spend time with Mino.
The thing is… it should be easy to do that but for some reason, it’s not… Especially because before Mino even called you… You were about to kiss someone who wasn’t your boyfriend…
Why do you suddenly care so much about hurting Bobby? You’re not starting to like him… Are you?
You froze and placed a hand on your chest not ready to step out there and face Bobby… Especially with what almost happened… But right now you need to put on your big girl pants and go tell Bobby you have to go meet your boyfriend…
After taking some time to collect your thoughts, you finally got off from leaning against the wall and began to walk to the living room till all of a sudden you felt your forehead hit against something. You looked up and see Bobby standing right in front of you…
“Oh I-I’m sorry,” I blurted completely freaking out at the physical contact you just made with him and he smiled.
“Don’t be,” Bobby please don’t smile like that…
“Um… Actually Bobby…. I uh… Better get going,” why is saying this so hard to come out of your mouth?
“Oh… How come?” Bobby went from a smile to a serious face being slightly unhappy with your decision.
“Um… Mino… Actually called.” The moment you mentioned Mino you could tell he didn’t seem to fond of your honesty however it was the truth…
“Okay,” was the only words Bobby said and he walked off. That’s it? Was that all he was going to say about this?
What are you saying? What were you expecting? For Bobby to stop you? You nodded and walked over to the couch grabbing a hold of your purse. You took one look over the hall and didn’t see Bobby in sight…
“Bye Bobby..” From that point on… You were off to spend time with your boyfriend like you should’ve done in the first place.
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Finally spending time with your boyfriend was supposed to be exciting. You were hoping the moment the two of you came home from dinner, the two of you can talk and cuddle but instead the moment Mino entered your apartment, he went straight to your bed and fell asleep. You understand that working as a Kpop idol can be tiring but he could of at least tried to stay up..Or put the effort in spending time with you…
You closed your bedroom door and sat on the couch all by yourself letting Mino sleep in your room. So much for spending time with Mino…
Maybe some television can keep your mind off how frustrated you felt towards Mino.. Or maybe it wasn’t even that… Maybe you were just frustrated because you felt confused… You don’t know if you have feelings for Bobby or not…
It was all confusing to understand your own damn feelings… You closed your eyes and tried to push all your thoughts away, however… For some reason instead of having complete silence… Your phone buzzed.
You looked to your right and saw that you received a text. You instantly picked up your phone and not caring on who texted you, you read the text and see Bobby’s name.
Are you still with Mino?
Hmm, what?
Yeah… but he’s asleep why?
Why is Bobby all of sudden asking if you’re with Mino or not… This is weird…
Well, you forgot something and I’m actually downstairs to return it back to you,
Bobby was here?! You quickly got up from the couch and looked around. Holy shit what do you do now… What do you say?
Right… I’ll go down.
You threw your phone on the couch and tried to fix yourself up. Okay… He just came to simply return something, why are you suddenly so nervous? You walked to the door and took one look back to make sure you didn’t see Mino nearby. Wait, why are you so worried? Last time you checked, he was knocked out…
Here goes nothing.
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By the time you got downstairs, there you noticed Bobby just sitting down on the stairsteps in front of your apartment building. How should you approach him? Should you scare him? Should you awkwardly go up to him and greet him? Whatever you decided it doesn’t really matter.
You slowly crept up from behind and lightly tapped his back. He instantly looked up and smiled.
“Hey,” Bobby got up from the step and now faced you.
“What did I forget this time?” At this point you’re not that surprised that you must have forgotten something, it honestly sounds like something you would do.
“Oh right!” Bobby began to search through his pocket and you casually waited there for Bobby to pull something out till finally…
You noticed he pulled out a chapstick that was in your pocket. Must have fallen out.
“This must belong to you,” Bobby says handing you your chapstick and you smiled.
“It does… Thank you,” It was cute that Bobby made his way to deliver a chapstick you accidentally left at his place, however, there needs to be another reason why Bobby came to your house… You knew Bobby was thoughtful but not that thoughtful…
“You know you didn’t have to go through all this trouble to leave my chapstick right,” You said looking at him and he awkwardly scratched the back of his neck.
“Right… I guess you’re right,” You continued to stare at Bobby trying to read his body expression but you couldn’t even figure it out yourself.
“Well…Thank you once again,” WHY IS THIS SO AWKWARD ALL OF A SUDDEN….
Bobby turned around and began to walk away. You stood there and watched him walk away till he stopped and all you could hear him say was “You know what fuck this,”
Next thing you know, Bobby walks over to you and smashes his lips against yours…
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To Be Continued