- You’re scared of thunder storms, and Jinhwan comforts you. - angst / fluffy
♪ “I only want sympathy in the form of you crawling into bed with me” ♪
I shook in my bed as I stared out my window, the dark clouds roaring, my ears having music being blasted into them.
My nightlight across from my bed in the corner, keeping my room dimly lit as I tried to calm myself down, the clouds above my apartment swirling and rumbling deeply as my anxiety deepened and I couldn’t control my breathing.
My head swirled with thoughts;
-“will my anxiety be the death of me?”
-“am I really going to die listening to Patrick stump’s voice”
My eyes longed for the door to be closer, so I could run out. But my legs had other plans, and those plans were to stay in bed.
The thunder got louder, my heart racing as I shaked even more as I felt the staggering of my eyes slowly water and I tugged at my blanket, trying to gather the courage to run towards jinhwan’s apartment.
The thunder progressively got louder as I shuffled to try and get up, but before anything a loud crack and slam could be heard as I cried out in fear.
The tears rolled down my cheeks as I reached towards the door, my hands coming back to my chest to try and calm myself down.
My hair stuck to my face as my anxiety caused me to hear my heart pounding in my ears as My eyes darted around my room trying to gain sense into my mind.
Music blasted into my ears, but I couldn’t hear it, just the soft murmur of;
♪“Thirsty oh yeah, so thirsty, 난 조금도 널 참을 수 없어, You make me thirsty”♪
A faint sound of a door opening and closing could be heard, but I couldn’t open my eyes, I cried and let taemin serenade.
My ears felt the earbuds being pulled out along with taemin’s voice disappearing from my ears, a weight on my legs could be felt, not as in my legs were being crushed, but a weight on the outer sides of my legs could be felt.
I had my head pressed up against the headboard as my crying started to soften a bit, a hand pressed up underneath my chin as I felt a faint whisper of;
“Shh sh it’s okay. You’re okay, I’m here now.”
The soft voice spoke, it seemed so familiar. My tears were swept off of my face, hair being brushed out of my eyes as I opened them.
To be faced with a squinting Jinhwan, smiling softly, with his hair ruffled up. Assuming he woke up, he wore just a white shirt along with sweatpants as he crouched over me.
His eyes seems dark, as if he hadn’t received any sleep as well due to the storm, and he stared at me with his dark eyes, before he took his hand off of my face and held my hands.
The thunder rumbled inquisitively outside, Jinhwan taking me slowly into his embrace, his arms wrapping around my waist as he sat up against my headboard, my back on his chest as he caressed my hair slowly.
I was shaking in his embrace, but it slowly stopped as his warmth took over my body, my heart regaining its original pace as Jinhwan entangled our hands, kissing the back of my head sweetly and resting his chin a top of my head.
We laid there, in complete silence watching the storm pass outside of my window progressively get worse, the rain becoming heavy as the thundering became heavier towards my window.
A loud slam shook us both up as my window flapped open and it shook back and forth as the rained poured into the room, Jinhwan jumping up at the suddent outburst as he shut my windows quickly, trying to keep the water out, before latching them.
He turned back to me and smiled, before laughing softly as I smiled shyly at him, admiring the male’s short height.
Jinhwan crawled towards me on the bed before lying on me completely and giggling.
Jinhwan never took his eyes off of me, as if I was a rare creature at the zoo and he was a two year old. My heart racing as he scooted closer to me, his head propped up on his hand as he smiled awkwardly at me.
“I just want to kiss you honestly”
My voice softly croaked out;
Jinhwan eagerly grabbed the back of my neck as he pressed our lips together, his smooth lips connected to mine as I shut my eyes, wanting to be like this forever.
Jinhwan’s hand made its way from my neck to my cheek, tugging at my hair slightly as I smiled softly into the kiss.
He dug for more, every kiss was deeper and more heart welling each time, and the soft pitter patter of the rain against my window couldn’t be heard as the soft discouraged moans escaped out of Jinhwan’s mouth.
The kisses weren’t out of lust, or pure just impact, but of love, I had waited for this, Jinhwan was always there for me and now he’s mine.
We broke the kiss, my eyes making its way towards the now red lips , swollen a bit, as the lips curled up and I looked towards Jinhwan.
I softly laughed out of embarrassment and my face was placed against his chest.
My ear acknowledging the sound of the heartbeat that belonged to the jeju boy.
