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yayy thank you joanie!! ^-^

I was thinking about kmhn bed sharing... I really like the idea of them finding ways to justify sleeping together more and more often without ever explicitly saying they want to move in together or anything. staying together later and later until it's dark out and one will say "oh it's not safe to go out when it's dark, you might as well stay the night", even though the other's cottage is only steps away... flimsy and silly justifications that happen night after night. but since they never actually come to an explicit agreement, there will be nights where they didn't hang out and it didn't happen naturally, so they'll both be lying in bed in their cottages alone thinking sadly about how they wish they were cuddling with each other but since they weren't invited they would be overstepping, and all those other times were accidents anyway....

i think you could extend this to them kissing and other stuff too. it's all "accidents" and they're just normal friends and they would be overstepping to want this on a regular basis.... they are so stupid (of course it's because they're scared of losing their precious friendship so there's angst, but they are still stupid fdkhjdfdf)

#answered asks #joanie #not phrasing this well i'm sorry fdhkjfdd

oooo 25 and 28 for the ask thing?🤔

thank you joanie 😊

25: Share your favorite line

I feel so self-centered saying a favourite part of my own writing dfhkjfdfd but I always liked this bit from LAFF chapter 8:

"Komaeda’s familiar, calming smile is gentle as always, but Hajime can’t ignore the dark circles still under his eyes. He feels a stab of guilt. They’re both exhausted. If things were different, he would’ve listened to Komaeda’s request to go back to the cottages. But tonight, he’s desperate to keep Komaeda from doing anything drastic.

As if staying by his side could do anything to delay the inevitable. As if killing a rooster before it crows would stop the sun from rising.

But still, he has to try."

28: Write a new summary for the fic, but badly

i wrote and backspaced so many bad new summaries...

LAFF: in which there is little actual good smut despite being all about sex, and in which hinata and komaeda discover that falling in love and understanding each other will make them want to kill themselves, and in which they are cosmically punished for any new kinks they are forced to discover, and is it worth it? is any of this worth it?

#answered asks #joanie #like a flower fading #can you believe that laff was supposed to be an excuse for a smut fic #and now there's smut in like... three chapters and one of them you don't even see it happen #eventually there will be some more but i need to break through this awful writers' block first #i feel bad but i have laughed about the cosmic punishment for hinata's kinks before dfhjkfdfd #''oh i kind of like it when he's depending on me and wants me to take care of him''#(immediately forced to make life or death choices for komaeda)#i was trying to find the humour in the pain i guess fdkjhdffd

I had a dream where I asked you for a messed up toxic yuri reccomendation so I thought I might as well ask in real life too

i'm so honoured you had that dream awww <3 I'm so known for this that it appears in your dreams, i wonder how I should feel about that fdhjkfddf... thank you for asking hehe I'm always happy to talk about yuri recs!!

I've recommended these all in the past, but Yuri is My Job!, The Filthy You is the Cutest, and Destroy it All and Love Me in Hell are all really good toxic yuri manga. The first one is the tamest and is focused around girls working in a yuri-themed cafe who can't keep their professional and personal lives from bleeding into each other. The second deals with heavy bullying and dubcon bdsm dynamics, and the third one starts out toxic and violent, but the girls gradually become closer and understand each other better while dealing with their own abusive family relationships. They all have rollercoaster ride stories and pacing and I find them all so addictive to read, I couldn't put them down.

This one has an anime that I haven't watched yet, and I haven't finished reading it, AND it has very bad reputation, but I do like NTR: Netsuzou Trap... it's about two girls who have boyfriends, but keep cheating on them with each other. I love the denial of the one girl who keeps thinking "oh but my boyfriend is such a nice guy so i can't break up with him :(" but then she keeps cheating on him anyway and acting like it doesn't count or that the other girl is completely manipulating her into it. The denial is insane and almost hilarious (reminds me a bit of HH...). Girl you're gay and you don't need to stay with him just because he's a nice guy... stop cheating on him and hurting him more if you actually care about him fdhkjdffd

People always act like this manga is the worst thing ever even though it's so tame compared to a lot of toxic yuri, so I kind of enjoy it out of spite dfhjkfd it's not great literature or anything but it's fun and dramatic.

One of my actual favourite favourite yuri anime is Kannazuki no Miko, where it is sort of tasteless like Netsuzou Trap, but I also can't help but love the girls so much. It used to be really common to draw your f/f otp in the "kannazuki no miko pose." This anime used to be really important for yuri, although it's now been mostly forgotten.

Chikane (the dark haired girl) is absolutely a predecessor for Homura from Madoka Magica. She is so tortured... she tries for ages to swallow down her feelings for Himeko and believes that she just wants her to be happy, since Himeko is in love with a perfectly nice boy (who is a mecha pilot since this is technically a mecha anime). But finally her feelings bubble up too far with disastrous consequences. It's very painful... I'm not a very good critic of this anime because I know it has a lot of weak points and is not for everyone, but somehow these girls resonate with me so much... if nothing else, try listening to the ending theme and enjoy the yuri feels hehe. It's called Agony which is very fitting.

I should recommend at least one visual novel, so today I feel like recommending Salome's Kiss, which is a western yuri visual novel.

This VN hurt me so bad. It's set in Victorian times. The main character is a lesbian governess and is terrified of being outed, so after she begins to develop feelings for her pupil, she has no choice but to run away and begin teaching someone else--who she also begins to fall for. This story is very gothic and has an awful awful twist at the end. If you want pain and misery then this is the VN for you...

#answered asks #joanie #thank you so much <3 i hope these are okay #there's even more i could say and know about #but these are probably the ones i genuinely enjoy the most #even though i love toxic yuri i am a bit of a wimp at times so i Know Of many others but haven't actually read or finished them #i don't know whether to feel bad about how messed up these are or bad that they aren't messed up enough fdhdf my messed up moral compass...