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Give Meaning to the Tears
@cry-stars
64|28|he/him|Christian|writer|multifandom Mostly Danganronpa right now! Fandom posts, positivity, writing-related posts, personal posts, and my writing Sixty-four K on Fanfiction.net and 64K on Ao3 Header by @plum-pudding-everywhere <3
"do you think there would be any meaning in us being friends?"
"yes. even something as simple as that might change things."
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Hi! I go by 64 or 64K. My pronouns are he/him. I'm a writer, occasional musician, and I do a bit of art here and there!
new Ao3 here and old Ao3 here. I write Danganronpa (mostly Komahina) on my new Ao3 and have Professor Layton and Fullmetal Alchemist stories on the old one (mostly Clive Dove and Clive/Flora for PL and Kimblee/Envy for FMA)
Main fandoms and interests:
Professor Layton, especially Clive Dove, Flora Reinhold, and the Clora ship
The Hundred Line
Danganronpa: especially Komaeda, Hinata, and the Komahina ship. Other favourite ships include (but are not limited to) Mahiyoko, Tsumioda, and Kiibouma
The World Ends With You, especially Joshua Kiryu
Precure, Yuki Yuna is a Hero, Madoka Magica, and other mahou shoujo
Harvest Moon, Story of Seasons, and Rune Factory
My own OCs
Crystar and Crymachina
Visual novels in general, especially yuri VNs
Writing (I never shut up about it)
Yuri stuff in general!
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I also reblog some posts about social justice topics, writing advice, and honestly anything I feel like. For the most part, I reblog things with a positive tone and without too much reference to current events, since tumblr is an escape for me. I tag character, ship, and fandom names, and common triggers, as much as possible. Please let me know if there's anything you would like me to tag for, and I will gladly do so.
I'm in my late 20s and will rarely but occasionally post about nsfw topics. I will tag these as nsfw, nsfw text, gore, and a few other common nsfw tags. Please avoid these if you're a minor.
I'm a christian and will occasionally tag posts related to that as "religion." If I reblog anything about the news or anything like that, the tag is "world events."
My personal tag is 64personal and I make a lot of personal posts, just be warned!
You can find my ao3 accounts here and here, and my bsky here. Mutuals are welcome to ask for my discord if they want to have longer conversations with me; I find it easier to talk there than on tumblr messenger.
Thank you for reading this, and I hope you enjoy my blog!
holy fuck it's difficult to get a grasp on his personality and mindset and all that bullshit
trying to keep a balance of showing his inaccurate interpretations of situations he's in while ALSO making it clear to a reader that these descriptions are Not True is a challenge
there are only so many synonyms for "disgusting" in the thesaurus
pros of writing Nagito POV:
I get to fill his inner monologue with the most deranged, self-destructive, incredibly homosexual fantasies about all the ways he could potentially die/get seriously injured <3
I get what you mean, even though it's usually kind of the opposite for me (I'm usually apathetic, and I try to hold on to every single moment I'm able to feel anything at all, until it eventually fades again). I don't know if this is helpful or not, but you're definitely not the only one who has felt that way before
aaah I'm glad you can understand too ;-; it is helpful, thank you, it helps to know that i'm not the only one who feels this way. I think I only feel like this about 20% of the time, but when i usually feel almost all emotions extremely intensely, it feels kind of scary to suddenly feel apathetic (and even that "scariness" feels muted), so I wind up trying to hold onto those memories and just act as if I still feel them so they'll come back. I'm sorry you have to deal with a similar problem even if the proportions of the intense feelings/apathy are sort of reversed from mine, either way it's hard to deal with
i don't know if anyone else will understand this. but sometimes, i usually have a very strong feeling for something, but the feeling has (temporarily?) faded. and i know that i want to feel it again, so i just keep acting like i still feel exactly the same while waiting for it to come back. but i keep being scared that the passion won't come back and that i'm living a lie by acting normal. i think it's normal for interests and feelings to fluctuate, but when i don't feel them at full throttle then i'm worried they're gone forever. i hate so much when this happens
i veer between liking "friends who never kissed before to marriage" and "they are having sex every day but still think they are platonic friends" with komahina postgame so i just write both and everything in between
